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my teacher said languidly...
"We are thrown into this world. We are born with no meanings or purposes of lives because existence preceeds essence. We create the meanings out of our irrationality in the process of growing-up and form them into the essence. I put an emphasis on our total innate irrationality, because if we were rational, then why would we fear the freedom? Look at the women... They are of wonderfully primitive instincts. We have emancipated them but they remain slaves looking for someone to love them. Men are always kind to women about whom they care nothing. But not vice versa..."
i somehow couldn't get past the things he said, although his lecture always sets me on a downhill to a golden slumber.
i wondered if females are wanting considedrations and carings from men because they are bound to be enslaved by men?
he would've set Andrea Dworkin's teeth on edge.
i think women, just like men, love out of sheer free choice, not self-denial.
it is true that there're some women who are way more likely to go desperate for consolations, whether they may find them in conjugal bliss or religions that save them from vainness as a sinner.
i am a greenhorn, so would like to know more about love, and at least, give a personal form and an expression to it through meeting people on this social network.
and hopefully, a little reality would be cast to this untangible thing that is ambient in our lives of plays.

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My Interests

movies take people on journeys...
especially when they have an odor of sanctity.
"Die Hard"...
My other interests are "Babel", "A Bout De Souffle", "Les Quatre Cents Coups", "Cet Object De Desir", etc. Now I'm thinking of seeing "Queen" because my friend who is a fanatic of Prince "Charlie" told me that it's a must-see for its exquisite portrayal of Queen's Agonies. nice to watch her try to interlace romantic emotions with her son and Di.
I also love traveling especially around carribean islands. Actually the place I'd like to travel to most is Cuba. Some people say that it's a wasteland. But I read some book about Cuba which said that people are all very warm-hearted and so innocent. No wonder under the sun & sea, el señor and el mar inspired him.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

I have been favoring UK music scenes the most. Coldplay, among others, has influenced my life to the extent that I joined an NPO for the global warming problem, motivated by the lyrics "questions of science, science and progress, do not speak as loud as my heart".
I also love Martin Gore, Thom Yorke, Noel Gallagher, Ian Curtis, Bernard Sumner, Brian Molko, Roland Orzabal, David Gilmour(he's certainly the other indispensable half of Roger), David Bowie (ziggy's best), Bill Evans, Ralf Hütter, Florian Eßleben, Sean Booth, Rob Brown, etc..

Heroes:

Yakov G. Sinai
i was so fascinated by what Mr. Sinai showed about random walk theory.
here is its little tis and tat...
(A+B+C)^n=sum(n!/i!j!k!)A^i*B^j*C^k
where i+j+k=n
... because let's consider it as
(A1+B1+C1)*(A2+B2+C2)...(An+Bn+Cn)
=sum(iA's*jB's*kC's) at i+j+k=n
and if Ap(p=1,2,...n) can be considered as just the same A then
=sum(n!/i!j!k!*A^i*B^j*C^k) at i+j+k=n
so by putting 1/3 to A, B and C, we can get the following value
(1/3+1/3+1/3)^n=sum(n!/i!j!k!*(1/3)^i*(1/3)^j*(1/3)^k) which is equal to
sum(n!/i!j!k!*(1/3)^(i+j+k))
=sum(n!/i!j!k!*(1/3)^n)
=1 ... the premise 1
P0,0(2n)=(1/6)^2n*sum((2n!)/(i!)^2(j!)^2(k!)^2) at i+j+k=n
by the way, by using a certain constant Co, this equation can be rewritten as
P0,0(2n)=2Co/6^(2n)sum(n!/i!j!k!)^2
... because sum(nCk)^2=2Co
now, by defining c as the maximum of n!/i!j!k! (at i+j+k=n),
which is almost n!/(n/3!)^3
... because the maximum can be gotten when i=j=k=n/3
the previous P0,0 can be restrained as less than the following value
P0,0(2n) is smaller or=
2Co/2^(2n)*c/3^n*sum(n!/i!j!k!*(1/3)^3))
... because sum(n!...*(1/3)^3) produces additional 3^n
... due to the fact that the value multiplied to 1/3 can be considered as 2+"1"
... and "1" makes 3^n
so because of the premise 1, we can get the following result
P0,0(2n) is smaller or=2Co/2^(2n)*c/3^n
at this time, if one lets Stirling's applied to c (which is almost n!/(n/3!)^3)...
(by the way, Stirling's provides that x! almost equals to x^(x+1/2)*exp(-n)*(2pi)^(-1/2))
whereas (n/3!)^3 can be said to be close to {(n/3)^(n/3+1/2)*exp(-n/3)*(2pi)^(-1/2)}^3
which is n^n*n^(3/2)*(1/3)^(n+3/2)*(2pi)^(-1/2)^3
now we get the following fact
c is almost 3^(3/2)*3^n/(2pi*n)
therefore
P0,0(2n) is almost equal to (3/pi)^(3/2)/2n^(3/2)
this shows that P0,0(2n) converges to certain value less than infinity
... because the power to n is 3/2