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Tinkerdoll

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

So called "real" life is full of stress and problems that start choking out even the good/great stuff. I'm looking for fun, enjoyment and some carefree times. Currently working on taking things one step at a time and learning not to expect anything from others because of the problems and tensions created. While I am always looking for an answer on to that age-old but delicate question of trust -- is it even possible?" -- I am happy to let down my hair and let the goodtimes roll. I'm serious enough to make-up for it later *wicked grin*
As serious as I might seem a lot of the time (and probably from this profile as well) . . . I do enjoy spending time with others and having fun. I can get pretty wild and enjoy a heck of a lot that even I KNOW I shouldn't, but for right now . . . when I manage the time . . . I'm good to go -- Let's just do it!!!

My Interests

Under normal circumstances (which my life has been far from at all time but completely dissassociated with currently):Reading (as much as possible)Basic Computers (building or enhancing the hardware; learning new software; troubleshooting basic problems; surfing the web in the endless pursuit of new information)Desktop Design (even if rushed I try to enjoy the basics of a clean layout)Students (its great to interact out of class -- see them on teams, in plays, etc)Children (I've raised some beautiful darlings but miss them so very much now)Writing (mostly poems, some short stories, maybe someday a novel?)

I'd like to meet:

Good Country People? . . . . sorry no literary allusions soooo . . . no one special just great people in general!

Music:

If it's not rap and its not country (real country) then I'll probably enjoy it -- just need it to match the mood or tone and I'm loving it.

Movies:

I'm bad about remembering names and titles and often get ideas a bit mixed up ... so from the mixed up files of Ms. W ... Gattica (bah . . .more later)

Television:

Most things on the SciFi Channel . . . ummmm . . . really more a book or computer person . . .

Books:

Two long standing favorites are Anne McCaffrey's "Pegasus" and "The Rowan." I voraciously consume anything on sci-fi (when I'm not working myself to death ...)

Science Fiction -- McCaffrey's Rowan Series, Pegasus Series, Dragon Series, PETABEE Series; Firestarter" by Stephen King was my Jr. High favorite."The Postman" by David Brin; Margaret Atwood's "The Handmaid's Tale"; "Z is for Zachariah"; Dean Koontz' "Strangers" was awesome (got me in trouble with the granparents though!) and "From the Corner of His Eye" impressed me as well. Orson Scott Car'd's Ender series is a top favorite.


Young Adult Lit -- Laurie Anderson's "Speak" was particularly moving novel not only for me but for my students as well. "Cut"; "The Giver" by Lois Lowry; "Those Who Walk Away from Omalas"; Cynthia Voight's "Dicey's Song"; "Charlottes' Web"; "Dragon's Blood" "Briar Rose" by Jane Yolen; Alanna series and Wild Magic series by Tamora Pierce; Amy Tam's The Joy Luck Club; "Lyddie" by Katherine Paterson; Staying Fat for Sarah Byrnes by Chris Crutcher; The Witch of Blackbird Pond by Elizabeth George Speare
Classical Literature -- Chaucer's "Cantebury Tales"; Lee's "To Kill A Mockingbird"; Brave New World Aldous Huxley; Angelou, Maya. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
Poetry is short and sweet -- Christina Rossetti and Emily Dickenson are my favorites!

Heroes:

Heroes are not a well-ordered list; instead they shift and change moving with time and place. Holding a position of dominance for over long would ruin and displace their honorary grace. Thus, as my life touches others, moves through time and place, or even stands still and eventually repeats . . . my heroes too follow such patterns and become un-name-able in any list.
Those who have made a positive impact and have yet to seep from the overly porous surface of my memory are: Mr. B., Mrs. Thompson

My Blog

Delicious Jealousy

I recently made a new friend that has been an unexpected and wonderful pleasure in my life. The odd thing though is that one of the things that makes him so special is that he arouses such jealousy in...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Giving up

Why is it that the one's we care about the most always end up hurting us the worst? It's so very hard for me to trust people -- open up and care about them because I fear being hurt. The last time I...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love? (blah)

While these two are my favorites -- they also are my most annoying -- constantly changing and outgrowing their original boundaries. I think it is because I know nothing of love. One who has never lo...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Questioning

Redefinition? Exploration thrills me fears me Stories of conquest, war, power, wealth are NOT what stirs my heart and nibbles at my soul. I strive to know; to understand. Const...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What I found

I finally managed to unearth my tattered tidbits of poetry and remember a little more of myself.  Anyway, most are published in teeny little rags here or there but I would like to have them surround m...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Always enjoyed this particular punchline!

Three couples, an elderly couple, a middle aged couple and a young newlywed couple wanted to join a church. The pastor says, 'We have special requirements for new parishioners. You must abstain from h...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ahhh . . . the power of drugs

    I once told my parents that one of the most wonderful gifts they had given me when I was growing up, was the years of gymnastics training.  They responded with, "You know ...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Vacations . . .

really do suck lately . Wasting a sick day just to end up at home washing clothes, cats and bathrooms is really sad and depressing (at the end of the day at least). I really must stop listening to o...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The best?

If these are supposed to be the best years of my life, I am in BIG trouble when I get to the years ahead. Ever wonder if you are just a fucking idiot or if everyone else in the world is? I'm leani...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Don't ask me . . .

"Please don't ask me what the score is, I'm not even sure what the game is." -- Ashleigh Brilliant Flipping Fruitloops here -- that might be a good new nickname since I'm so crazy lately. The quot...
Posted by Tinkerdoll on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST