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About Me

Look, for the most part, I'm just an angry little boy. There isn't much that I'm happy with, mainly my self. There's so much that I want to do with the world, but I just don't know how to get there. I want to start a revolution. I want to write a book. I want people to love each other as much as I hate them for not loving each other. I want to save lives. If I could have my way, there would be no money and sensless mediums of conformity like TV, magazines, fashion, the Grammys, and romance novels would be destroyed. I want to cook. I want to read every book written with altruistic intent. I want to see the last priest crushed by the last brick from the last crumbling church. I want to make every woman I love to feel liken the most beautiful woman in the world. I wish the people would stop hating them selves. I want to rape the shit out of Paris Hilton and kill her with a sharpened screw driver. I wish people would realize the power over the things they think they're powerless to change. I want to see a child just as angry as I am at school. I want people to feel safe with each other even when their vulnerable. I want to save the world. Fuck the rich and beautiful. Fuck the people that cut their wrists in thoses pursuits. Fuck thoses that are too scared and ignorant to recognise people with passion and motivation. I hope they learn just how worthless their lives have become. Fuck anyone who thinks "nuke 'em" is a solution to anything. I hope one day you become a serial killer's orgasmic realise. Fuck the arrogant intellectual who uses her I.Q. as a yard stick for the size of her penis. Fuck the guy who can't spare some change. One day I want you to know the despair and shame of asking for it. If you say "Country sucks" or "Rock sucks" or "Rap sucks" I say fuck you. Fuck that girl that says "Its wrong because the Bible says so". Fuck the tormented gay guy and his oppressed dyke counterpart. Most importaintly, fuck me for being so senslessly angry at all these people.body {background-image:url

My Interests

The gradual destabilization of any and all establishments which depend on the explotation of a mislead and oppressed majority. So fuck you Walmart. Beyond that reading is good. People don't do it enough. And Suicidegirls. Go there and let your mind expand around a different concept of what being beautiful is. Visualy titilating graphic media also twists my cookie. Sometimes, when I read my copy of PC Builder I can hear my computer calling to me. But I'm sure it's nothing. Roleplaying is by far one of my most favorite creative outlets. And that's roleplaying with dice, not a spandex cop outfit, velvet lined handcuffs, and a bag of powdered sugar. But while were on the topic I won't say that something like that wouldn't just make my weekend. If it hurts, I'll try it once. If I like it, you can keep doing it. Or keep doing it cause that would be hot too. And cheese! How could I forget cheese... Beer too. Good beer though. Not shitty beer. Sushi and masturbation but never at the same time.

I'd like to meet:

You

Music:

Oh what a list. Pink Floyd, Wumpscut, Janis Joplin, Combichrist, Lords of Acid, Front Line Assembly, Dropkick Murphys, KMFDM, Atmosphere, Rage Against The Machine, Depeche Mode, Ministry, Blind Melon, Lacuna Coil, Velvet Acid Christ, Chiasm Bush, Genitorturers, Flogging Molly, Bell's Theorem, Pitbull Daycare, Thrill Kill Kult, Nitzer Ebb, Siouxie and the Banshees, Tori Amos, DMX, Devo, The Clash, Bush, Collide, Portishead, Bone Thugs and Harmony, Nine Inch Nails, Rasputina, Jhonny Cash, Type O Negative, Alanis Moriset, Chiasm, Throwrag, VNV Nation There will be more. Oh yes, there will be more.

Movies:

Tank Girl, Schindler's List, The Transformers Movie, V for Vendeta, Alien(s)3/Reserection, Brave Heart, The Wizard of Oz, Fight Club, Friday, Requiem for a Dream, Munich, Akira, Ghost in the Shell, SLC Punk, Doom Generation, Full Metal Jacket, Night of the Living Dead, The Devil in Miss Jones, Casablanca, Domino, Saw, Bloody Sunday, Spun, Stalingrad, Clerks, Event Horizon, The Ring, Suicide Club

Television:

Shoot your TV. You'll get free cable.

Books:

These are much better than television. Moby Dick, Frankenstien, A Tale of Two Cities, You Shall Know Our Velocity, Anything by Chuck Palanhiuk, Same goes for Hunter S. Thompson, To Kill a Mockingbird, Jarhead, 120 Days of Sodom, 1984, Abarat, Little Miss Strange, Farinheit 451,

My Blog

Wish I had Known Percocet and rum Went so Well Together Sooner

I hurt my neck a few days ago. It was by far the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I can't remember the last time I cried because of pain until last Thursday. I was wrestling Lively during...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 05:55:00 PST

How can you Shoot Women and Children? Easy! You Don't Lead Them as Much

Iraq is no longer in my near future. Now we get to go to Afghanistan. I'm a little relieved by this. I've heard better stories about Afghanistan than Iraq. And the 173rd came back from Iraq last Febru...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:16:00 PST

Never Turn Your Back on a Drug Especialy if its Waving a Razor Sharp Hunting Knife in Your Eye

Home again home again jiggidy jigg. Its good to be back in Bamberg. Theres more back home that pisses me off than makes me happy. And since I havn't been in Bamberg long and very few people speak Engl...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 12:35:00 PST

When you Were Sick, They Used to Make you Bleed

The bananna juice is almost gone. So is the rum. And here I am, trying to make self fall asleep again, contemplating humankind and its blind ambition, mourning past attempts by a noble few to sav...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:03:00 PST

Do not, Under any Circumstance, Touch the "Lemon Drink"

Home sweet home. It is good to be back, despite the fun I had in the field. I learned alot there, out in the mud, among the flying debris spawned by artillerly simulators, and the over cooked fish sme...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:32:00 PST

Is it Nessecary to Drink my own Urine? No, but its Sterile and I Like the Taste.

Not much to say really. I go to EFMB on Sunday for two weeks. Wish me luck, but I won't need it. I got all my cool guy stuff from the Rapid Field Issue guys. Ninja suits, new boots, cool body armor, n...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 02:34:00 PST

I'm Afraid That What Ever Coolness you Possess Won't Hold a Candle to my Supreme Mojo

When your trapped in the back of a four litter ambulance with 9 other guys, three of which are playing bad hip top on their cell phones as loud as possible, two are tough talking each other, and the o...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:24:00 PST

All the Drugs in the World Won't Save you From Yourself

Man... what a fuckin' day. Show up to work early, leave late. I think we we're on the job for nearly 14 hours today. Had to order new drugs and missing equipment for our medical chests. Vehicles had t...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:27:00 PST

So Just Open Your Mind Like a Flower in the Morning and it Will Only Hurt for a Moment

A good morning. I have my coffee. VNV Nation is playing on my stereo. Its nice and overcast so the sun isn't blinding me. And I'm still a little drunk from the night before. But it all seems a little ...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 01:52:00 PST

I Keep the Windows Closed When I Clean Because the Bleech Gets me High

Sorry I've been away so long without telling everyone about my adventures. But the truth is, life just hasn't been that exciting. Mindless inspections of gear that we won't even keep for another 2 wee...
Posted by stigmataoftheye on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:52:00 PST