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Elias a.k.a Mr. 1-der-ful

Black box revue sept 12, 08.. Club 220, on 220 w. walnut springfield, mo译名:冰刀双人组/荣

About Me

I believe in love and fate, and i believe in my sister :)_________________________________________i believe that people are destined to meet and are to do so for very specific reasons. Say an old lady stops you to ask for your help with a heavy box and in that 1 minute that it takes you to move that box, the semi truck that was supposed to hit your car and kill you at that moment passes by peacefully. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. i believe that life is not to be taken for granted, but not to be wasted by hiding out afraid of death or constantly stressing about things to come and missing the moment you are in. im strange. i think too much about things and get lost in thought on a regular basis. my mind is so cluttered with ideas and memories that i forget the most simple everyday things. i love my friends and family more than life. if you fuck with them, i will make sure you never walk again. i love reading and writing watching movies so i can break them down to their deeper meanings. if i could id get lost in the woods for a few weeks and clear my mind of all the clutter that fills my brain and put it into a book form. it would sell millions, i swear. every other word that leaves my mouth happens to be "fuck", but I'm not illiterate. i hate people who judge others by looks and not personality. all tho, i used to do that, but not anymore . i love the ocean. i want to be a NINJA. i've looked into being a hit man, or a cop, or medical, off and on since i was a kid and would like that job. i love food. Galloned water is my friend. one day i think i will be happy but it seems that most of the things that make me happy either die, leave, pr just fake, so i keep the ones i do love and care about as close as possible. i get depressed. i lose myself.i cant help it, but im not sorry either, i cant sleep a lot of nights. i fear that im going to make a lot of bad decisions in my life and take them as lessons learned. i try to push those thoughts back and continue, but things catch up. i HATE when good people die young. im a restless soul. i talk/moan in my sleep. ive been told By my own fckn COUSIN that im going to be miserable as i get older, because i got grumpy after taking care of MY nephew when the parents went out to party, (lame). ive been told by my work counsler, my eyes are those of old and long dead movie stars. i feel that in my life i am supposed to do something great but feel that im going to let everyone down. i am basically an enigma looking for someone who makes it all make sense and makes me happy. i dont let my guard down very easy. but if i drop it for you, you have a partner for life. make me put the wall back up and ill never talk to you again!.i am about music. it lives in me and my life revolves around it. this is my medicine to relax, calm, without music i would be no one.....get your own layout here. Get a great new layout today! *click here*

My Interests

Eyes lit I pawn short breaths A fawn's dark eye lids But life's breath like a sun against my headEyes lit I pawn short breaths A fawn's dark eye lids But life's breath like a sun to repentEyes lit I want short breaths I've got dark eye lidsNice breasts I need the sun in to repent(crystal castles lyr.)

I'd like to meet:

who would i like to meet?: umm, celebrities LIKE to Meet me, what you talkin bout . the fellow ninjas out there like me, i want to meet a Broken-Hearted dude and tell him, jealousy is a waste of time, fuck the bitch, easy as that, i learned to never look back, drop what you had, if i went back i would be worried she would go back. :) no reason to be emo, im ninja . _______________________________________i would really like to see jesus, i want to see a vision of my real dad, i dont hate the bastard, but damn i just found out i have a lil sister not even a year old, :) i would like to meet her also, in cali. _________________________________________________ my sister from another mutha, Yvette, i would like to chill with her in cali.,Different Bands Speak For God =]You can find christian bands that are Metal/hardcore, indie, electronica, rock, pop, country, experimental, etc. which ever music that drives you, you can normally find a great christian band of that genre

Music:


Movies:

Heavy metal. I'll just stick my major library up here for you and you can take a pick :) Avenged Sevenfold, As I lay dying, All that remains, Bullet for my valentine, Chimaira, Dope, Heaven shall burn, Killswitch Engage, Diecast, 36 Crazyfists, Cradle of Filth, Fear factory, Threat signal, Norther, In this moment, Caliban, Atreyu, The agonist, Arch enemy, All shall perish, Devildriver, Disturbed, Raunchy, Spineshank, Trivium,

Heroes:

my father lord, of course , let me tell you i feel happy when hes just there chillen with me watchin t.v. , my mother, my nephew, my sister i guess, my grandama in cali, my great grandma that brought us from mexico,

My Blog

Check out Ashley's new recordings!!

Check out Ashley's recordings and let me know what you think! Wow this is my #1 AWSEOMEST FRIEND, ASHLEY SHANIQUA SHAY nay, she a badass SInger...
Posted by Elias a.k.a Mr. 1-der-ful on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 03:57:00 PST

KIssing lessons

Are you a woman? Are you tired of guys complaining that you are a horrible kisser? Would you like to learn some new techniques in a fun and safe environment? Well you are in luck my friend! Right ...
Posted by Elias a.k.a Mr. 1-der-ful on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:46:00 PST

Person with a wooden leg that lives above me.

I have no idea who you are. I do not know if you're male, female, young, old, black, white, straight, gay, ambidextrous, or a midget. What I do know is this: You are almost certainly obese and have a...
Posted by Elias a.k.a Mr. 1-der-ful on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:38:00 PST

Single guys? out there READ THIS (tips)

HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. NEVER LOOK BACK Its true that we dont know what weve got until we lose it, but its also true that we dont know w...
Posted by Elias a.k.a Mr. 1-der-ful on Mon, 19 May 2008 09:18:00 PST