Sylvia Randazzo

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**To tell you about me is something really difficult... ´Cause I dont know myself as good as I want, to say: 'I am like this and that'. And I ask who in this whole world knows itself very good to be sure what would do in this situation or that other one... Once I had anorexia and bulimia, 'cause I thought that if I was very, extremelly thin, like the models and actresses, people would accept me better... Once I thought if I tried to act like other ones but me, people would like me more... But I discobered that no one needs to like you... YOU must like you, if dont have self love, no one will like you, and you're not capable to like anyone... So, I started to work my self love, and I'm still working on it... Self love is an action... a constant action... Like love is too... I wont tell you that I love myself every day... There are days that it's impossible to live with myself... But I keep trying... And I'll never give up... To love yourself is to try to know yourself too... I believe that Self Love and Self Knowloedge is the key to happiness... If you love and accept yourself the way you are, always trying to be a good person brings you happiness, ´cause you can lay down your head on the pillow in the night and say to yourself: 'I did my best".
**Something that I never understand: If the human being lives to appearence, which one i was very connected in the past, why the divas of the past are forgotten, and the new divas rise, and always change while time passes? It's not the society that changed in it's essence, during time, but 'cause the old divas grew older and lost their beauty and youth that they had in the past. Sex symbols are always replaced... Those who are recognized by their actions being them for good or evil, are still alive in History's Memory... And this proves that the humans are made of their actions, not 'cause of their physical, that the personality is more important than the physical atributes... And we are always giving more attetion the appearence than to the personality (the most of us)... The soul and the caracter are what make the Men, not the style or status... Once I wanted to be a sex symbol, today I wanna be an exemple for those that sorround me, even with my fears of beign reject by my appearence... I rather to be a beautiful soul that comfort and brings peace to those that are with me, than to be a shallow shell with nothing but beauty outside. I rather that people likes me for my real me than to illude mylsef, thinking they like me, but they can only see my body, see me as an object. I'm a human being, I have flaws, merits, feelings, desires... I'm a complex living being, and I have misteries to be discoreved and exploited, not a hollow thing... Actions always make someone... Beauty outside is just a way to have 15 minutes of fame, and be forgotten forever... How long will you be slave of fashion, and hide yourself behind appearence and superficial ways of life? How many are slaves slaves of spiritual and moral evolution, to be a complete soul? I'm really tired of this futil society...
(Sorry for my terrible english)
My religion is Candomblé and Umbanda (if you search in Google about my religion you'll find a lot bullshit, people telling that it's like voodoo, and that shit). Candomblé and Umbanda are to do good to the people arround you, always trying to help them to improve their spiritual moral. I am an abyan in my Religion... That means that I receive spirits to talk to poeple and these spirits that are very much older than us, and have much more evolution than us, so they 'can help those who come talk to them, searching comfort and understanding. These spirits come here to do good things, to do emotional charity. To deal with the spiritual side of life is a huge responsability, so, dont thing that to receive spirits is a bless, it's not...
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