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Ally

don't get burned by your lucky star

About Me

love is everything. my perfect night consists of drinking red wine and listening to old records with good company. i have a thing for quotes. i wish i was part of the cast of CSI: Miami. you learn a lot about people by listening to the songs that mean something to them. buzznet passion is the source of our finest moments
the joy of love...the clarity of hatred...and the ecstasy of grief.
it hurts sometimes more than we can bear
if we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace...
but we would be hollow...
empty rooms, shuttered and dank.
without passion we'd be truly dead.

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My Interests

-these violent delights have violent ends- jack daniels, SUSHI, vinyl, used book stores, andy warhol art, text messages, vintage, romance, elvis presley, autobiographies, wine, candles, cigarettes, tea, photography, vampires, photobooths, love in films that i believe will someday exist . i am obsessed with symmetry. i love hard. i am eternally loyal to the people i love.

I'd like to meet:

people with passion . ""I used to be afraid of so many things. That I'd never grow up, that I'd be trapped in the same place for all eternity, that my dreams would forever be shy of my reach. It's true what they say, time plays tricks on you. Meeting people that like you, that understand you, that actually accept you for who you are will become an increasingly rare occurance. These people who contributed to who I am; they are with me wherever I go. And as history gets rewritten in small ways with each passing day, my love for them only grows. Because the truth is, it was the best of times. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all of that has receeded into fond memory now. We were there for eachother at a time in our lives that defined us all, a time in our lives that we will never forget."old souls. bowie.
i always had a repulsive need to be something more than human. "without a soundtrack, human interaction is meaningless"

Ron

Tomas

Lindsay

Keith

Derek

Krissy

Shawn

Matty Trash

Mikey Trash

Erika

Jen

Damage

Shep

Craig

Jess

Melis

Nick

Jeff

Goocher

Liz

Warren

Adam

Daniela

Bryan

Rob

love.

Music:

::the best critic of music is blind:: ELVIS PRESLEY . HIM. dragonforce. led zeppelin. jeff buckley. social distortion. the murder mile. the trash boys. motley crue. elvis costello. iggy and the stooges. garbage. david bowie. placebo. my vitriol. bob dylan. queen. the faint. misfits. rolling stones. ac/dc. the replacements(PAUL WESTERBERG). dredg. rancid. unearth. funeral for a friend. marilyn manson. nirvana. NINE INCH NAILS . van halen. kiss. imogen heap. converge. refused. jamiroquai. goo goo dolls (1). oasis. silverchair. bright eyes. jimmy eat world. butch walker. muse. movielife. the bronx. thrice. cursive. rasputina. the killers. prince. johnny cash. beach boys. alkaline trio. coldplay. foo fighters. metallica (pre-black album). def leppard. alice in chains. faith no more. jawbreaker. spring heeled jack. ccr. clash. ramones. the cure. the mc5. poison. new york dolls. velvet underground. u2. the living end. sinatra. journey. budgie. cream. the yardbirds. bon jovi. black sabbath. iron maiden. jimi hendrix. aerosmith. the who. guns n' roses. the doors. michael jackson. brian webb. matt nathanson. matt wertz. rich price. stephen kellogg. pearl jam...i have pretty random taste in music...the list goes on. .everyone at killingsworth who has shown me some of the best times of my life...i love you all and good luck with everything. :: when i die...just keep playing the records:: jimi hendrix.

Movies:

elizabethtown, almost famous, cry baby, may, 21 grams, the notebook, any led zeppelin dvd, kurt & courtney, requiem for a dream, willy wonka, kids, party monster, 54, before sunset, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, old vampire movies, kill bill, sid & nancy, big fish, donnie darko, life as a house, dawn of the dead, spun, empire records, blow, highway, texas chainsaw massacre, the goonies, high fidelity, say anything (anything john cusack), jerry maguire, (anything by cameron crowe), secretary, eyes wide shut, any jeff buckley dvd, belly, ricky-o, bully, classic horror movies, tim burton movies, 80's movies, american beauty,etc.

Television:

prison break. crime shows.

Books:

Anne Rice, Please Kill Me, anything by Chuck Klosterman, Love & Death, Stairway To Heaven, Tommyland, We've Got The Neutron Bomb, Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung, Rebel Heart, Let It Blurt, Not Fade Away (anything by Lester Bangs), Walk This Way, Motley Crue:The Dirt, The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell, Never Fade Away, Hammer Of The Gods, Dream On (Danny Fields), etc. (I love biographies and autobiographies and any books about Kurt Cobain), anything Legs McNeil, Ben Fong-Torres, Jim Derogatis, Pamela DesBarres, Richard Meltzer, Nick Tosches, etc. right now I'm reading David Sedaris...do Maxim and Playboy count?

Heroes:

warhol. charles michael minich. 7-10-2005. jr. rt. ::Lou Reed is my own hero principally because he stands for all the most fucked-up things that I could ever possibly conceive of. Which probably only shows the limits of my imagination::Lester Bangs. ::I think of a hero as someone who understands the degree of responsibility that comes with his freedom:: Bob Dylan

My Blog

reason why.

I think about how it might have beenWe'd spend our days travelin'It's not that I don't understand youIt's not that I don't want to be with youBut you only wanted meThe way you wanted meSo, I will head...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:11:00 PST

sorry.

I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes... i'm sorry...to those who in the last year have had to deal with my ups and quite a few downs. it hasn't be...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Wed, 02 May 2007 11:23:00 PST

dewey beach music conference 2006

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Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 04:55:00 PST

tomas' biker bar birthday

just some of the photos that captured that night...happy birthday tomas :)singing bon jovi...the best ever ...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:26:00 PST

august 2006

my beach. thunder bay colony, canada.the view from my porch.sunset in canadai found a shark...so i stole it...drunk baby lion!typical day for my mom and grandmarachel kayak's on sand...sunset is the b...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 01:01:00 PST

track fighter in the studio.

recording their full length "between lies and melodies" we all had the best time with these guys and the album came out amazing... go listen to them now at myspace.com/trackfighter :)...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:48:00 PST

fourth of july weekend

my boyfriend trying to be a badass in michael jackson's thriller jacket...bry and david in lou's vintage jackets...bry, mas, david @ lou's bbqkimmy and loucious :) lou the wizardthe new way to cook ch...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 04:44:00 PST

summer plans

so far here's where i'll be...i'll keep updating as i plan more mini vacations :) come see me.i'm in long island for the summer, not boston this year...june 30-july 5 david's here july 13-16 boston/ha...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 12:04:00 PST

the murder mile (afterparty)

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Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 11:23:00 PST

memorial day weekend

we have way too much fun at the studio.my favorite from the dirrrty south and my bean.eric's getting married!drawing on passed out rob acula is too much fun.rob waking up naked and dancing around...to...
Posted by Pretty Hate Machine on Tue, 30 May 2006 07:44:00 PST