Falling |
I don't think this is fair to put someone else through how I'm feeling. I'm really at the end of the line at the moment, the pain is wearing me down a lot. I can't explain why I'm feeling like this bu...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:50:00 PST |
Beginnings |
The past is one thing that never goes away, no matter how well hidden it may be. Stupid little things that you think you have put behind you are always there under the surface. I guess the way people...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:46:00 PST |
That crusing feeling |
Keeps coming back no matter how happy I feel. I can't expect people to undertand because I can't comprehend it myself.
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:33:00 PST |
Stopped smoking |
Day one has been a bugger to be honest, I've only just made it. The patches made me feel horrific at first but I think it's just a case of getting used to it. As long as my will power lasts out I am n...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:02:00 PST |
Personality |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 36% Stability |||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness || 10% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||| 16% I...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:36:00 PST |
emo rant |
I knew that blocking out my emotions and feelings couldn't last forever, there's always those little things that break through my defenses and make me human again. I wanted to block it all out so that...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 12:56:00 PST |
emo me...it's been a while |
I've had a really rubbish week actually, the only thing that's keeping my spirits up is the thought of one more week of work and then a week of holiday. I'm feeling overworked and under appreciated, t...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:01:00 PST |
meh |
I still finding it hard to let people in, I can't seem to drop my guard anymore at all. I want to feel secure around the people I'm closest to but I just can't seem to let go of whatever is holding me...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:20:00 PST |
that feeling |
I'm feeling really weird. Everything seems to be going well, I'm not used to that and I'm not sure I like it to be honest. My cynical pessimistic side is waiting for the crash-down to begin. I don't k...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Tue, 22 May 2007 12:11:00 PST |
memory |
Memory is not reliable really, I could try to reconstruct my memories in a written form but I couldn't swear that it would be documented exactly the way it happened. There are many factors that can al...
Posted by måñîçlørã,, [To remember how good you looked] on Mon, 21 May 2007 11:42:00 PST |
