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aine is the reason i dont believe in god anymore if god was real why would he let one of his greatest creation die so young.
Fuck I miss her so much im beyond crying now im at that point were life has just turned dull and all that seems to fix it is alcohol and drugs and even then only for a short amount of time. A lot of you have seen the changes in me since it happened but I don’t think you understand how dead I have become in side. You have to promise me one thing that you will live life to the fullest because if you don’t your life could end and you will have missed out on a lot of things like her. I could never for give the driver of that car I could never make peace with him because I have no peace within myself it has all rotten away.
Everyone keeps telling please stop drinking and why are you drinking well know I know I find it hard to cope with reality with out her she was a very special girl, she was like my little sister I went to my first doof with her got blind maggot for the first time with her I used to go and visit her at crazy Clarks when she used to work there. I know she could look after her self but I always made an effort to look after when she needed it. Parties are not the same with out her and they will never be, 3 things im going to miss about her is her smile, her laugh and seeing her walking down the street with her goon sack.
I can know longer stand to be around the crew that much these days cause every time I am I remember the time that we all used to be together like a family I miss those days and I would give anything to have then back
I know the way im going with all the substances im taking im not going to be around that much longer but I don’t really care im not here for a long time im here for a good time but even that isn’t true because im not having a good time anymore
I think a piece of me died with her that day only a few people know I feel I beat myself up every night because I wish I had said something at her funeral but I don’t because I was in know state to. So im going to say it now
Aine I will always love and miss you for ever and ever for the hole time we knew each other we didn’t get into one fight remember when I got really sick and went to hospital you, jess and Anna made your way up to mine just to see if I was ok I still have you make on my door ? im never going to get rid of it and when I split my head open really bad you were one of the first people I saw and you comforted me for like an hour these time I will always remember. So for now goodbye but I will see you soon promise you’ll wait for me.
