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Spider

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About Me

I am who I am and that's all that I am. I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a roommate, a friend AND an enemy, an animal lover, a pit bull fanatic, a party kid, a lot rat, a musician, an artist, an internet junkie, a pessimist, a lover AND a fighter, and more.. There's a whole lot more..


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I came here to find myself, However I managed to get lost. If you should find me before I do.. Will you tell me to go home?

My Blog

*sigh*

LOSTSo yesterday I go and I take the kids to Robert because he finally pulled his head out of the bottle and got some air for a minute while I go to my interview. I get the job and I'm all slap happy,...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:31:00 GMT

Can You Say "Nonsense?"

Ever Felt Like EVERYTHING In Your Life Is Complete and Utter Nonsense?It's a really shitty feeling.. To feel like everything you do is totally pointless and you can't do a fucking thing to change it. ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 17:38:00 GMT

New Life is..

eNew Life is BeautifuleNew life is amazing. New life is frail. New life is a gift. New life is innocence. New life is..There really are a million ways to end that sentence. I love my sons so much some...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 07:03:00 GMT

Headaches and Heartaches

Does Anyone Else Miss TheirĀ  Once Upon A Time Ago?I seriously spend a lot of time looking backward. My life is mostly great now. I have an awesome family complete with kids, an amazing boyfriend, and ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 21:44:00 GMT

A verb.

Wonders Never CeaseLife is definitely a verb and not a noun. With everything I have going on all the time there isn't time for anything new or exciting. But I am ALWAYS doing. And that's the way my li...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 13:53:00 GMT

I Prayed For Strength

I Just thought I should tell everyone I know not to pray because God is an asshole. I prayed for the strength to deal with the situations I had on my plate. He gave me more to be strong for. I'm 6 wee...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 23:54:00 GMT

One of Those No Bueno Days.

One of those days.. You know those days.. Those fucking stupid days when nothing you do or try to do goes right? Well TODAY is one of those days.So I wake up today and my kid is sorta sick. Teething a...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 18:07:00 GMT

A Long Silence

It has been a long while.. Hasn't it?Well, as I sat here reading over old ramblings I realized how long it had been since I'd written a blog. In the past 6 months or so (however long it has actually b...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 05:42:00 GMT

Withstanding the worst..

Fuck a heading.. How does that sound?So here I am.. Pretty much back at square one and put in akward and wretched postions on all sides. Here I sit.. Knowing a very good friend is going to get canned....
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 02:38:00 GMT

Motherhood

I am exausted!   To start off I've been sick before I went into labor which I'm sure isn't helping any, but I am SO tired all the time. I love my son and I love being  a mother but my G...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 06:13:00 GMT