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From 2004 to 2006 were the darkest years ever in my life. Everybody seemed to hate me. I just didn't realize that it was a mere reflection of how terribly I hate this world.
After several years living in abroad, I became so "bitchy" and arrogant that I believed that I was the center of the world. I just couldn't figure out how to adjust myself to Japan again. People seemed not to appreciate the way I am. And I gradually began to "seal off" myself, the way I am. Actually, I lost almost all confidences and even started to deny how I lived my life.
I rarely spoke to anyone during these years. I moved to conutryside where only nature accompanied my days. It was so gloomy days, I have to admit, however at the same time it was one of most meaningful period I've ever had in my life. The most precious lesson I've learned was that I am just a powerless, imperfect human being. Surprisingly, it took almost 3 years to truly realize such a simple fact. And from the very moment, I started to embrace this imperfect myself.
Books, Nature, Music, Travelling and other stuffs helped me a lot to go through these dark transitional period. On top of them, sewing a dress was a key factor which helped me to survive for tomorrow.
These clothings may look dull to you. But they mean something to me in unexplainable way.
