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Carapis, dearest

coruscated soul

About Me

hi there

My Interests

Vision. Barabarosa. Flowers. Memories. Vintage Clothes. Lace. Leather. Good Food. People Who Say What They Mean And Mean What They Say. Music. Poetry. Art Galleries. The Botanical Gardens. Exchanging Mix Cd's With Friends. Making Myself Clear. ParaPara, JapanI miss it uber bad, Lexington. Goodwill. The Honeypot. Madame Butterfly. High Heels. Antique Perfume Bottles. Iced Chai. Izzy's. Downtown. Doc Nasty's.

I'd like to meet:

ethereal creatures with beautiful faerie children..... and a nice boy to dance to drums with

Music:

voltaire, malice mizer, dir en grey, tsuchiya anna, new order, stevie nicks, joni mitchell,Jem,kaskade,voltaire, dark lotus, dave matthews band, coldplay, soundtribe sector nine, the postal service,strays don't sleep, Campus Summit, Ostuka Ai, Onuki AMi, Yoshimura Yumi, Hamasaki,BoA, W-inds, Her Space Holiday, Panic! At the disco.salt 'n' pepa, MaeKen Trance Project,Kamenashi Kazuya, The Brilliant Green, Stevie Nicks, Regina Spektor, The Legendary Pink Dots, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Bjork,Imogen Heap, Nina Simone,Velvet Underground, David Bowie, Dido, Dead Can Dance, Azure Ray, Julia Marcell, Shiny Toy Guns, Tracy Chapman, Macy Gray, Women with raspy Voices, Courtney Love, All things sounding beautiful. The music of nature is beautiful.

Movies:

In order of importance in my life: Baraka Quest For Fire Shimotsuma Story Jisatsu SakuruSuicide Clubeven though it is painfully inaccurate Lost in Translation Marie Antoinette The Virgin Suicides (those last 3 were all directed by Sofia Coppola) Old black and white films I can watch on rainy days

Television:

Not much

Books:

alice in wonderland, Genji monogatari, little women,white oleander, minna no nihon go

Heroes:

Ray Charles, Helen Keller, Anne Frank, Ikeda Daisaku, Nichiren Daishonin, Ishikawa Yoko, Ashley Marder, Mark Hansman, Amanda Swafford (2), all people who shine lights through their darkness, Danielle, Those who stay together through everything, Mary Riesenberg and Buddy Riesenberg, mom, people who dress how they want, Those of you who have courage to wake up everyday and face adversity

My Blog

acceptance

Hi everyone that cares enough to read my blogs! Today I thought I would write about acceptance of our differences and acceptance of them. Allow me to begin by saying that I have tunnel vision due t...
Posted by tessa on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:57:00 PST

a cocorosie song i have been relating to lately.....

In a dream I was a werewolfMy soul was filled with crystal lightLavender ribbons of rain sangRidding my heart of mortal fightBroken sundown fatherless showdownGun hip swollen lip bottle sip yeah i suc...
Posted by tessa on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:31:00 PST

Lyrics from dancer in the dark!!

I've seen it all, I have seen the trees,I've seen the willow leaves dancing in the breezeI've seen a man killed by his best friend,And lives that were over before they were spent.I've seen what I was ...
Posted by tessa on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:38:00 PST

Empathy....

Ok. Here is how this is going to go. I am pissed as hell at losing vision and even more so at those who don't yet so jubilantly decide whether we're actually blind or not. This is not meant ...
Posted by tessa on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 06:54:00 PST

taking a week break from myspace

I am taking a break from myspace because it seems that lately most people only have things to say I consider "Mojibake." I am getting annoyed of this whole little world created so we can all netwo...
Posted by tessa on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:53:00 PST

dedicated to 3 people.. you all know who you are

Special note:Scorpios harbour lingering resentment. It is best not to piss us off.... cuz we'll still want to make your life hell 20 years from now...never safe from the scorpiosI am doll eyesDoll mou...
Posted by tessa on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 06:47:00 PST

solitude is odd

But nothing had changed really. Still alone and all thatStill wondering what to do.It's funny. I hoped that throughout the bullshit of 2007 as of this far would give way to maybe something good, like ...
Posted by tessa on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:32:00 PST

my daughter

http://www.myspace.com/leena_the_pantless_wondercheck her myspaceshe is sprung from my womb like a brownie from an easy bake ovenignore the age closeness.when i was 2 i was a hoe.........
Posted by tessa on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:58:00 PST

I feel

The past few days I have felt like a sad dancer, my white face glows red under the paper lanterns for a brief moment and then I disappear..... and they wonder were I have goneI am hiding behind the c...
Posted by tessa on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:38:00 PST

delightful

I suppose I should write some angsty teen blog on how delightful it would be to have some male figure waltz into my life. I suppose the reason why I haven't done this before is because I thought the m...
Posted by tessa on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:31:00 PST