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Bittersweet Mystery [♥A]

Jessica says I'm cooler than a pink flamingo sitting next to Kurt Cobain with a taco and Ramon says

About Me

I'M EVERYTHING YOUR PARENTS TOLD YOU NOT TO BE.Gabz

My name is Gabriella with two L's. I'm a 16 year old girl trying to balance out my life. I go to Hollywood High School, I have incredible friends, and my heart is completely taken. I'm with an amazing boy who makes me incredibly happy. :D I'm Mexican, French, Irish, Swedish, Norwegian, German, Swiss, and English...so feel free to call me a mutt. I enjoy surrounding myself with optimistic and funny people. I smile often and am rarely ever sad. I have goals and am determined to achieve them. I'm going to become an interior designer and a freelance make-up artist. I always have something to say. I'm the most honest person you will ever meet. I can't stand to be lied to. I'm a friendly person. I'm open minded and respect all who respect me. I hate fighting and believe it is completely pointless; it doesn't impress me. I get along much better with guys than girls. I am an Atheist and do not live my life based on the Bible. I have a thing for piercings and tattoos. I dye my hair way too much. I am confident but far from conceited. I'm not the girl next door but I'm not the local whore down the street either. I’m not perfect. I make plenty of mistakes but I think of each as a learning experience. I believe everything happens for a reason, even the most painful and unfair things. Life is too short to be sad and stressed. Everything always works out in the end so I will always make it through. People will always talk their shit, so I may as well give them something to talk about. I live life and say fuck regrets because everything I've done is at some point what I wanted. I'm going to follow my heart and do as I please, never take anything too seriously, and just remember that if today doesn't go as planned, there is always tomorrow. :D But to explain myself simply...
[I'M A HAPPY FUCKING PERSON!]And don't even attempt to bring me down because sadness can only last so long before someone will come along and make me smile bigger and brighter than you ever thought I could. :DSo get to know me 'cuz you just might like me.

My Interests

ANDREW!

♥ December 18, 2007 ♥"And instantly I feel so complete. It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek. And you give me this feeling. It's like no other feeling. But it knocks me off my feet. Please don't ask me what I like about you.'Cause it's every little thing you do. And that's just the way you make me feel."My Flinchy! He’s the most amazing guy I’ve ever met and the most perfect boyfriend a girl could have. He makes me do nothing but smile and laugh all the time that I’m with him. He dances random dances, waddles like a penguin, and pretends to fight like a girl. And every time he does those things I can’t help but hug him because it’s so adorable. He lets me color his hair pink with a Sharpie. He always saves me from getting hit by cars and running into people. He pushes me on the swings, takes me on ferris wheels, gets me soaked in the rain, prevents me from falling off his skateboard, lets me hug him tight when I’m scared of Chucky, goes to see Marilyn Manson with me, and he always beats me up. ;) Not to mention we have yawning wars and always throw fries at each other. Every time I see him I get nervous and get butterflies in my stomach. He makes everyday that much better. He gives me something to look forward to. When I see him, nothing else matters. Being in his arms makes me forget about everything else in the world. He’s the best thing that has ever happened to me. I could never find another guy like him even if I tried. He’s like no one else I’ve ever met, and he makes me happier than anyone else ever has. Originally, he was just a hot boy in the hallway at school that I enjoyed looking at and never thought I had a chance with…but now he’s so much more. He’s my best friend…and my boyfriend…and I love him more than I ever thought I could. He makes my life complete and thoughts of him never leave my mind. I cannot put into words what I feel for him but everytime I look at him, I know this love is for real. I love him more than anything and he means the world to me…

I'd like to meet:

NuttyBubbleology LIFE GOALS -Jump over a pigeon. -Hug a penguin. -Find true love. -Get married. -Adopt a kid. -Start college. -Finish college. -Start a company. -Design my house. -Go to a Marilyn Manson concert. -Meet Marilyn Manson. -Learn to stop procrastinating. -Skydive. -Go on a cruise. -Go snowboarding. -Rock climb. -Buy a gecko and name him Eck. -Buy a skink and name it Skank. -Go to White Castle with Ramon. -Get a tattoo by Kat Von D. GOOD QUOTES"Everything in life changes you in some way, even the smallest things. If you do not accept these changes, you do not accept yourself. For through these changes bring new and greater things to you, making you wiser as time progresses. To avoid these changes is a loss. You only live your life once. Do not waste a minute of it avoiding things. Let them come to you, and learn from them. There is always tomorrow."“Judge me and I’ll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do and I’ll tell you off. Say I’m not worth it and see where I end up. Call me a bitch and I’ll show you one. Fuck me over and I’ll do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy but you have no fucking idea.”“The worst part of being lied to is knowing you aren’t worth the truth.”"Every story has an end...but every end...is a new beginning.""Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breathe. And love as long as you live."“Love: We think about it, dream about it, and lose sleep worrying about it. When we don’t have it we search for it and when we discover it we don’t know what to do with it. We fear losing it. It is our source of pleasure and pain but we can’t predict which it will be from one moment to the next. It’s a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define...and impossible to live without.”“Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.”"Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome." -Booker T. Washington."Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain."“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”"It takes years to build up friendship and trust, but only a minute to destroy it.""Don't assume that women walk into abortion clinics with smiles on their faces.""The best way out is always through." -Robert Frost.“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”"Life isn't about finding yourself. It's about creating yourself."“The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain.""Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look past the imperfections.""Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.""No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that.""Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity.""The touch of your hand gives me strength to get through the day, and your smile reminds me that it's okay if I'm not perfect - you like me just the way I am."

Music:

-The 69 Eyes.-The Academy Is...-Aerosmith.-AFI.-Alice In Chains.-Alicia Keys.-Alien Ant Farm.-All-4-One.-The All-American Rejects.-Anti-Flag.-Arch Enemy.-Ashlee Simpson.-Avant.-Avenues & Silhouettes.-Avril Lavigne.-Beastie Boys.-The Beatles.-Better Luck Next Time.-Big City Rock.-Bloc Party.-BOBBY VALENTINO.-Body Break!-Boys II Men.-The Bravery.-Brian McKnight.-Carlos Santana.-The Casualties.-Cheap Sex.-Chris Brown.-Cliche IDs.-Click Five.-Common.-Counting Crows.-Cradle of Filth.-The Cure.-Dark Funeral.-Davy Jones.-Days Away.-Dead Kennedys.-Deathstars.-Death By Stereo.-Death Cab For Cutie.-Death From Above...-DHT.-Disturbed.-The Dreaming.-Eminem.-Fall Out Boy.-FATE.-Five Iron Frenzy.-Flesh Intoxication-The Format.-Frankie J.-From First to Last.-Funeral For A Friend.-The F-Ups.-GOOD CHARLOTTE.-Gorillaz.-Gratitude.-Graveyard BBQ.-Green Day.-Guns N' Roses.-Gwen Stefani.-Her Daily Obsession.-Hilary Duff.-I Killed the Prom Queen.-Interpol.-IN THEORY.-JC.-Jessica Simpson.-Job For A Cowboy.-Josh Hoge.-Kanye West.-KC & Jojo.-Kelly Clarkson.-Kill Hannah.-The Killers.-KISS.-Korn.-Lars Frederickson and the Bastards.-Left Alone.-Lenny Kravitz.-Liam Lynch.-Lifehouse.-Linkin Park.-Madness.-Marcos Hernandez.-Mariah Carey.-MARILYN MANSON.-Mario.-Mario Vasquez.-Maroon 5.-Marques Houston.-Mary Magdalan.-MEST.-Metallica.-Metal Skool.-Michelle Branch.-Mindless Self Indulgence.-Misery Signals.-The Misfits.-Mnemic.-Mortal Treason.-Motograter.-Murder City Devils.-MXPX.-My Chemical Romance.-NATASHA BEDINGFIELD.-NB Ridaz.-Nelly.-Never Heard of It.-New Found Glory.-Ne-Yo.-Nickelback.-Nirvana.-Oasis.-The Offspring.-Old Fashioned Beatdown.-Orange.-Papa Roach.-Passion.-The Peacocks.-Pink.-Pink Floyd.-The Pink Spiders.-P.O.D.-Psyopus.-Qlimax.-The Ramones.-Rancid.-Red Hot Chili Peppers.-Reel Big Fish.-Reggie and The Full Effect.-Rihanna.-Rob Thomas.-Rock N' Roll Soldiers.-Senses Fail.-SHE WANTS REVENGE.-Shining Through.-Simple Plan.-Sky Eats Airplane.-Slipknot.-Society 1.-Starlit.-Static X.-Stutterfly.-SUBLIME.-System of a Down.-Tattooed Millionaires.-The Termites.-Through the Eyes of the Dead.-Time Again.-Toxic Narcotic.-Transplants.-The Used.-Violent Femmes.-Weezer.-Winds of Plague.-Yellowcard.-Young Love.-Etc.I'm a Little Penguin (tune of I'm a Little Teapot)I'm a little penguin Black and white. Stout and fluffy What a sight! I can't fly but I love to swim. So I'll waddle to the water and dive right in!

Movies:

-HAPPY FEET. -Finding Nemo.
-Coach Carter.
-The Lion King.
-A Walk to Remember.
-Love and Basketball.
-Madagascar.
-Charlie and The Chocolate Factory.
-Ice Age.
-Ice Age 2.-Just Friends.
-Fun With Dick and Jane.
-The Ringer.-Good Charlotte: Live at the Brixton Academy.-Marilyn Manson: Guns, God, and Government Tour.-The Whole Nine Yards.-The Whole Ten Yards.-Accepted.-Saw.-Saw 2.-Etc.

Television:

-DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES.-South Park.-Parental Control.-Next.-Room Raiders.-Elimidate.-Why Can't I Be You?-Design shows [HGTV].-Lifetime.-The news.-Etc.

Books:

-The Satanic Bible.-Marilyn Manson: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell.-One Eye Laughing, The Other Weeping.-Animal Farm.-Of Mice and Men.-Great Lies To Tell Kids.-Fahrenheit 451.

Heroes:

"You gotta take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had. Learn to forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change, things go wrong…just remember that life goes on."HEROES -My Mom. -Gary. -Brandon. -Shalene. -Jessica. -Adrian. -Andrew. -Ramon. -Maria. -Edwin. -Mynor. -Samantha. -Michael. -Frank. -Jose. -Larissa. -Kenneth. -Kevin. -Joey. -Nheil. -Amelia. -Drunk. -My other friends. -Musicians.MY MOM. She has been my mom and my dad since as far as I can remember. She is my best friend even though she might not even know it. I love her with everything I have and she is the one person I cannot live without. She taught me everything I know and made me everything I am. She means the world to me.GARY. He’s given me so much shit about everything I like and he didn’t even realize that the only thing he did by talking shit was making me like all of those things that much more. And now he finally realizes that his opinions can’t change me.BRANDON. The funny one! He is the brother that always makes me laugh and smile. I'll definitely say I learned to be a goofball from him. He used to take me to Africa and make extra PB&J sandwiches since he knew I was gonna steal them. There’s never a dull moment around him and he’s really supportive of everything I choose to do. :)SHALENE. My connection! She is the sister who has always been there for me to be a good role model of what I can do in life. She showed me that you can have fun while becoming successful and she cares about my future.JESSICA. Jessica has taught me determination and perseverance, especially now that she is in law school. She is the sister I shared a room with and always watched get ready to go out to a club or something. And always thought "I can't wait until I can go out like her..."ADRIAN. Well...we used to fight a lot and he used to beat me up. But now he is also one of my closest friends even though I don't show it. He is the brother I can talk to about anything, and the one who understands it all. He's the one I go out with at 3am to Norms because we don't want to be home.RAMON. I have known him since the 6th grade and never saw us becoming best friends. We are total opposites at first glance...but when we're together...who knows what the fuck is going to happen. We laugh at the same shit and think the same thoughts. He is the one I call whenever I need to talk to someone. He never judges me and loves me for my insaneness. I can't live without him.MARIA ESTHER. She's my cookie dough! This girl is my absolute best friend and my other half. We have been friends since the first year of high school...and with each week...our friendship grows stronger. I can't imagine going through high school without her as a best friend. She helps me through the hard times and laughs with me through the good. We cry together when we are heartbroken and tease each other when we are happy. We finish each other's sentences and don't need words to speak. I fucking love her.EDWIN. So where do I begin with Edwin? He makes me feel fat all the time!!! But it’s okay because I know he’s only joking. Plus I can beat him up so no worries. He’s been there for me every time I’ve needed someone and I appreciate him so much. I thought he was some pretty boy into like rap until I took his phone in Biology in 9th grade and saw his ACDC background. He’s continued to surprise me throughout the years and I’m glad to call him my friend.MYNOR. Mynker! We met in freshmen year and have been super close friends ever since. We are always joking around and he's always sharing his Monster with me. No matter what we're doing, we always have a good time. And he's the first person I hug whenever we go back on track. He's absolutely amazing.SAMANTHA. We've definitely had our shit...but now we are best friends. I can turn to her with everything and she always helps me out. She is always there for me. We can relate in so many ways and she makes me smile every morning. I do not know what I would do without her. She's been nothing but true to me and I cannot thank her enough for that.MICHAEL. Inky! So one day Michael added me on MySpace…and we started talking. We had a lot in common and got along great…but we would never talk in person, until one day. And after that one day, we became great friends. He’s a good listener and really funny. He tries to steal my art projects but only hurts himself by doing so [he slammed his head…hehehe]. It’s a pleasure to see him everyday.FRANK. Shitt. I've known Frank for over a year now because he liked my tattoo. Now we're really good friends and I tell him everything about my life. And I do all these crazy things for him. We paint random shit on my walls and walk home in the pouring rain. He distracts me during art so I get nothing done, but it makes every day that much better. :DJOSE. This guy is one of the most random people I have ever met. Who else thinks about big bird in a bondage suit? Haha. There's never a dull moment when I talk to him and we can talk about the craziest shit for hours. I hope we can become even better friends. However, he'll never be downer than me [haha].KENNETH. Kenneth “chose” me in 9th grade to be his partner because he thought I was cool. He pointed across the room at me and said “I want her!” It was funny, and from that point on, we were friends. Now we have trigonometry together and he is was gets me through the hour long period. We goof around and don’t learn shit, but we make memories. He’s the peanut butter to my jelly. :DSTANK. We met in the beginning of 9th grade. We were the best of friends. We hung out all the time. He helped me through so much shit. He was always there to make me happy. We were Burger King Buddies. We went through some shit but once again we are close and I couldn't be happier. He is someone I never want to lose.NHEIL. I met Nheil in my freshmen year as well...in 3rd period French. He gave me a dragon charm that I still have. :) We started talking and lot and got to know each other really well. He is there for me throughout everything and helps me get through every day. He's one of the reasons why I breathe.AMELIA. Omg, where do I begin? I have known this girl since I was four years old. And twelve years later she is still one of my absolutely greatest friends. She has always been there for me. I cannot express how much she means to me. I know she will always be in my life. We used to dress up like our American Girl's dolls and build forts in her living room. Then we would stay up watching Cinderella and eating cheese crunchies. Hehe, I love her so much.DRUNK. He was one of the first people I met when I first moved to Los Angeles. He used to make me really embarrassed in the 7th and 8th grades...and after we graduated...I thought I would never see him again. He ended up going to HHS and now he is one of my closest friends. We share crazy stories and make silly bets.

My Blog

Cum should be used to power cars.

There is an endless supply. People have nothing better to do with it than make babies. And I guarantee you that it would improve relationships. Couples would be having so much sex and foreplay shit th...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 11:44:00 PST

Blow Pops Promote Blow Jobs.

So parents don't want their children to have sex, sex of any kind. But so many have oral sex without thinking that it's sex. Yes you may still have virginity from intercourse, but it's still sex. But ...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 12:57:00 PST

My Theory About Chocolate and Aluminum Foil.

ALUMINUM FOIL IS A BETTER SOLUTION THAN CHOCOLATE FOR A BROKEN HEART!See...so when a girl gets her heart broken, well, she tends to consume large quantities of chocolate. [And she will kick your motha...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 09:09:00 PST

Relationship Tips.

First of all, this is not another chain bulletin. It was written by me [Gabriella Toledo]. It comes out of personal experiences. Okay, due to various conversations between girlfriends, I have decided ...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 12:17:00 PST

Not all guys are the same. Shut the fuck up.

    It's so annoying to keep reading all this shit where girls talk crap about guys. Girls hurt guys and break their hearts just as often as guys do it to girls. Girls are always talkin...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:19:00 PST

What do you do when...?

I loved Larissa's "What do you do when..." So here it is...What do you do when you miss someone oh so very much, but you are afraid of letting them know? What do you do when you are confused and can't...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:08:00 PST

The Difference Between a Father and a Dad.

I read a quote a few weeks ago when I was writing a letter to my father. It said: "Any man can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad." -Author Unknown. It is so true. Any guy can impregna...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 01:21:00 PST

"The One"

----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: My Bubble Will Kick Your Bubble's Ass! Date: Apr 16, 2006 4:20 PM So I just finished cleaning my room and I'm really bored. For some reason,...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 03:06:00 PST

MY FUCKING STORY.

once upon a time there was a boy named ramon. he was very innocent as a child. well as time progressed, he met a girl named gabriella. they never once spoke until they hit junior high and became "matu...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:27:00 PST

Gabriella's Amazingly Random Thoughts.

*Gabriellas Random Thoughts.*   I do not know why all of these came to mind, but they did.   Deal with it.   ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------...
Posted by Bittersweet Mystery [♥A] on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 11:20:00 PST