happy thoughts... |
I once had a friend who was nice, witty, smart, sweet, humble and extraordinary. He eventually became the guy I had fallen in love with. He made my heart smiled. He had brighten... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my last card... |
Here we go again the ghost of him is haunting me again. I thought I'm learning to get over him; but I was wrong the feeling is still there kept inside my heart, wanting to escape any moment...
I can'... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
when I know that's not where I wanted it to end... |
Time is so fast that I didn't notice that 5 years had already passed since I met him online... I was always looking forward to see him online every night... Those nights that I spent chatting with him... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
in five months... |
At first, it was really difficult for me to deal with the heartache... Those sleepless nights, reminiscing every memory of him I had, had caused tears to my eyes... Never a d... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Long Friday Morning (June 03, 2005) |
On my way to work, I prayed for signs. And there, right in front of my face were 2 signs at coastal road. That made me convinced that I would not stood him up...
It was a sunny Friday morning whe... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
starting my Friday (June 03, 2005) |
I was busy that morning preparing myself for work. I was about to bathe when I heard my mobile prompted a message alert tone. I immediately read the message and was surprised to see the message. ... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
ohh... i still miss him... |
As I walked towards the end of my street, I can't help myself from hoping that I'll soon bump with him again...Pathetic it may sound but I feel a bit content when I saw his car that morning, it's like... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
c0nFuSeD??? |
All i wanted that moment was to talk to him.. I took the courage to say "HI" to him that night.. Was really nervous before I could click the mouse to send my message to him.. He replied instantly. Our... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
missing him |
it's been almost 4 months since i last saw the guy im still in love with... i could still vividly remember his smiles while we were riding the rio grande... i've fallen for him more that night at EK t... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
after the revelation (feb9'05) |
i just feel the need to stay away from him for now. i need to be firm with my decision this time though it's very hard for me to let go of him whom i used to have good memories with... ... Posted by LenG on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |