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{:HAZE:}[病毒][://Psychon]

Which will it be; Parasite or Symbiote?

About Me


BIO: Name: Victor Johnson
Born: 3-22-1987
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Brown
Ethnecity: Native American, Black, Swedish, German, Irish, and French
Occupation: Freelance Writer of sorts.
Facts
.:. I've got a wild imagination.
.:. I'm a smartass.
.:. I don't read as much as I should for being a writer.
.:. I've been gifted with mild insomnia that comes and goes.
.:. I'm quite conversational.
.:. I hold my "brothers" and "sisters" up to the same tier as my real family.
.:. I have a short string of patience, but I'm working on that.
.:. I also tend to have a short fuse when it comes to my temper, also working on that.
.:. I detest drama.
.:. I always apologize when I'm wrong.
.:. I'm not one for petty nonsense, those days ended when high school ended.
.:. I'm almost always up for a night of drinking.
.:. I don't really care if you call me Victor or Psychon, I'll respond to either one.
.:. I try to learn a lesson from every negative and positive event in my life.
.:. I also try not to get too caught up in those events.
.:. I enjoy staring off into space from time to time.
.:. I also, by contrast, enjoy having my brain wracked with thought.
.:. I tend to be quite the contradiction, still working on balancing that out.
.:. Sometimes I hole myself up at home for weeks or months, gentle coaxing from the right people gets me outside again.
.:. I did all the Photoshop work on my page myself.
More Info
If theres one thing I hate, its a quitter. Someone who claims they gave it their all and still failed. I've never gotten along well with those types of people, maybe its because I never once believed I was down and out.
Sure I've had my low points, and yeah I've given into the dreariness of depression my fair share of times, but I crawled out of those pits.
I broke that chokehold it had on my life and refused to be defeated by something so stupid, minor, petty, illogical.
Hence why I still stand today, my constant challenge of anything that doesn't make sense to me. Anything that makes me furrow my brow and wonder "Is that true?"
At the same time...logic itself tends to get challenged by me, as I don't belive in the word "impossible" Difficult, Time Consuming, Uninteresting, but NOT impossible. Not in my world.
My world...which by the way is exactly that, my world. What goes on in my head may never be a reality, but I'm satisfied with that.
I think anyone would be lying if they said they wouldn't alter the world around them significantly in a short time span if they had the power.
The rules that apply in my world may not apply in your own personal world, but as far as I'm concerned, none of my rules conflict with the lives of everyone else. Live and let live.
If you've read this much you've probably read, or are planning to read, at least 60% of what else has been typed here. If so then you've probably seen that I'm listed here as "Native American" this isn't because I hold this heritage any higher that my other cultural backgrounds, its because its a common heritage between both sides of my family.
As humans we all have a need to belong somewhere. Since I'm such an ubermutt, the most rational choice was the heritage I share between the two chaotic family lines. Useless Fact #32
I don't hold grudges, others however are free to hold them against me.
I hate the phrase "I want" I think too many people dream without doing anything about it. I try to make myself moreso about the "I will"

My Interests

Read the profile or ask me yourself lazy ass.

I'd like to meet:

Who I'd like to meet...
I never know how to answer this one. I figure the best way is to narrow it down to personality traits. While there are specific people I'd like to meet, they aren't relevant to this section.
-People with a lot of motivation.
-People who want to go further in their lives than everyone else they know.
-People who are strong of heart. I.E. People who don't buckle under pressure easily.
-Photoshop artists to share tips with.
-People with confidence, loyalty, and an excellent sense of humor.
-Fellow writers of any genre.
-People with open minds.
-People who like to stay up 'till the sun rises doing nothing, but wandering aimlessly.
-People who posess more than 2 dimensions

-These freaks

Music:

Well, this is what's on my iPod right now artistwise. I'd like to add that this is not the basis of my musical preference. Ok so let's see....
-L.E.D. -G
-API- (Newgrounds Artist)
-Zenon- (Newgrounds Artist)
2MB
A Perfect Circle
Adema
Aphex Twin
Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
BOUNC3 (Newgrounds)
Bass Kittens
Bjork
The Black Mages
Bloodhound Gang
BodyCount
Brainshake
Bush
Bus Stop
Butthole Surfers
Chevelle
Cibbo Matto
Coal Chamber
Cold
Craig Armstrong
The Crystal Method
Cypress Hill
D.J. Amuro
Daft Punk
Danger Doom
De-Sire
Dir En Grey
Disturbed
D.J. Karbon (Newgrounds)
D.J. Korrupt (Newgrouns)
D.J. Taka
DMX
Do As Infinity
Dragonforce
Dry Cell
Dune
E Nomine
Earshot
EN3RGIE (Newgrounds)
Evanesence
Everlast
Fatboy Slim
Fluke
Flyleaf
Force of Nature
Fort Minor
Gackt
Gorillaz
Hideki Naganuma
Hoobastank
Ill Nino
Immortal Technique
Insane Clown Posse
Johnny Cash
Juno Reactor
Kanno, Yoko
Kamelot
Katamari Damacy OST
Kidneytheives
KMFDM
Korn
L'Arc~en~Ciel
Lacuna Coil
The Latch Brothers
Linkin Park
Malice Mizer
Marilyn Manson
The Massmissle
Maximum the Hormone
MC Chris
Megumi Hayashibara
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Mudvayne
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Nobuo Uematsu
The Offspring
D.J. Omar Santana
Orbital
Orgy
P.O.D.
Papa Roach
ParagonX9 (Newgrounds. If you like Drum n Bass, you'll love this stuff.)
Paul Oakenfold
Phantasy Star .. OST
The Pillows
Porno Graffiti
Portishead
Powerman 5000
Prodigy
Rammstein
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Renholder
ReVenG
Rob Zombie
Seabound
Skinny Puppy
Slayer
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Snopp Dogg
Spineshank
Staind
Static-X
Stone Sour
System of a Down
Taproot
TaQ
Tenacious D
Three Days Grace
Tiger YAMATO
Tool
Tricky
TRUSTCompany
Twiztid
Tycho
Velvet Acid Christ
VNV Nation
Wumpscut
X-Digital (Newgrounds)
X-Japan
Please, if you're gonna start a conversation with me based on music, know that I do not fanatically follow any of these groups, nor do I love one more than the other. They are my company on long walks and bus rides. Also, any attempts to ridicule me because I listen to something you don't like will be laughed at, followed by a brief explanation of why you're a fucking douche.
//Psy

Movies:

Resident Evil
Resident Evil: Apocalypse
Dawn of the Dead
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
V for Vendetta
Dogma
Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle
The Grudge
The Grudge 2
Ichi the Killer
The Science of Sleep
Silent Hill
Carrie
Underworld
Pitch Black
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Requiem for a Dream
The 9th Gate
The Devil's Advocate
The Exorcist
Memento
Bubba Ho-Tep
The Evil Dead
Dead Alive
The Necronomicon

Television:

I honestly don't watch a lotta T.V.
When I do, its usually something on [Adult Swim], Discovery Channel, The History Channel, or MSNBC Specials (To Catch a Predator is hilarious...silly pedos.)

Books:

Helter Skelter
The Zombie Survival Guide
Various D&D Books
World War Z
Night Watch
Day Watch
The Xanth Series (way back when)
Dreamcatcher
Various writings by Stephen King and H.P. Lovecraft
Random works by Edgar Allen Poe
I seriously can't think of more I never can.

Heroes:

My Father, for teaching me so much so I wouldn't have to go through the trouble firsthand.

My "brother" Nestor Ledon, for helping me achieve a dream, and allowing me to be part of his dream.
My other "brother" George Dremon, for joining us in this dream and helping us create something that might one day blow the world's collective minds.
Yet another "brother" Jay, for preaching what I've been thinking and for being one hell of a friend.
My "sister" Ellie for fighting battles I couldn't even dream of, and giving me the all-powerful ultimatum of "Step up, or Step Aside"
Experiment ID: 047 aka "Treasure" for opening my eyes to what love really is, for showing me that I can be more. Even though, in the end, Experiment 047 turned out to be an atrocious failure.

My Blog

XII - Martyr // Sacrifice // Loss

We all have to learn to let go of things once in a while. We've all tried before I'm sure. Its a tough road, sometimes you just have to go cold turkey and suffocate the need until it stops kicking. Oh...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 11:46:00 PST

XI - Righteous Law

"Do you swear to tell the Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth so help you God?" Yes, and fuck your god. I'm a sinner, I don't want forgiveness. I know what I am, theres no forgiveness ...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:05:00 PST

X - Luck of the Draw

We eternally spin a wheel, day in, and day out. Everyone has their own name for it, but its most commonly referred to as the "Wheel of Fate." It spins even without our effort, because our very existen...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 03:47:00 PST

IX - Solitary

As a note, my regular blog can now be found at www.psychonvirus.blogspot.com There is a great deal we can learn about ourselves by cutting others out of our lives for a period of time. That period is...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 12:03:00 PST

VIII - Invincible

Those who are interested in my day to day life as well as various other thoughts can still find those at www.psychonvirus.blogspot.com Its funny when I read my old scribbles and note words like "Imm...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:42:00 PST

VII - Ultimate Ride

Its almost mathematical how the patterns work in life. Barreling forward at amazing speed only to slam on the breaks and come to a screeching halt or slow crawl, before you know it you're speeding dow...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:05:00 PST

VI  Love Likened to Infection

Of the many things people crave in life Love is the most undiscerning. Having no solid form, no true definition. It can represent an entire world or a simple moment. I firmly believe, its a choice. It...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 10:05:00 PST

V - Knowledge of Old

There is a considerable amount of speculation on where our collective knowledge comes from. Is it residual? Something locked in our DNA from the lives of our parents, their parents, and so on? Is it l...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:59:00 PST

III & IV Royal Orders

They grant action to those with the power to change things. Allowing the rules of engagement to be bent or broken. Controlling a vast army of the willing to fight toward a cause they believe in. They ...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 02:29:00 PST

II - Maidens of Knowledge

People don't often get close. The few that do, they earn a special place in the heart. The ability to alter the reality of my world. However, there is an even rarer case. The ones who are let in that...
Posted by {:HAZE:}[ÅÒ][://Psychon] on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:13:00 PST