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ALLAN (DEZZY)

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the one

About Me

NOTE: TO WHOEVER VIEWS THIS PAGE DON'T YOU DARE COME TO A FINAL JUDGEMENT OF HOW I AM UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY GET TO NOW ME A LOT MORE IN PERSON. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.
***** CLICK HERE FOR MY FACEBOOK PAGE. I'M THERE MORE. *****
I'M SPIRITUAL; NOT RELIGIOUS. "Religion is manmade and faith comes from within." I don't push God into anyone's heart. I leave that to the Big Guy Himeself. I respect everyone's beliefs just as long as they respect everyone elses. I'm Christian, and I'm sinful just like everyone else. If I offend you, whether you're one direction of the spectrum or the other, well, I'm sorry you feel that way.
THIS IS ME... WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET. A lot of people are blunt and tell it as it is. At least we're not being fake like so many people whom you yourself may not be aware are decieving you. If you can't handle someone being blunt and saying it as it is, well...
"WOUNDS FROM A FRIEND CAN BE TRUSTED, BUT THE ENEMY MULTIPLIES KISSES."
~ Proverbs 27:6
...Basically, a TRUE FRIEND will tell you as it really is even if it hurts, and in turn they'll respect you a lot more when you're open and honest with them as well.
v--(NO, I'M STILL SINGLE, DANG IT)
I'm a career soldier however way my path in life leads me.
I was shooting for my long time dream career goal for more than 2/3 of my life; I always said God would be the only one who can stop me. I prayed and Prayed, asking Him what He wants me to do and where He wants me to go, and so many things came into light. I came to accept the routes layed out for me and then ya know, just when when you think you already let go of a dream or goal you come to find out the dream or goal won't let go of you...
...I found out I actually have another bullet left to shoot for it.
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v Children are the world's most valuable resource and its best hope for the future. ~ President John F. Kennedy
********** Iraq Video "Why" **********
"No man knows the time nor the place when he will be called, so enjoy yourself for the day cuz tomarrow is not promissed."
~ an old wise man once told me
"You're slow."
"No, I'm just stubborn."
"No, you're just slow."
"Ok, what's the difference?"
"Old people are stubborn cuz they know better not to do it, but they still do it. Young people are slow cuz it takes a while to sink in."
"Ok, fine, I'm slow."
~ another lesson I learned among many lessons from yet another old wise man.
"Al, I wish you the best of luck..."
~ and yet another old wise man told me this after I practically let him know I didn't follow his advice among many other pieces of advice I didn't accept which he was always right about. Lesson learned: once you notice someone isn't following your advice after so many times you gave them advice, let them loose on their own to learn for themselves. You can only help someone if they let themselves be helped.
v***** BOONDOCK SAINTS PRAYER VIDEO *****
"And Shepherds we shall be
For thee, my Lord, for thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee
And teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."
~ The Boondock Saints
"FIGHT AS IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE, FLY AS IF IT'S YOUR LAST FLIGHT, LIVE LIFE AS IF YOU NEVER EVER LIVED LIFE, BUT ABOVE ALL, DO WHAT YOU CAN TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT HURTING ANYONE ALONG THE WAY & STAY THAT WAY SO IN THE END YOU'LL KNOW YOU CAN DIE HAPPY."
~ Me
"There are 3 main things I learned: 1) Everything happens or not happens for a reason. You may never know the reason but accept that the big guy as a parent knows what's best for us; 2) There is a time and place for everything. It's not in our time but in the big guy's time so be patient if in fact it was meant to happen or not happen; and 3) People are sent to each other to affect their lives in whatever way the big guy intends them to no matter how big or small the impact and no matter how long or short of time. You can be with a person a few seconds and you can be with some idiot your whole life. You never know so just try to make the best of every momment with that person while they are there. THE POINT: ENJOY LIFE FOR WHAT ITS WORTH."
~ Me
v (CLICK ON THE ARROWS TO TURN THE BIKE AROUND FOR ALL 360 DEGREE VIEWS or SLOWLY DRAG YOUR MOUSE SIDEWAYS ANY DIRECTION OVER THE AREA.)
HARLEY DAVIDSON NIGHT ROD SPECIAL

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I'd like to meet:

A nun onced told me, "Suffering is inevitable, but misery is optional." So feeling sad is a choice. It makes me sad not to be with a significant other but I'm tired of feeling sad all the time thus I need a friend more than I need a girlfriend right now in my life, and I need God more than both. I have too much going on right now to look for a relationship let alone to even sit around and wait for one to smack me in the butt. Yes, I'm extremely lonely at times but DESTINY HAS TO BE IN THE WORKINGS for the one right woman for me. I just have to be patient about it all, and things happen or not happen no matter what we do. At times I feel content in being single and not having children. If it was meant for me to have a family, then it'll happen eventually.

******* PERSONAL VIDEO MESSAGE FROM 04 JULY 2006 *******

I'D LIKE TO ONLY MEET NEW AND OLD FRIENDS ACTUALLY. I KNOW MORE OF WHAT I WANT IN A SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND LEARNED A LOT MORE ON HOW TO BE THE BEST BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND/LOVER... I JUST HAVE TO CONTINUE TO ENJOY LIFE, NOT WAITING ANYMORE ON THAT ONE SPECIAL WOMAN TO CHANGE MY PATH IN LIFE.

Somebody may be too old for you, or they may be too young, too tall, too short, too fat, too skinny, too boring, too wild, too spiritual, too sinful, too mature, too poor, or too ugly, but always remember nobody is perfect. If you don't you're too stupid.

ONE BIG THING I LEARNED IS TO TAKE THE SHOT WHILE YOU HAVE IT. IF NOT, THEN DON'T YOU DARE REGRET NOT TAKING THE OPPORTUNITY AND ENDING UP INSTEAD WITH SOMEONE WHO YOU'RE MISERABLE WITH. I KNOW NOW YOU GOTTA TAKE THE SHOT BUT ALSO BEING WISE IN TAKING THAT SHOT, AND IF YOU MISS, YOU JUST GOTTA SAY "OH WELL", DRIVE ON, AND DON'T YOU DARE LOOK BACK. LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND YOU AND LET THE BIG GUY BE THE ONE TO CHOOSE TO HAVE YOUR PATHS CROSS AGAIN. "DRIVE ON, SOLDIER, DRIVE ON... HOOAH!"
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v Too many people in Myspace have hundreds of people on their list whom they are not even friends with, and too many guys on here have more than 95% of their list comprising of bimbos in bikinis who are also superficial as well. (GOOD CLUE OF A SLEEZBALL IS THAT THEY ONLY HAVE A FEW GUYS ON THEIR LIST WITHIN A WHOLE LOT OF WOMEN.) Certain people deserve each other's company cuz superfical people should be with superficial people and leave the rest of us alone. Eventually someone's gonna get hurt due to someone cheating or whatever, and the rest of us should just stand clear and let them learn the truth about the social jungle. (ARE THERE ANY OF THOSE BIMBOS AND HIMBOS ON YOUR LIST? ARE THERE ANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST WHOM YOU HARDLY KNOW, WHOM HAVE BEEN ON THERE FOR A VERY LONG TIME BUT DON'T EVEN AT LEAST EXCHANGE EMAILS WITH, AND WHO YOU SHOULDN'T EVEN BE TRUSTING? SOME JUST TRY TO GET ON YOUR LIST WITHOUT EVEN EXCHANGING A BUNCH OF EMAILS WITH YOU. AREN'T YOU TIRED OF THE FAKE PEOPLE YOU RUN INTO ON HERE WHO ONLY WANT SOMETHING FROM YOU OTHER THAN YOUR FRIENDSHIP? MAYBE YOU SHOULD DO SOME CLEANING UP OF YOUR LIST.) ALMOST ALL of the people on my list are relatives, friends I grew up with/old high school classmates, friends from work, army buddies, friends I know in person outside the internet, and a very select few close friends I've known for years via the internet, and it's definately bimbo/himbo free.

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TO MY NILES NORTH GRADUATION CLASS, THERE ARE MORE THAN 40 OF Y'ALL ON MY LIST. I'M SORRY BUT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO FIND THEM ALL ON YOUR OWN SO GO START EMAILING THEM ON HERE AND HAPPY HUNTING.......

Music:



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MUSIC VIDEOS
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"Blaze of Glory"
~ Jon Bon Jovi
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"I Tried" ~ Bone Thugs 'N' Harmony Feat. Akon
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"Wanted Dead or Alive" ~ Bon Jovi
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"Something to Believe In" ~ Poison
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"Gallery" ~ Mario Vazquez
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"Wind of Change" ~ Scorpions
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"Lifesong" ~ Casting Crowns
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"I Will Get There" ~ Boyz II Men
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I listen to everything from MercyMe to Metallica to Motzart, Depeche Mode to Drowning Pool, Garth Brooks to Goo Goo Dolls, Todd Agnew to Tupac to Temptations, Nas to Nirvana, Enya to Enrique Iglacias, Fear Factory to 50 Cent

Movies:

I WATCH ALL GENRES OF FILMS

click for The Simpson's SPIDER PIG

click for clips from WE WERE SOLDIERS

^No, this is not a love story, but it IS a story about love. About those who give into it and the price they pay and those who run away from it because theyre afraid or because they do not believe they are worthy of it. He gave in, and she ran away.
~ Angelina Jolie in "Original Sin"

...This is about how a truly wholehearted good man openned up his heart to a woman, trusting her and loving her, but she had other plans, decieving him and leaving him, while all along she was with another man since long before she met him. This sounds TOO familiar.

"Love is only for those who believe in it."
~ Antonio Banderas in "Original Sin"
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Television:

click for The Simpson's THE RAVEN

- Criminal Minds (CBS) (FAMOUS QUOTES FROM FAMOUS PEOPLE MOVED TO MY BLOGS)
Criminal Minds Profiler Quiz
- Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
- Law&Order- Criminal Intent (NBC)
- Law&Order - SVU (NBC)
- CSI:NY (CBS)
- Scrubs (NBC)
- ER (NBC)
- House (Fox)
- Modern Marvels (History Channel)
- Mythbusters (Discovery Channel)
- Survivorman (Discovery Channel)
- Man vs. Wild (Discovery Channel)

Books:

- The Bible
- Sacred Hoops ~ Coach Phill Jackson
books/stories by:
- C. S. Lewis
- Mark Twain
- William Shakespeare
- Edgar Allan Poe

Heroes:


-This may help a number of y'all understand a bit more in how most of us in the military think...
I finally came to the conclusion that he maybe he was right. Maybe there are no such things as heroes. Maybe there are just people like my dad. I finally came to understand why they were so uncomfortable being called heroes. Heroes are something we create, something we need. It's a way for us to understand what is almost incomprehensible, how people could sacrifice so much for us, but for my dad and these men the risks they took, the wounds they suffered, they did that for their buddies. They may have fought for their country, but they died for their friends. For the man in front for the man beside him, and if we wish to truly honor these men we should remember them the way they really were, the way my dad remembered them.
~ from the movie Flags of Our Fathers
...I would not prefer to spill a drop of my blood for any politicians whom do not understand how we are, but I would not hesitate to die in combat for any of my friends no matter who is waiting for me back at home. That is just me, and I think that is how God intended for me to be.
-SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE DRASTICALY FOR THE BETTER, AND YOU ARE VERY THANKFUL TO GOD THAT PERSON WAS OR IS IN YOUR LIFE, LIMITTED OR FOREVER

My Blog

A good woman is hard to find

Ive told many men already: A beautiful woman is rarely without a boyfriend for very long. Whats even more rare is finding a beautiful woman who is also a good woman who would make a good wife and quit...
Posted by ALLAN (DEZZY) on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 11:41:00 PST

"MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH"

It seems as if its been forever that Ive cared too much about people& even total strangers.  Thats my problem& I care too much.  For the first time in a really long time Im having troubl...
Posted by ALLAN (DEZZY) on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 08:41:00 PST