Maintaininâ„¢

I've been fucked over in the past so therefore I choose to keep my guards up at all times. I don't care for crowds. I most definitely can't stand crowds of females! I am very honest and straight forward with a person. I wounld'nt intentionally say things to hurt a person's feelings. Most of all I am very private. I have a trust issue with people who I am unfamiliar with. I am very picky about who I talk to and who I hang with. I feel bitches aint shit and u got to watch they ass cuz them hoez is dirty and they want what u got! Niggaz aint no better cuz most of them is bitch made pussies born with no nut-sack and they be wearing choosing shoes. For the most part I'd rather be solo if I can't chill wit my peeps cuzz tha last thing i need is a murder charge. I enjoy listening to rap artist like 2pac,Zro,Scarface, Mystikal ,Trae, Eightball and MJG, UGK,David Banner, Lil Wayne,Young Buck,Lil Kim, Rick Ross,and Remy Ma just to name a few. I am a very big music fan. I try to be versatile so I won't limit myself. The music I listen to has to talk about something that I can relate to in the lyrics. I have issues that I struggle with mentally but I've learned how to deal with my problems head on so saying that to say I don't smoke as much green as I use to.I'm so cold-blooded in a way where I can't fuck wit my damn self!! I've also came to realize that the shit I've been through and overcame really wasn't that damn bad! It was just a lil overwhelming for me at those particular moments when the issues occured.If my guards had of been up when I was going thru my storms I believe I wouldn't have took my disappoinments so hard. Most of my disappointments comes from me putting my all and all into certain individuals that I thought the world of but at the same time failed to realize they were human just like myself and we as humans fuck up and we gone continue to fuck up as long as we're in the flesh(meaning on this earth", 4 my slow ass people)". That's to show ya'll that you don't put man on a pedistole(meaning people in general).If we/I trust God and quit trying to do shit on our own life would really be a lil more breezier. Most of the bullshit and turmoil we've been thru or are going thru its our own doings that we brought on our selfs 4 being hard headed or it be some shit that we did in the past that have came back to haunt us(in other words be careful how u do people because it will come back to you harder than what you issued it). There is no such thing as super man and all them other fiction ass people so lets quit playin with our lifes and imitating figments of our imaginations. We all have some sort of issue that we struggle with and I have hundreds of 'em. I'm lovin my life so fuckin much! I'm soo dedicated right now and I'm in the greatest shape of my life (physically,mentally, and spiritually).I'm still human though! I wish ya'll could SEE ME!!BUT YA CAN'T!"And we still smokin...."HOE!"I get my Free MySpace Layouts at LayoutStreet.com