~Lilah~

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"I am too blessed to be stressed!"I m a proud mother and wife. My hubby and I have been together for almost 13 yrs now. We have been through soo much (what marriage hasn't) but we didnt give up on one another and we held on tight. We have fought for the happiness we now hold dear. We have 3 very beautiful lil girls. My lil family is very important to me and I would do anything to keep them all happy. I want my girls to know that they were very loved and respected!!! Yes, I respect my children..if I expect them to respect me..I in return must respect them. Now dont get me wrong..my girls r very disciplined and soo not spoiled!!!! Well, OK, I do spoil them BUT they dont act spoiled and that is the important part...lol! It is very important that my girls know their worth..it saddens me when people think they dont deserve to be loved and respected...I just want to hug them and then smack em upside the head and say "what the hell is ur problem, u r soo worth much more!!" I know, I know harsh way to put it but hey...that is what I want to do...not WHAT I do but u better believe I m thinkin it!!! I am a very opinionated person but I will never push my opinions or beliefs on anyone. I truly believe in respecting others and their opinions. I come across at times as a mean person but those who know me, know that is truly not the case...lol..just a bitch and proud of it...lol!!!! I think I have heard the best description of me and it fits perfectly...I m a hard ass (not literally cuz as u see, I m a fat girl and proud of it!!!) but any-whoo..I m a hard ass-soft heart!!!! I can hide my feelings VERY well..but inside I m very sensitive and mushy!!!!!! When I call someone my friend it is deserved and I give my all but in return I DEMAND the same... Sorry I tend to ramble..hey I have 3 kids...nice not to have to talk about Dora the Explorer ( I need a purse like her backpack!!!) or Yu-Gi-Oh!!! I m the type of person who gives my all to my friends and family and I "say" I demand the same in return but now I m goin to "LIVE" that saying!! I luv my friends but I can no longer stick around the negativity, what would I be teaching my girls if I did. Everything I do is for my hubby, girls, family and few friends! I luv them all immensely!! I am trying very hard to keep my thoughts positive..."You will always move in the direction of your strongest and most dominate thought! "The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question: ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young:I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals.I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather.I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults.I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me.I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word.I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields.I was drug to the homes of family, friends, and neighbors to help out some poor soul who had no one to mow the yard, repair the clothesline or chop some firewood; and if my parents had ever known that I took a single dime as a tip for this kindness, they would have drug me back to the woodshed.Those drugs are still in my veins; and they affect my behavior in everything I do, say and think. They are stronger than cocaine, crack or heroin; and if today's children had this kind of drug problem, America would be a better place.