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Running on an endless ROAD...

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About Me


...MY LIFE...
I hate the fact that life is not perfect and that crap is always thrown my way “It’s the small things that count” that’s what people say, but its the small things that always screw up day by day. why cant I be more careless, more selfless??? I feel as if I portray this image for all to see, a daily routine that I cant even flee. Locked in a cage like animal at the zoo, lost in this world my mind so confused I brush my teeth and do my hair,put on these clothes as if people care.I put these images on because society tells me too. then soon enough I mold myself to the people that also do, creating a mask for them all to see each person viewing this mask of its fake identity NO ONE REALIZING I’M LOST IN REALITY... my true soul is covered in materialistic things as I hide my most inner being. to scared to let people in, for their words go past my skin Head strait to the heart where the pain doesn't end. This is why I fear getting up again…
...Breaking life apart one piece at a time...
breaking life apart one piece at a time, while losing myself with these broken fragments each piece that falls to the floor reveals a piece of me that is no more staggering for fulfillment in an image so lost while repetition repeats its self, draining every drop from my already weak body.looking for an answer, looking to the past, find nothing but defeat even when I stand here last. everyone dropped to the floor like an unknown plague, but I still stand with nothing to gain. only leaving me in this hollow room revealing an epic of this hollow life I live.is it death that makes me alive? or life that brings death? either way death becomes us all... so why not die early and find the meaning of life. which will finally put this broken image back to whole. die to yourself die to world. dont live by regret surly dont live and forget now is the time to start things a new. die today become renewed....
HI!... i'm Nathan i feel as if life is never ending and this silly race is killing me slowly... a race for all to see and join... i love meeting new ppl, unless they are emotionally overbearing-not to be mean but i just dont need those kind of ppl in my life... i'm a very overdramatic person and i take things way to seriously; eventhough i'm a very sarcastic person... i know it's kinda doesnt make since... if you haven't noticed i use "..." WAY TO MUCH!!!! but thats just how my mind processes life and words... never really a pause but there should be one lol... oH YEAH i hate when ppl say lol in real life or "WTF" or "BRB" LADIES AND GENTS... life is not a TEXT MESSAGE... ~ok now that, thats been said... i think you can understand me a lil bit more...if not then just send a message i'd love to tell you more... i'm a very random person who always has something to say...

My Blog

how is your relationship?

  when your given an opportunity by the presence of the Lord, when the holy spirit gives you an opportunity, touches your life and points out things that need to be changed, brings you to a plac...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 07:28:00 PST

be the anchor that holds....

I stand here in this existing state of mind but lost in reality.. only to wait on the one result I'm searching for. I stand here waiting patiently, even though I react to everything around me. only ti...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:31:00 PST

she cries her pretty blue tears

black and white dreams in this black and white townthen she cried her pretty blue tears washed the canvas dryleft her staring at the empty canvas paint the beuty all over again,~start it all overpaint...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:24:00 PST

broken once more...and probably for good now...

i hate the fact that i feel left out... why do i look to deep into everything and everyone, why cant i take things as they come, i hate that i see things to far in advance and yet i cant change whats ...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:58:00 PST

a knot in the threads...

i've tried to move on from our touch that was finally broken... i've tried to see past the result of an ending... i've pulled back the thread in the laces and seen the knot untangled; its just a matte...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:53:00 PST

Muted words and colors so dear...

well first of sorry everyone I've been writing, but not a lot... however it seems I'm trapped in a writing stage... everything that I've been writing about seems to revolve around one state of mind.....
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:01:00 PST

why bury yourself with dirt..when it could be feathers

gentle whispers crossing ear to ear captivating lies concealed within. dealt apart from this cruel wicked skin. to late to take it back to late to repose a new fragment... crossing hands; beating ...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:26:00 PST

SO TORN SO CONFUSED... (death)

&.SO TORN SO CONFUSED& So torn, so confused, these broken fragments left me abused. So dismantled, full of pain, left with nothing even to gain. Broken tears from this already weak body, broken fe...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 06:41:00 PST

THE KILL......

What if I wanted to breakLaugh it all off in your faceWhat would you do?What if I fell to the floor?Couldn't take this anymoreWhat would you do?Come break me downBury me, bury meI am finished with you...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:07:00 PST

THANK YOU AGAIN>>>.

Last night i went to Pazoz to hang out with some AMAZING Friends... i was able to read some of my poetry that i've written in the past and i thank them for pushing me to a point of breakage.. you know...
Posted by Running on an endless ROAD... on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:26:00 PST