the galactic star

HEY!
i'm star. i'm 20 years old and i live in the suburbs of chicago.
i love being photographed. it has really grown on me. i'm not quite sure where i want to exactly go with it, but i'm up for shooting anything. i do have eleven tats and ten peircings but in casual clothes (t-shirts and jeans) they all are unseen, peircings can be taken out. but i do prefer to work with them in, i like my look, its very me, and if you don't prefer it, for the right jobs i won't mind you airbrushing or covering them up.
i am in the process of doing suicide girls/gods girls. i have been for a while, i haven't decided exactly what i want.
i will pose nude, but only artisitc nudes. i have never done pictures where everything is seen and i'm not planning on starting now, unless its certain opportunities. there are always exceptions, i just haven't found one yet.
sometimes i get paid, sometimes i pay others, but usually i work for trades or promotional opportunities. depends.
i'm star.
i'm selfish.
i'm honest.
i'm insecure.
i'm dependable.
i'm spoiled.
i'm a punk rock princess [deal w/it].
i'm dorky.
i'm arrogant.
i'm insane.
i'm spastic.
i'm stoned [haha].
i'm possesive.
i'm competitive.
i'm an attention seeker.
i'm a nice girl.
i'm scared of the dark.
and most dogs.
i'm a stoner.
i'm a drunkie.
i'm not a drugie [nope].
i'm a sleep whore.
i love magen.
i like to dance naked.
i like to kiss girls.
i like to eat.
i like to jump on my bed.
i like bubble baths.
i like to sing in the shower.
i like to sing in my truck truck truck.
i like to look like a badass in my truck truck truck.
i like to be told i'm pretty.
i like to make snow angels.
i like to smile.
i like to drive fast.
i like ice cream.
i like armpit sex [haha].
i like pez.
i like my little pony, rainbow brite, strawberry shortcake, the smurfs, seasame street, care bears, ninja turtles, rugrats, and a lot more.
i buy the little kid version shit of spagettio o's, mac and cheese, cereal, well everything.
i like happy meals.
i just love little kid shit [i'm a princess].
i hate armpits [andrew].
i hate smelly boys.
i hate french toast.
i hate sand in my crotch [magen].
fat girls need love, but not from me.
i don't really do commitment.
i'm going to be a rockstar [back off].
my aim is thegalacticstarr.
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secretly. i'm insecure. i hate myself, most days. i feel like i'm going absoultely no where. i don't think i belong here. i want to run away, everyday. i hate my job. i have very few friends. i probably need a lot of therapy. i wish i wasn't such a bitch to people, but its easier than letting them in. i need no one. i miss zac. i think people use me for my looks, well basically for sex. people get bored with me. people know i'll give them the world when they need it, but no one is there when i need a hug. i cry a lot. i act like i'm tough just to stand my ground. i never believe anyone when they tell me i'm beautiful. i'm always second best. i fall way too easily. i would love to be straight, it would be so much easier. i'm usually depressed. i always feel numb. i think i'm destined to be a drug addict, thats why i refuse to touch it. i usually don't cum during sex, i'm too in my head. i'm always in my head. the only thing i can't forgive is lying, but i have. i'm a push over. i want my life to make sense, but it never does. i love pain, because then at least i can feel. writing keeps me sain, but sometimes i'm so worked up i can't do it. i think if i ever tried to commit suicide i would succeed, but thats not my style. i'm sad. i guess i'm emo, in a way, but thats lame. very few people make me smile. i love to be goofy, it makes me seem happy. i don't ask for sympathy nor do i accept it easily. this is probably the only time you'll ever hear of any of this.