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ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn*

Yes BiTcH I aM BEtTer thAN YoU

About Me

So0o0o0o0 much hAS changed! Just for the record, I'm not all that crazy shit that I said before, kinda strange really how I said I wasn't but still people believed it. newayz I wont get into it if u saw it then u know if not then u didnt miss anything good. so yea I left my cushy desk job in pursuit of my dreams, they were being ass holes and trying to stifle my shine and I said "oh no u didn't" and left well not really but yea. OMG! I love to dance and as I have found will do some crazy shit to continue to do it. Its just so freeing, its one of the few things in this world that if you master it, you become almost super-human. I couldnt imagine my life without it. I am so over all the emo "I'm so alone won't somebody please rescue me bulls**t. I am not drowning on the Titanic, and I am not some big-tittied damsel in distress, I do not need rescuing, and there is NOTHING wrong with being single, it doesnt make me any less awsome, or less of a person. I am a whole person all on my own, and I DON't need someone to complete me. compliment, yes complete NEVER. I have some really amazing friends, firstly and in his own category, my shawny. I cannot even begin with how much he means to me. through him alone my faith in humanity was restored and I began to believe in love again. He showed me that even in the darkness, even if you can't see it, trust in you heart and you can feel love's presence. I will never stop thanking him for that. Dro my homie since high school, we've both shown each other so much and I am always learning something new from him. even though its not the way it used to be because it just cant be, you still got me, always. Never ever forget that. My "daughter" bryt whom shawn and I conceived together, always fun to live vicariously through her, having all the adventures and hook ups i'm too tired to. George, Sash, Nicole, Rae, Jose yes even though you're a f*ck up sometimes. and so many more. I love you all more than you know and I wouldnt be the person I am today if it wasnt for all you have done for me.The basics1.I'm 19 and still searching life for any answers it may hold2.I'm an oakcrest h.s. grad, (class of "04" never will be another like it)3. Im really not conceited ( all the time!)4. I'm currently pursuing a career in dance latin layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

Dance, friends(real ones) dance more dance. candy, other forms of edible products, poetry, happiness, and the search for something moretable border=5 bordercolor=blue cellspacing=0 cellpadding=12 width=300px THIS WAY UP
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I'd like to meet:

The guy who seems to good to be true but really isnt.....

Music:

im sure this is near to the most cliche answer in the world but what can ya do? i really do listen to just about everything EXCEPT country. dunno banjos just dont do it for me!.. Free music video codes by ..

Movies:

anything involving dance......too many to name so stretch your imagination here. also anything that usuallly makes chicks go AAAAWWWW!

Television:

not much. don't really have the time between work, dance and back in the good ol days my boyfriend. :"(
D Dangerous
U Undescribable
R Raw
A Ambitious
N Naughty
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Books:

blue boy, honcho,inches. ha ha just kidding......really..........seriously. you believe me right? :/ no but seriously again between eveything else i dont really have the time for them

Heroes:

alvin ailey, he came from nothing and conqured the world. (not a bad goal to aspire to huh?) mighty mouse. too cute for words. and burt and ernie for remaining together through all these years despite it all!R.I.P. Amanda......... you'll always be with us

My Blog

all at once

All at once The sky was blue and lovers caressed, lost in an oblivious state of abandon. Birds sang and the breezes blew, the sun shone brightly on the treetops. Tears were shed today and no one to...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this end up

This end up This end up and dont ask questions, you dont want the moment to pass. The moment when you convinced yourself I am only a piece of ass. Take me now and make it quick, dont want to get ...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

maybe this time

i met him in the shawdows, he guided  me into the light, i let myself go and trust just once more despite myself, and i forgot to put the shields back up maybe this time he' ll mean all the ...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Second chances

I wanted to believe the words u said, i always did. but that alone cannot make them be the truth. i wanted you to want me the way i did u so you could understand the pain of wanting something so unrea...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The day u love me

Everytime i open up they suddenly fall away, everytime i try to trust it just cant last a day. All the times i gave my heart all the times i cried. Knowing quite well it could never work, but stubborn...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

too cute to be gay

Why do so many girls say that? everytime i tell a girl that im gay for the first time thery're always like but your so cute though! dunno if they havent noticed or not but MOST of us rainbow kids coul...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

how should i feel?

i had an epiphany the other day. i realized that i let myself be totally defined and controlled by the relationship im in. and if im not in one i feel lost.. obviuosly this is not a healthy way to be ...
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My sentimets on boys

They suckkkk!!!!! and thats all i have to say about that. thanx for listening!
Posted by ThEy sAY HeS' CaLLEd...... *dUrAn* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST