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Neptune

UrBAn NiNjA ARtIsT. Catch me when I fall, my time is low and my car is gaining speed

About Me

Fucked UpI'm the type to step back, assume & hide Choke and burry my feelings deep down inside My imagination starts to boil, speeds up & runs wild Then everything resurfaces & grabs me from behindHaven't had many healthy relationships, so to say Exes leave footprints that I just can't scrub away For every mistake, I would submit & take the blame I'll never be good enough, watch me crumble to shameImpulsive and self-destructive, I have the Midas touch Except nothing turns to gold, I turn everything to dust Foolish & bruised, it gets very hard to trust While I'm looking for love, all they want is lustI'm still young yet my heart has aged independently I've tried to cheat time but time got the best of me Even in my dreams, regrets take up most of my sleep 'Cause when I open my eyes, regrets are all I seeYou must think I'm complaining but I'm just explaining Why I approach with caution, never underestimating Holding myself steady for all those times I fell grasping Wondering why I haven't since the very beginning..'Cause I'm fucked uppoetry what good wit it cheaA boy was with his friends When he met her all the same Her long blonde hair was all he remembered His love was in her nameAs he struggled with a bad relationship He wished he knew her name A gentle boy he was, and tried to find the blameHe went day-by-day, asking all around But no one could remember, the name of the girl he found Till one day the paper read "girl of accident lives"His car was gaining speed now, swerving in and out His rush towards the hospital, was all he was about His car began to shake, flipping all around It spun and crashed a fiery hault, until it hit the groundNow waking up in the hospital, was the boy driving the car Looking around the room, he saw the girl beside his bed He whispers softly to her "I love you, I know you're the one for me" She turns her head and softly says, "I love you all the same"Her breath began to shorten, her numbers running low The doctors and nurses rush right in, panic is in his eyes He looks to her and with her final breath she says "Don't wait for me when you get out cause I'll be on my way, Your love will come and I'll be gone but I'll always be in your heart"The note he found when he got home, was written and addressed to him This is what it said"Life is a game that will give you many chances and this is one I hope you take, My beauty is what attracts but no one wants to know my inner being, Please be the one who is different" shit going to......

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Music:

:Nirvana:: ::Marlyn Manson:: ::PANIC! AT THE DISCO:: ::a thorn for every heart:: ::MAE:: ::Circa Survive:: ::blood brothers:: ::armor for sleep:: ::spitalfield:: ::action action:: ::tegan and sara:: ::azure ray:: ::the rocket summer:: ::houston calls:: ::MATCHBOOK ROMANCE:: ::tbs:: ::rooney:: ::yellowcard:: ::r-jay:: ::NE-YO:: ::JENNIFERS ARRIVAL:: ::HELLOGOODBYE:: ::allister:: ::UNDEROATH:: ::EMERY:: ::eighteen visions:: ::LETTER KILLS:: ::wester:: ::END OF ALL HOPE:: ::HUMBLE:: ::HOLLOWAY:: ::the plain white t's:: ::sick transit:: ::the starting line:: ::story of the year:: ::FROM FIRST TO LAST:: ::NEW HAVEN:: ::take the crown:: ::dynamite boy:: ::jack johnson:: ::jimmy buffett:: ::hidden in plain view:: ::ahhhhhhhhhhhh:: ::ENGLAND:: ::THE SLEEPING:: ::fall out boy:: ::a static lullaby:: ::THE USED:: ::funeral for a friend:: ::deathcab for cutie:: ::finch::::thursday:: ::jimmy eat world:: ::something corporate:: ::HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS:: ::armor for sleep:: ::alexisonfire:: ::before today:: ::adelphi:: ::home grown:: ::i can make a mess like nobodys business:: ::Trapt:: ::socratic:: ::Crossfade:: ::shrimp only swim backwards::

My Blog

redemption

First off I dont apologize if this does follow through with someone's religion however this is meant to be dark nor depressing if anyone finds it as such then fuck off  do not read it.   &n...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:31:00 PST

SLUTS

  SLUTS Hey wutz up ho I juss thought that u should know That everyone thinks ur a slut Mostly cuz u stick out ur butt And u think ur so dang hott WELL NEWSFLASH WHORE UR NOT! U tell everyone u c...
Posted by Neptune on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

Just One night.......

If I could rewind these endless nights, I'd go back to a time before this depressing haze Came down over everything Before the monotony of winter turning into spring Started to seep inside my disturbe...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:12:00 PST

That's All I Had

I watched you leave out the front door I wondered if you would walk through it anymore Seeing you get in your truck and go Watching the tail lights fade in the distance Made me break down and cry Hugg...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:14:00 PST

Fifteen Feet Below the Surface

I found myself vomiting in the kitchen sink, despising the proof this emptiness leaves on me. I took off for the closest form of consolation, hoping to find something vaguely comforting. I ran to that...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:06:00 PST

If Onley Death Gives HappyNess

Life is d�©j�  vu, Each day is the same Nothing ever changes Life just rearranges Someone lives Somebody dies Life feeds on death As death gives birth to life Winter turns to spring Spring be...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 11:58:00 PST

Always Remember

Always remember the soldiers who stand tall looking out for our country determined not to fall never forget the ones who passed away never forget them because they live on today they carry our country...
Posted by Neptune on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 03:15:00 PST

promises mean nothing but everything all my memories

what is it that i miss the part of you thats me what is that i want the part of you i need there are no words to say the many things i wish too i swore to never love again not even if i missed you and...
Posted by Neptune on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:50:00 PST

Fading

I feel so twisted, my fingers tangled in our lives like a memory... Passed by, unreachable again. Is it real? Us? My castrated heart left pondering, pounding at my stuborn brain... I am confused, soul...
Posted by Neptune on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:42:00 PST

accepted

ill let you know as soon as i know why i guess its an inconsequential thought as it is i mean, im sure you dont even know what im talking about well memories will occupy me keep me company maybe shall...
Posted by Neptune on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 11:41:00 PST