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mona nemo

Doing handstands on the edge of mental catastrophe

About Me

.................................................And indeed there will be time For the yellow smoke that slides along the street, Rubbing its back upon the window panes; There will be time, there will be time To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;................. There will be time to murder and create, And time for all the works and days of hands That lift and drop a question on your plate; Time for you..... and time for me,.............................. And time yet for a hundred indecisions, And for a hundred visions and revisions, Before the taking of a toast and tea. ..............................................Do I dare Disturb the universe?..........In a minute there is time For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.The lovesong of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S.Eliot"In the past, I have seen so many contradictory things and have heard so many inconsistent speeches; my sight--this thin yet hard substance behind which the soul abides-- has rubbed itself over so many surfaces that now I do not believe anything. I doubt the weight and the permanence of objects as well as the visible and manifest facts that relate to this very moment. For example, if I were to touch the stone mortar in the corner of our yard and ask it, 'Are you stationary and firm?' and if it were to respond in the affirmative, I am not sure whether I should believe it or not. Am I a distinct, singular being? I don't know." - The Blind Owl -*********************************************************** *************************** One thing I belive is... ************************************************************ ******************...There's a cigarette in my bed...************
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My Interests

Literature Music, Nihilism, Nightlife, Black Humor, Narcotics, The Stockholm Syndrome, Backgammon, The Spanish Civil War, History... And my only hope is to become hopeless************************* What goes on up there? What measures the affliction? What weighs the iron? Is it a chance system? A roulette wheel? Is that where the die got its name? Or is there a pattern? ... Was God taking a bath? Ah'm asking you. Or was there first the system and then the creation? Is the system mathematical? Is it numerical? Or maybe alphabetical? 'Today is "P" day - widespread Pestilence, some Progroms, a variety of Plagues, a Purge and a Prickly Pear...' Soon ah will know. (Nick Cave)************************************

I'd like to meet:

************************************************* junkies of many kinds ************************************************************ *****

Movies:

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Books:

******************Opium... Nadja... Fuck off America... The Anthology of Black Humor... A Scanner Darkly... The Stranger... Menschliches, allzu Menschliches... Jenseits von Gut und Böse... The Complete Tales and Poems of Edgar Allan Poe... The Master and Margarita... The Bad Seed... Der Steppenwolf... Stiller... The Subterreneans... Tristessa... Notes of a Dirty Old Man... One Dimensional Man... Invisible man... One Flew over the Cuckoos Nest... Moby Dick... Bartleby... Tropic of Cancer... Insomnia... Mother Night... Brave New World... 1984... 1985... A la Recherche du Temps Perdu... L'Age de Raison... Arc De Triomphe... Der Schwarze Obelisk... Vladimir Sorokin... Douglas Adams... and Samuel Beckett in general... Ray Bradbury... Calvin and Hobbes... Alice in Wonderland... Les Fleurs du Mal... some stories by Charles Baudelaire... what have you... Nausea...