LIZABETH ♥ MCRMY ♥

IM 29YRS OLD, BORN AND RAISED IN NEW YORK, NEW YORK, LIVED IN MISSISSIPPI FOR 4YRS, THEN MAINE FOR 3YRS, AND NOW MISSISSIPPI. IM MARRIED TO A MILITARY MAN WHOS CURRENTLY IN IRAQ, WERE HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS AND WEVE BEEN TOGETHER THROUGH ALL THE UPS AND DOWN FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER. I HAVE THREE BEAUTIFUL BOYS WHICH ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND COME FIRST IN MY LIFE NO MATTER WHAT. MY OTHER PASSION IS MUSIC, MAYBE IN THE NEXT LIFE I LIVE THAT DREAM...I WAS ALWAYS SO ENTROLLED WITH MUSIC SINCE I WAS A LITTLE KID, PLAYING INSTRUMENTS MY FIRST BEING THIS BIG ORGAN THAT I JUST LOVED TO PLAY OR SINGING INTO A MIC WITH MY DAD RECORDING IT ALL. TO BEING IN MIDDLE/HIGH SCHOOL AND JUST REALLY LIVING THE MUSIC LISTENING TO IT 24/7 WRITING THE LYRICS AND I RELATED MORE WITH MUSIC THEN REALLY THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. IT TOOK ME AWAY FROM ALL THE MISERY AND DECIET GOING ON AROUND ME GROWING UP. SOME DONT UNDERSTAND WHEN I SAY MUSIC IS MY LIFE BUT UNLESS YOU LIVED ME LIFE YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. I WAS A CHEERLEADER AND IN 11TH AND 12TH GRADE WAS CAPTAIN OF THE SQUADS AMAZING AT THAT WAS IN MY SCHOOL CHEERLEADERS WERE "OUTCAST".I HAVE ONLY HAD TWO BANDS IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE GRABBED ME IN SUCH A "WAY" THAT I HAD TO BE A PART OF THEM IN SOME WAY. ONE IS GOOD CHARLOTTE AND THE OTHER BEING MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE I CANT SAY EITHER ONE "SAVED MY LIFE" (IM NOT SURE A MUSIC GROUP HAS THAT ABILITY MAYBE THE MUSIC DOES) BUT I CAN SAY THEY MADE ME OPEN MY EYES AND WANT TO LIVE LIFE AGAIN. I HAD ALWAYS FOLLOWED GOOD CHARLOTTE SINCE DAY ONE I JUST LOVED THERE SOUND IT WAS FUN. YOU COULD BE THE PUNK WITH THE LITTLE POP STILL. I WAS AT AN EXTREMELY LOW POINT IN LIFE AND HONESTLY DID NOT WANT TO GO ON AND NOBODY COULD TELL ME DIFFERENT I HAD COMPLETELY SHUT DOWN AT THE TIME GOOD CHARLOTTE WAS RELEASING THE VIDEO HOLD ON. I REMEMBER WATCHING THE PREMIERE AND ME JUST SITTING THERE CRYING HYSTERICALLY. TO SEE THE LOOK IN THOSE FAMILIES FACES THAT HAD LOST SOMEONE TO SUICIDE AND THE WORDS OF THAT SONG MADE ME REALIZE "DO I REALLY WANT TO LEAVE THEM BEHIND TO PICK UP THE PIECES, MY PIECES". AFTER THAT I TRIED TO START LIVING AGAIN.THAT LEADS TO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE WITHOUT GOOD CHARLOTTE I WOULD OF NEVER REALLY FOUND THEHM A MAG IN 2004 ASKED BENJI WHAT HE WAS LISTENING TO AND HE SAID MCR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. I WENT TO THE MUSIC STORE TO SEE IF THEY HAD THERE CD AND THEY DID I WAS AMAZED BY THE SOUND THE LYRICS, THE PAIN, THE DARKNESS. THIS LEAD TO ACTUALLY GOING TO CHECK THEM OUT LIVE. IT WAS UNDESCRIBABLE REALLY, I CANT EXPLAIN IT.THERE MUSIC LET THE REAL PERSON INSIDE OF ME COME OUT AND MADE ME REALIZE THAT IT WAS ALRIGHT TO BE WHAT I WANTED TO BE, IT WAS ALRIGHT TO BE DIFFERENT. IT DIDNT MATTER HOW MANY TATTOOS, PIERCING, OR COLORED HAIR I HAD I WAS STILL THAT SAME PERSON. IT WAS ALIGHT TO BE MAD AND PISSED OFF AND TO NOT HIDE MY TRUE FEELING. MCR WOKE ME UP!!MCR LEAD ME TO TSN I HAD NO CLUE WHAT A STREET TEAM WAS AND DECIDED TO SEE WHAT IT WAS ABOUT. I JOINED THE BOARDS AND THE FIRST PEOPLE THAT I CAME ACROSS WERE AMBER AND HANNAH THEY HAD BEEN ON THE BOARDS FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS ALREADY(THIS WAS LIKE END OF 2004/BEGINNING OF 2005) I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT IM A MEMBER OF THE MCRMY FAMILY AND WILL ALWAYS BE NO MATTER IF IM ON EVERY SINGLE DAY, ONCE A WEEK OR ONCE A MONTH. IVE MET SOME GREAT PEOPLE ALONG THE WAY AND THEY HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE EVEN IF ITS IN THE SMALLEST WAY.. WERE A FAMILY DONT EVER FORGET THAT..ONE BAND...ONE TEAM...ONE FAMILY..PERIOD!!!"THIS WORLD BREAKS MANY, BUT THOSE BROKEN COME OUT STRONGER" "ERNEST HEMINGWAY"Layout made by a href="http://www.skem9.com/~52483" title