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jenn

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About Me


the girl
female. twenty. 7 february 1988. aquarius. charleston, sc. single. complicated. straight. college student. customer financial service representative for vzw. agnostic. casual drinker. greenish hazely eyes. dark hair. tall. slender. no piercings, two tattoos. shy. i cry. loves to color and scribble. constant movie watcher. avid, but horrid cook. coffee drinker. apparent crazy driver. lull. mind speaker.
the mind
Twenty and in love with the world. An introvert with a desire to talk. Smile, kiss, touch. Cynical first impressions. Daring and stubborn. Constant doubts paired with clouded trust. Sincere. Free from reserve, a secret disguise. Clueless and niave, but loving it. An addict for dramatics. Rebellious when restricted. Hidden. Smiles staged in photographs. Monochrome. Inappropriate. Unexcused. Possibly impossible to please or be pleased. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Laid back. Passionate. Loyal. Clever. Stupid. Exceptionally boring. Inchoate. Denial plagues the mind. Currently listening, tell me a story. Longing. Uncertain, but inevitable. Lacking tact, or simply desire to use it. Set backs are set ups for come backs. Sidetracked. Presumptuous. Frank and candid. No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide. Believer of fate, and of overcoming it. Sarcastic persona. Opinionated and indecisive. Wants to hear she's beautiful. Mixed up on the inside. Wallflower.

My Interests

If I'm trying to be different I don't need to be similiar to the same different people who are trying to be the same as the same different people that I'm trying to be different than.I could copy the other copiers who are different from the same copiers as I already am and that would be a different copy of different.

I'd like to meet:

Whorebag Write Me Lovelies Journal ++ Me CmntsExxit

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...that girl...

!&__JENNIFER - noun - Nineteen and in love with the world. An introvert with a desire to talk. Smile, kiss, touch. Cynical first impressions. Daring and stubborn. Constant doubts paired with clouded trust. Sincere. Free from reserve, a secret disguise. Clueless and niave, but loving it. An addict for dramatics. Rebellious when restricted. Hidden. Smiles staged in photographs. Monochrome. Inappropriate. Unexcused. Possibly impossible to please or be pleased. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Laid back. Passionate. Loyal. Clever. Stupid. Exceptionally boring. Inchoate. Denial plagues the mind. Currently listening, tell me a story. Longing. Uncertain, but inevitable. Lacking tact, or simply desire to use it. Set backs are set ups for come backs. Sidetracked. Presumptuous. Frank and candid. No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide. Believer of fate, and of overcoming it. Sarcastic persona. Wants to hear she's beautiful. Mixed up on the inside. Wallflower.

...status quo...

female. nineteen. 7 february 1988. aquarius. charleston, sc. single. straight. college student. movie theatre manager. agnostic. occasional smoker. casual drinker. greenish hazel eyes. dark hair. tall. slender. no piercings, no tattoos. shy. i cry. nail biter. movie watcher. bad cook. coffee drinker. crazy driver. boring.

...affections...

philosophically speaking, If I'm trying to be different I don't need to be similiar to the same different people who are trying to be the same as the same different people that I'm trying to be different than.I could copy the other copiers who are different from the same copiers as I already am and that would be a different copy of different.

in my free time i enjoy, hanging out. watching movies. photography. art. reading. long walks. night drives. the beach. shopping for eclectics. having {philosophical} arguements.

ringing in my ears, Jimmy Eat World. Something Corporate. Jack's Mannequin. Weezer. Taking Back Sunday. Linkin Park. Skinny Puppy. All-American Rejects. Assemblage 23. Gorillaz. & more shit.

moving pictures in my head, Fight Club. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. The Last Kiss. Lost in Translation. Thank You For Smoking. Finding Neverland. Sin City. Anastasia. Big Fish. Garden State. Little Miss Sunshine.

words upon the page Perks of Being A Wallflower. The Bell Jar. Choke. The Pit and the Pendulum. Memoirs of a Geisha. Night.

...aphorism...

I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

...my lovelies...


ashley bri bri

kit kat sammie
matt shane
steph robertDearest you,
music to my ears

konstantine - soco

Music:

Beetles. Blink 182. Blur. Coheed & Cambria. Cure, the. Dashboard Confessionals. Deftones. Emery. Fastball. Goldfinger. Goo Goo Dolls. Gorillaz. Green Day. Incubus. Jack's Mannequin. Jimmy Eat World. Johnny Cash. Kate Nash. Linkin Park. Motion City Soundtrack. Nine Black Alps. Nine Inch Nails. Romantics. Skinny Puppy. Something Corporate. Taking Back Sunday. Verve Pipe. Vines. Weezer. & more ever-changing shit.

Movies:

Fight Club. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Across the Universe. The Last Kiss. Lost in Translation. Love, Actually. The Fountain. Closer. Requiem for a Dream. Inside Man. Thank You For Smoking. Alice in Wonderland. Finding Neverland. 300. Sin City. Tristan + Isolde. Anastasia. Pride & Prejudice. Big Fish. V for Vendetta. Garden State. Matchpoint. Little Miss Sunshine. Moulin Rouge. The Departed. Wedding Crashers. Transformers. Beetle Juice. Edward Scissorhands. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. The Painted Veil. Catch Me if You Can. El Laberinto del Fauno. Sleepy Hallow. Crank.

Television:

Invader Zim. Doodlez.

Books:

Perks of Being A Wallflower. The Bell Jar. Choke. The Pit and the Pendulum. Memoirs of a Geisha. Night. Diary. {I. Seriously. Love. Chuck Palahniuk.}

Heroes:

You.

My Blog

....my apologies.

I don't know how I can make you believe, but I say this with the most sincere of intentions.I'm sorry...it happens when that perfect song begins to play. the moon shining over us. the rain just begins...
Posted by jenn on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 06:06:00 PST

twenty3

I felt for sure last night that once we said goodbye, no one else will know these lonely dreams.. no one else will know that part of me. I'm still driving away. And I'm sorry every day.I won't always ...
Posted by jenn on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:04:00 PST

My mind’s stuck on repeat..

I can't fully explain why but it continues to run through my head. Someone once apologized for caring about me. "I care about you.. I care about you so much.""Well, I wish you didn't.""If I could wake...
Posted by jenn on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 11:30:00 PST

twothousandeight

ok. i lied.   rough start. we'll keep pluggin towards somethin better...? yes..? maybe?   please..?   :)
Posted by jenn on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 01:25:00 PST

Its overwhelming, really.

The future, that is. I doubt this will make much sense, but everyone around me is going through so many changes and it's simply amazing. I had been considering my up-coming twentieth birthday an absol...
Posted by jenn on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 01:19:00 PST

Thats right, jellyfishes..

Pardon, my oh-so-smart self was dumb enough NOT to bring her camera to the worlds largest aquarium. Why? ....why? I love aquariums; one would think I'd have the brain to remember a came...
Posted by jenn on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 01:17:00 PST

I can’t help but miss you..

It's been months since I've so much as spoke to you -- years since I've seen you. The thought of you graces my mind often, and I still can't believe I pushed you away. So many fond memories....
Posted by jenn on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:33:00 PST

Officially inked..

So last Friday I took a leap and got a set of tattoos. I'm happy with them.. They're just a total pain in the.. well, back.        I sure better pictures will be soon to come...
Posted by jenn on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:51:00 PST

I don’t know why I care so much..

...when I shouldn't care at all..   Okay. Just so everyone knows, I don't support illegal downloading of mp3s. Which is unfortunate, because by doing so I spend a good chunk of my excess monies o...
Posted by jenn on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 12:32:00 PST

I dont even know how to say this...

Should I start this with a question? Do I want the honest answer? I'm really not sure. I feel as though I am a walking, talking contradiction. Have I become a mere lie, a fake, a cheat? I fe...
Posted by jenn on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:30:00 PST