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Short Shit

I'm not just chill, I'm Ice.

About Me

My name is Ice. I am 18. I am shy when meeting new people. I don't take the initiative to introduce myself.People have to introduce themselves to me and start a conversation because I won't know what to talk about. I don't really go out anywhere. I tend to hang by myself at my house. I don't make or keep friends easily. My best times were 9th and 10th grade band w/ my flute friends who kept me laughing. Nothing has ever come close to the fun I had those two years. If I could relive those years I would in a second.
I used to believe I could wish on a star and everything would work out. But stars come out every night, and every night I wish on the first one, and not one wish has come true. Now I know that wishes don't exist. They are simply dreams you know you'll never achieve which is why you feel the need to wish rather than going out and making it happen. You wish for the impossible, because it gives you hope. Hope that one day your wishes will be granted. But sometimes it's a waste of energy to hope. Sometimes no matter how much you hope, and wish, what you want will never be yours. I know, because all I want is one person, and all that person wants is to be out of my life forever.
march 1st is si awareness dayWhat About Self-Injury? People who self-injure use different ways to hurt themselves. It is usually hard to tell if someone self- injures just by looking at them, unless they talk about it. People who self-injure are people who have not learned a better way to deal with their emotions. They hurt themselves as a response to their emotions because they cannot talk about them.This may seem like a strange thing to people who don't self-injure, but it is a coping mechanism more than anything else. People who self-injure need to feel the pain of an injury, or see the result of one in order to calm themselves. There are many other reaons people hurt themselves, and many other feelings that are involved. Some different types of self-injury include cutting, burning, scratching, and hitting. Most of these are pretty self-explanatory, but here are some short descriptions.

Cutting
Cutting is probably the most common form or self-injury. People who cut themselves use razors, knives, or other sharp objects to break their skin. Occasionally, these cuts may require stitches. People who cut themselves are usually self-counscious about their scars, and try to cover them up by wearing bracelets on their arms, long-sleeved shirts during the summer, or long pants. The most common place to cut is on the wrists or arms, but people might also cut themselves on their thighs, legs, stomach, chest, or other places.
Burning
Burning, like cutting, causes direct injury to the skin. Using cigarettes, lighters, and candle wax are some of the more common ways to burn. These burns can range anywhere from minor burns to third degree burns that need medical attention. Burning also leaves scars that self-injurers might try to cover up.
Scratching
People who scratch themselves use their fingernails to scratch their skin. These scratches might break the skin, or might just leave marks that last for a few hours. While scratching usually doesn't require emergency medical attention, it is still a form of self-injury, and a way that people cope with emotions. Occasionally, the scratches can turn into deeper cuts that need first aid. The severity of the injury is not the point in self-injury, rather, it is the emotional pain that caused the injury.
Hitting
Hitting can be a severe form of self-injury, although it is not the most common. People who hit themselves can cause bruising on the body, but also can cause bones to break. Some people hit their head against things, which can sometimes cause severe head injuries or brain damage. People also hit themselves on their arms and legs, causing bruising or swelling.

My Interests

musical instruments (still tryin to learn guitar...first thing i cant learn easily!) reading writing the net...everything bout it people...i like watchin them/listenin to convos and learnin bout people through it

I'd like to meet:

People who share interests w/ me or who wanna get to kno me...anyone who thinks they can understand me...i dont wanna mean anyone who will judge me. I am available at aol im: lilhobbit37 yahoo im: lilhobbit37 and msn: [email protected]

Music:

alt rock mostly but i like everything

Movies:

i like comedies, action, scary, drama, romance, musicals, wait i like all movies heh

Television:

survivor, monk, cold case, criminal minds, without a trace, shark, the unit

Books:

u name it ill like it...i read all types of books....i like all types..ive never stopped readin a book ive started and enver got bored w/ a book ive read...so if u kno a good book tell me so i can read it and enjoy it!

Heroes:

the soldiers in Iraq and anyone who stands up for their beliefs even if it means being judged and treated badly

My Blog

random rant

Ever feel like no matter what you do, it will be the wrong thing? Ever have someone tell you they want to date you and that they never want to talk to you again in the same sentence? Ever feel backed ...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:42:00 PST

Scarred

Some people have scars on the outside. To look at them, you see pain. Pain they have been through, some experience which has changed their body. Other people are scarred inside. You may pass them and ...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 10:15:00 PST

Mr. Armour Memories

I remember eating muffins in his class. Him beating Dave Prior with his pointer. Him and Mr. Hardiman always saying they were better. Add some of  your own memories....
Posted by Broken Dreams on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:04:00 PST

untitled

Everything is black as night All around I can't see light I grab for anything I see But no one is in reach of me Suddenly the phone rings out I grab for it without a doubt And on the other end I hear...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:45:00 PST

Daddy's Little Angel

They say I'm Daddy's angelThat he loves me no matter whatThey say that I'm his little girlThey never mentioned "but"But I let him down so many timesBut I hurt him every dayBut no matter how he helped ...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 05:20:00 PST

no subject

brr im cold...what a way to start this random blogso....today started out really badly...just felt like shit all day...skipped my first 2 classes.....stayed home and felt blah and depressed instead......
Posted by Broken Dreams on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 06:07:00 PST

nother poem

and anotehr poem casue im still boredHere I stand fading awayNobody sees me walk byHere I cry fading awayNobody to notice me dieAm I a ghost yearning for lifeOr living and yearning for deathNobody see...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:18:00 PST

prison of the mind

Things got too hard to handleI couldn't take it anymoreSo I started building wallsBut I forgot to make a doorMy mind I put inside itSo safely it would stayBut now I can not reach itIt's trapped too fa...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:26:00 PST

You say

You say I never cryBut all my tears were spentYou say I never yellBut I don't see the pointYou say I never frownBut who would really careYou say I never saidBut the silence should have toldMy pain was...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:24:00 PST

yet another poem...none have names really

I fell in love with youOn a cold September dayTelling you my every hurtYou would make them go away  I fell in love with youFrom the first time that we metFeeling you touching my skinKnow...
Posted by Broken Dreams on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:22:00 PST