[my real name is manny,not gayprince][now6K+]

I thought i knew....my life was to be perfect...i was gonna live happily ever after..but it didnt quite work out as i planned. Throughout my life, iv'e done things to make people proud, and ive done other things that have shamed me and the ones i hold close. I have a name, hi. im manny. There are many reasons to like me, and equally enough reasons to never give me a chance. But i still remain, a constant struggle for happiness. Mental instituions, ive been there. Expensive therapy, ive done that. Yet, still i feel as i did before. A void has been placed upon me, and my efforts to fill it only make me weaker. The things that were once so important to me hold no value any longer. Its as though i ran the race and fell right at the finish line and i totally lost the motivation to complete it. I guess one would say im still in the race...but i ask...a race to what? what does the light at the end of the tunnel represent? Could it even possibly lead to a path of destruction. This i do not know. Another thing i do not know is why im sharing all this with total strangers. Maybe to emphasize the fact that a pretty face doesnt mean shit. You still struggle, life still thows you curves, and when u fall you have to pick ure own damn self up.So if anyone has advice, or just wants to get to know a REGULAR guy with problems, drop me a line!...life to be continued [happily i hope] VOTE BITCHEZ!!!!!
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