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k i t t y

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About Me



is a living breathing girl

…affectionate / anti social / anxious / argumentative / artistic / awkward / bookish / bored / caring / cautious / confused / contradictory / creative / drama queen / dramatic / dreamer / emotional / fiery / forgettable / friendly / generous / insecure / introvert / irrational / jealous / lonely / loved / moody / needy / open minded / panicky / passionate / playful / quiet / romantic / sad / self conscious / sensitive / sensual / shy / silly / stubborn / sweet / thoughtful / uncomfortable / unconventional / unsure / weak / weird / worrier / youthful…

wicked witch

My Interests


Poets Byron ~

"when we two parted
in silence and tears
half broken - hearted
to sever for years
pale grew thy cheek and cold
colder thy kiss
truly that hour foretold
sorrow to this"

John Clare ~

"i am: yet what i am none cares or knows
my friends forsake me like a memory lost
i am the self-consumer of my woes
they rise and vanish in oblivious host
like shadows in loves frenzied, stifled throes
and yet i am, and live like vapours tost"

Emily Dickinson ~

"she dealt her pretty words like blade
how glittering they shone
and every one unbared a nerve
or wantoned with a bone

she never deemed she hurt
that is not steel's affair
a vulgar grimace in the flesh
how ill the creature bare

to ache is human not polite
the film upon the eye
mortality's old custom
just locking up to die"

Allen Ginsberg ~

"no rest
without love,
no sleep
without dreams
of love
be mad or chill
obsessed with angels
or machines,
the final wish
is love
cannot be bitter
cannot deny
cannot withhold if denied"

Patrick Jones ~

"forever the holes
holes of mercy
holes of loss
holes of painpetrified days
holes of night
holes that worship
holes that die
holes that guide
holes that deny perfection
holes that are the world's reflection
forever the holes"

Philip Larkin ~

"it is not love you will find
you have no limbs
crying for stillness, you have no mind
trembling with seraphim
you have no death to come"

Pablo Neruda ~

"i like for you to be still,it is as though you were absent
distant and full of sorrow as though you had died
one word then, one smile, is enough
and i am happy, happy that it's not true"

Sylvia Plath ~

"i thought that i could not be hurt
i thought that i must surely be
impervious to suffering
immune to mental pain
or agony"

Edgar Allen Poe ~

"from childhood's hour i have not been
as others were i could not seen
as others saw i could not bring
my passions from a common spring
from the same source i have not taken
my sorrow, i could not awaken
my heart to joy at the same tone
and all i lov'd, i lov'd alone
then in my childhood in the dawn
of a stormy life was drawn
from every depth of good and ill
the mystery that binds me still
from the torrent, or the fountain
from the red cliff of the mountain
from the sun that 'round me roll'd
in it's autumn tint of gold
from the lightening in the sky
as it pass'd me flying by
from the thunder and the storm
and the cloud that took the form
(when the rest of heaven was blue)
of a demon in my view"

Christina Rossetti ~

"sleeping at last, the trouble and tumult over
sleeping at last, the struggle and horror past
cold and white, out of sight of friend and of lover,
sleeping at last"

Shelley ~

"rose leaves, when the rose is dead
are heaped for the beloved's bed
and so thy thoughts, when thou art gone
love itself shall slumber on"

R.S Thomas ~

"in a calvinist's heaven,
where no foot is cloven,
who are the forgiven?"

Authors Sylvia Plath...

&

Kathy Acker
Poppy Z Brite
Charlotte Bronte
Emily Bronte
Albert Camus
Truman Capote
Wilkie Collins
J.L.C & W.C Grimm
M.R James
Yukio Mishima
George Orwell
Charlotte Perkins Gilman
Edgar Allen Poe
Jean Paul Sartre
Lemony Snicket
Louis Theroux
Virginia Woolf
Elizabeth Wurtzel

I'd like to meet:



my girls


i'm updating the space for my little darlings
they will be back soon

Dolly wish lists


- blythe -
(complete & unabridged)

blonde kenner
(any kenner!)

margret meets ladybug
pow wow poncho inspired
last kiss
princess a la mode
cloud 9 bowl
prima dolly peach
prima dolly melon
merry skier
angelica eve
PRIMA DOLLY 2 SAFFY
strawberry millefeuille
candy carnival
asian butterfly encore
rosie red encore
(rosie red bl?)
yuki no namida hime
night flower
v-smash
rainy day parade
cute and curious
mitten
ichigo heaven
heart of montmartre (2nd hand only)
welcome winter(2nd hand only)
prima dolly peony (yeah dream on)
(eek)


- lati doll -

2nd hand lati yellow
(any! as long as it's 16cm)


- dal-

cinnamoroll
hangry
furara
tweety
rot chan
coral
hanaayame
tezca
(2nd sooni?)
(& more?)

Modern classics

"local station shots"

Music:

Lily Allen
Tori Amos
Fiona Apple
Joseph Arthur
Babes In Toyland
Bjork
James Dean Bradfield
Jeff Buckley
Tim Buckley
Colt
Daisy Chainsaw
Nick Drake
Thomas Dybdahl
Elbow
Fun Lovin' Criminals
Katie Jane Garside
Bobbie Gentry
Goldfrapp
P.J.Harvey
Hole
Jack
Jack Off Jill
Joy Division
Kylie
Le Tigre
Living With Eating Disorders
Manic Street Preachers
Maple Bee
Marilyn Manson
Marion
Moloko
Motown
My Ruin
Oasis
Beth Orton
Poppy And The Jezebels
Queen Adreena
Scarling
Shakespears Sister
Snake River Conspiracy
Shampoo
Strangelove
Strawberry Switchblade
Suede
Super Furry Animals
The Bird And The Bee
The Concretes
The Delgados
The Duke Spirit
The Puppini Sisters
The Stones Roses
Tindersticks
Tura Satana
Yeah Yeah Yeahs...

(I expect I’ve forgotten some...)

Arists ♥ The Pre-Raphaelite Brotherhood...

Edward Burne Jones
John Everett Millais
Arthur Hughes
Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Frederick Sandys
John William Waterhouse

Other...

Bas Jan Ader
Aubrey Beadsley
Vanessa Bell
Walter Crane
Vilhelm Hammershoi
Kilmt
T.H.Kittelsen
Ida Rentoul Outhwaite
Gina Pane
Arthur Rackham
Jenny Saville

(Will add more...)

Movies:


Beetlejuice
Blithe Spirit
Breakfast At Tiffany's
Charade
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory
Faster Pussycat Kill! Kill!
Funny Face
Girl Interrupted
Harry Potter & The Chamber Of Secrets
Harry Potter & The Philosophers Stone
Heavenly Creatures
How To Steal A Million
K-Pax
Larger Than Life
Little Otik
Lost In Translation
March Of The Penguins
Monty Python And The Holy Grail
Monty Python’s Life Of Brian
Paris When It Sizzles
Rear Window
Roman Holiday
Sabrina
Shaun Of The Dead
Some Like It Hot
Strictly Ballroom
The Day The Earth Stood Still
The Great Escape
The Hours
The Man Who Knew Too Little
The Rebel
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Third Man
The Wicker Man
Tootsie
Toy Story (1 & 2)
Watership Down
Wilde
Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory
(I can’t think of any more…)

My Blog

I can’t hide this any longer...

Well I may as well get straight to the point...New girl!...yes another one. *hangs head in shame*To be honest she actually arrived on the 11th June but that was so soon after Twist I was too embarrass...
Posted by k i t t y on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:33:00 PST

Twist risks life and limb...

Oh it's been really bad here for photo's lately. It's been raining loads and it's always dull *sigh*. I just can't seem to get any good shots. I don't even think it's just me being my usual over criti...
Posted by k i t t y on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 05:04:00 PST

A little bit of this and that...

Just to get a few things off my chest& "Urgh why is it every time I have a little break from here something changes that I hate. It's every five minutes. This is different or that's different. What's...
Posted by k i t t y on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:44:00 PST

Twist gets an insight into my childhood...

More love for the new girl then.A couple of days ago I changed her into a new little out as I'm determined not to dress her solely in blue...because I know I will if I'm not careful.So I went with a r...
Posted by k i t t y on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:53:00 PST

Twists first day out...

On Wednesday (4th June) Twist had her first day out, a little trip into Manchester. Despite taking her and Gwen (the serious camera!) I didn't actually get that many pictures. I was having one of my "...
Posted by k i t t y on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:19:00 PST

The skies the limit...

Hello...I thought I would finally get round to posting the pictures from our Hilton trip. (Is it technically a trip when it's half an hour from your house??)It was a day of heights...so don't go ...
Posted by k i t t y on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:24:00 PST

"B" is for blue...

Here are some more pictures of the new girl Twist on her 4th day (31st May) here with a special guest appearance from Bluey.Twist gets a change of outfit. The dress was bough especially for her before...
Posted by k i t t y on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:26:00 PST

Peek-a-blue...

Hello there,Well this is another blog that's overdue *grumble*. I never seem to get the chance to get on here and write these when things first happen and I'm really excited and everything. I have so ...
Posted by k i t t y on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 06:39:00 PST

My first dolly disaster - parts 1,2 & 3...

I thought I'd lump all my blogs about the dolly stress together so all my fun one's don't just get pushed down and disappeaer.Part one.So I really don't want to be writing this but here goes.A few wee...
Posted by k i t t y on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:29:00 PST

The girls...

HelloIt feels like ages since I blogged some Blythe pictures, well I guess it has been quite a while. I haven't been a total slouch though as I have been taking some.These are from quite a while ago, ...
Posted by k i t t y on Tue, 13 May 2008 06:10:00 PST