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Espilly

I love humanity... it's people I can't stand...

About Me



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My Interests

i have many interests mostly based on people that have turned me on to a number of neat things. i'm into photography, roadtrips, music, parties, dancing although i am horrible at it. i'll try just about anything once. I discovered this really cool online comic strip called boy meets boy. It's the best!!

I'd like to meet:

I LIKE MEETING PEOPLE IN GENERAL.. JUST LIKE TO GET OUT AND EXPERIENCE THINGS.. LIFE IS FAR TO SHORT TO NOT.
SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts
my new girl crush and total idol Pamela Adlon

Music:


Movies:

Fiding Neverland,League of Extraodinary Gentlemen,Fight Club,Original Sin,Children of Dune,Aeonflux,Queen of the Damned,Braveheart,Tristan & Isolde,Interview with a Vampire,Harold and Kumar goto White Castle(only the longest movie ever to watch when tripping schrooms!! try it sometime you'll find yourself saying: "they're still going to White Castle?" ALOT!!LOL),Super Troops(only the best movie to watch three times in a row while trippin' acid!!),The Lion the Witch and The Wardrobe(the new one),The last unicorn,Better than Chocolate (only the best movie to ever hit Gay Lesbian and BI communities everywhere)

Television:

Will and Grace, Most of the things on LOGO, Queer as Folk Friends, Sex and The City, House, Californication, Heroes, Black Books, Red Dwarf

Books:

Anything from Lurrell K. Hamilton
Anne Rice, if I were patient enough to get through one of her books. She's a fabulous author though. Same with Frank Herbert.
Mina, I'm not sure who the author is.. Patrick Prior. Google is wonderful.
Harry Potter series though I only actually read the first 1 and half the second got to hand it to R. K. Rowling.
basically fiction and fantesy type things. I don't like those real romantic novels with you know fabio on the cover. I had a babysitter when I was a kid that read nothing but those things. echhh...

Heroes:

When I leave you, all I have of you is an image An image in my head which cries your name An image that does not suffice me For a moment without you, is like a moment in the dark.

My Blog

surprise surprise

i love when people come back to lessons from the past. when they realize what could have been and what they did to push it away..it's greatly appreciated, really it is. and its fun to look back at the...
Posted by Espilly on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 09:35:00 PST

my nervous breakdowns

funny how everyone always breaksdown in front of me....how i'm the one who'll stand up to anyone and just about everythinghow i can be so strong and let everyone yell at me, just to vent. just to get ...
Posted by Espilly on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:04:00 PST

you’re more beautiful and precious to me than anyone could ever know.

the last two days have been for the most part amazing. i have gotten to hang out with my mom and mitch alot. they make me soo happy when i am around them. my mom absolutely loves mitch to pieces, whic...
Posted by Espilly on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 06:20:00 PST

bored

needing an adventure!!! i’m going stir crazy, this everyday the same thing has never been my style. i guess i’m thinking it won’t be so bad when i can run the house the way that i wa...
Posted by Espilly on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 01:24:00 PST

aggrivation

not a real explination for it.. just that i am tired of feeling this obsession with sex... tired of feeling unsatisfied... its not that things aren’t great between me and mitch, its just that it...
Posted by Espilly on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:42:00 PST

knowing what love is

love isn’t feeling that you can’t live without someone, feeling that you will die without that person... love isn’t the bulshit that other people say, or fighting all the time. love ...
Posted by Espilly on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

me and my love

i’m more in love today than i have ever been before. he seems to think that the nights of revelations that we spend together bother me, when in truth they make me feel so much closer to him. las...
Posted by Espilly on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 05:33:00 PST

thoughts and shit

dreams have been so disturbing as of late. there are things that i don’t like to think about stuck in my subconscience. it’s bothersome. i have been thinking about ash lately. thinking sin...
Posted by Espilly on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:47:00 PST

updates updates, get your updates!

so life is hectic as always, children and drama but none of it mine.. happy to play the psychiatrist that nobody listens to but i could babble out all the advice i want for hours.... this past week ha...
Posted by Espilly on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:32:00 PST

just don’t understand

have i gotten to the point where i honestly believe that everyone should be as strong minded as i am?? and is that not the most conceded thing i have ever said?? i just don't understand how one cannot...
Posted by Espilly on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 11:59:00 PST