Mistress † Christine

I'm 19 but I'm gonna be 20 this year. I'm a college student. That's right, I'm not some dumb bitch. I'm a girly girl that loves hot pink, especially if it's hot pink furry handcuffs. Yeah, I'm a freak. Lol. I'm obsessed with AFI, black eyeliner, makeup, and going shopping. Real men do wear pink and black eyeliner bitches. If you wanna talk to me, be yourself not fake like most people. There are so many fake ass people especially on Myspace, and I'll definately call your ass out. I hate people who are judgemental and think they are better than everyone. A lot of people talk shit about me and they're usually the ones who don't even fuckin' know me. If you're gonna talk shit about me at least have the balls to say it to my face. And don't hate because I'm the baddest bitch. I am who I am and I don't make any apologies for it. Jade Puget is fuckin' amazing Kinky is one of my favorite words I ♥ Angelina Jolie AFI "Cruise Control" I will never want to date you while I can learn to hate you If you somehow learn to love me, well, that's just my luck I would never care if you only wanted my friendship But somehow you're disappointed that I'm not a slut I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you, so fuck you In my mind there is no doubt that you've been in And out of many different backseats, many times before I can always see your defeat when I won't leave the front seat And it seems your disappointed that I'm not a whore I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you, so fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you, so fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you I don't want to fuck you, so fuck you Kelis "Bossy" You don't have to love me You don't even have to like me But you will respect me You know why? Cuz I'm a boss! I'm bossy I'm the first girl to scream on a track I switched up the beat of the drum That's right, I brought all the boys to the yard And that's right, I'm the one that's tattooed on his arm I'm bossy I'm the bitch you love to hate I'm the chick that's raised the stake I told young stunna he should switch to Bape I'm back with an 808 'cause I'm bossy Ooh, lemme slow it down for ya so you can catch the flow Screw it up make it go extra slow Real girls get down on the floor Ooh, I gave you a taste you want some more On it like a pro I ride the beat like a bicycle, I'm icy cold I bet cha neva heard it like this before My baby be cruising them phantom doors Got the bar popping this that you can't afford Ooh, I'm drinking, blasting the crowds, it's all smoking All the while I'm all open Me and my girls we stay fly and we love to stay high Ooh, from the 6-4 hoppers up in crenshaw To the money making playas up in Harlem Don't want no problems We gon' keep it bumping while the 808 is jumping The Cure "Just Like Heaven" Show me show me show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream she said The one that makes me laugh she said And threw her arms around my neck Show me how you do it And I promise you I promise that I’ll run away with you I’ll run away with you Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow Why are you so far away? she said Why won’t you ever know that I’m in love with you That I’m in love with you You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You’re just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven Joy Division "Love Will Tear Us Apart" When routine bites hard And ambitions are low And resentment rides high But emotions won't grow And we're changing our ways Taking different roads Then love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart Why is the bedroom so cold? You've turned away on your side Is my timing that flawed? Our respect run so dry Yet there's still this appeal That we've kept through our lives But love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again You cry out in your sleep All my failings exposed And there's a taste in my mouth As desperation takes hold Just that something so good Just can't function no more Love, love will tear us apart again Depeche Mode "Strange Love" There'll be times When my crimes Will seem almost unforgivable I give in to sin Because you have to make this life livable But when you think I've had enough From your sea of love I'll take more than another riverful And I'll make it all worthwhile I'll make your heart smile Strangelove Strange highs and strange lows Strangelove That's how my love goes Strangelove Will you give it to me Will you take the pain I will give to you Again and again And will you return it There'll be days When I stray I may appear to be Constantly out of reach I give in to sin Because I like to practice what I preach I'm not trying to say I'll have it all my way I'm always willing to learn When you've got something to teach And I'll make it all worthwhile I'll make your heart smile Pain will you return it I'll say it again - pain Pain will you return it I won't say it again I give in Again and again I give in Will you give it to be Nine Inch Nails "The Perfect Drug" I got my head but my head is unraveling Can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good You're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me Turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky The more I give to you the more I die And I want you You are the perfect drug The perfect drug The perfect drug The perfect drug You make me hard when I'm all soft inside I see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed The arrow goes straight through my heart Without you everything just falls apart My blood just wants to say hello to you My fear is warm to get inside of you My soul is so afraid to realize How every little bit is left of me Take me with you Without you everything just falls apart It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces Alkaline Trio "Blue Carolina" It's everything that I can do right now To not think about you moving further off with every passing second And every night of this lonely summertime I feel you missing from my heart A part was kidnapped from my soul The night is aging as the sun warms your face Won't you turn around and stay for good the air is getting much too cold I am nervous and anxious It really counts this time And you know all my favorite singers have stolen all of my best lines Someday I'll burn this bed Only two feet wide But where I'll hide for the next 17 days I will ask myself How badly do I want this? I really want this Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun And Your lips both pressing on my skin Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill in my heart that starts inside your eyes And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue Yes I will Tiger Army "True Romance" I told you right from the start A knife up to your throat for one put through my heart Couldn't hold on and this I should've known Thinking back as I walk the night alone I told you that my love was true I asked you to walk away if you don't feel like I do You whispered that you would be mine always I felt myself slipping away I love you forever, 'til death do us apart And I say into the night Night gives no rest and I cannot sleep When I can I see your face, it's tattooed on my dreams Purple heart pumps sorrow through my veins Awaken I'm calling out your name I often think back to that night The moment when I found out that our love was a lie Felt like I would die, I couldn't stand the pain And there's nothing left except one thing, I've gotta see you again and I said: I love you forever, 'til death do us a part Forever is over, forever is over It's over, it's over, it ended on that night... When I took your fucking life 30 Seconds to Mars "The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. You say you wanted more What if I wanted to break? What are you waiting for? Bury me, bury me I'm not running from you Bury me, bury me Garbage "I Would Die for You" I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine I will cry for you I will cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears And drown your fear I will pray for you I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you See your face every place that I'm walking Hear your voice everytime I’m talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel a pain for you I will twist a knife and bleed my aching heart And tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You're just like me Violate all the love that I’m missing Throw away all the pain that I’m living You will believe in me And I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I’d do time for you I will wait for you I’d make room for you I’d sail ships for you To be close to you To be part of you Cause I believe in you I would die for you