Kelly Xiong

About me huh? Well first of all I would like to proudly say that I am HMONG, what is hmong? well if you are interested in finding out click on the video to ur left. I love being hmong and also very proud of all my hmong peeps out there. Im recently from Alaska,(a beautiful state by the way)going to school and working trying to make ends meet, and at the same time going for my career as a Register Nurse. Well couple thing about me is sweet, loving,caring and very outgoing. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and give all that I can risking everything I have for a person I love, knowing that I can be hurt at the end. And yes recently been hurt by the one that I thought loved me as much as I loved him, but I guess I was wrong. Oohh the pain, its so powerful that there is no word to describe, only love can hurt this much. And I dont ever want to be hurt or have to go through this pain ever again. U cant imagine how much pain that is. Living day by day like a zombie. I dont know why things happened the way it did but maybe this is a life lesson for me to learn. What I've learn from all this is the one person that u loved the most will be the one person to hurt u the most and u have to be careful of whom u trust with your heart, and if its all worth it at the end. Someone once told me that if it hurts then its not love and that is true because love shouldn't have to hurt. Its not worth dropping a tear for a person that wouldnt do the same for u, its not worth trying to hang on to a person that doesnt want to hang on to u. I also learn that there is no such thing as a good man and they're all the same. When u are still new, ur like a newly blossom flower that everyone wants to have but once ur old news to them they will throw u away like ur worth nothing. The weaker and the more hurt that u are, the happier it makes them. I will never trust another man in this world again as long as I live except of course my close families. Cause families are always there for u when u need them... Im very protective of my love ones especially families, cause family is everything to me..Like they say, Blood is thicker than water..I also want to take this time to thank all the people(friends and families) that were there for me through thick and thin. You guys are the wings beneath my wings, its because of u, I can now fly on my own....Love u all from the bottom of my heart..... ..