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Letters to a Young Poet - Letter One
Paris
February 17, 1903
Dear Sir,
Your letter arrived just a few days ago. I want to thank you for the great confidence you have placed in me. That is all I can do. I cannot discuss your verses; for any attempt at criticism would be foreign to me. Nothing touches a work of art so little as words of criticism : they always result in more or less fortunate misunderstandings. Things aren't all so tangible and sayable as people would usually have us believe; most experiences are unsayable, they happen in a space that no word has ever entered, and more unsayable than all other things are works of art, those mysterious existences, whose life endures beside our own small, transitory life.
With this note as a preface, may I just tell you that your verses have no style of their own, although they do have silent and hidden beginnings of something personal. I feel this most clearly in the last poem, "My Soul." There, something of your own is trying to become word and melody. And in the lovely poem "To Leopardi" a kind of kinship with that great, solitary figure does perhaps appear. Nevertheless, the poems are not yet anything in themselves, not yet anything independent, even the last one and the one to Leopardi. Your kind letter, which accompanied them, managed to make clear to me various faults that I felt in reading your verses, though I am not able to name them specifically.
You ask whether your verses are an y good. You ask me. You have asked others before this. You send them to magazines. You compare them with other poems, and you are upset when certain editors reject your work. Now (since you have said you want my advice) I beg you to stop doing that sort of thing. You are looking outside, and that is what you should most avoid right now. No one can advise or help you - no one. There is only one thing you should do. Go into yourself. Find out the reason that commands you to write; see whether it has spread its roots into the very depths of your heart; confess to yourself whether you would have to die if you were forbidden to write. This most of all: ask yourself in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity; your while life, even into its humblest and most indifferent hour, must become a sign and witness to this impulse. Then come close to Nature. Then, as if no one had ever tried before, try to say what you see and feel and love and lose. Don't write love poems; avoid those forms that are too facile and ordinary: they are the hardest to work with, and it takes great, fully ripened power to create something individual where good, even glorious, traditions exist in abundance. So rescue yourself from these general themes and write about what your everyday life offers you; describe your sorrows and desires, the thoughts that pass through your mind and your belief in some kind of beauty - describe all these with heartfelt, silent, humble sincerity and, when you express yourself, use the Things around you, the images from your dreams, and the objects that you remember. If your everyday life seems poor, don't blame it; blame yourself; admit to yourself that you are not enough of a poet to call forth its riches; because for the creator there is not poverty and no poor, indifferent place. And even if you found yourself in some prison, whose walls let in none of the world's sounds - wouldn't you still have your childhood, that jewel beyond all price, that treasure house of memories? Turn your attentions to it. Try to raise up the sunken feelings of this enormous past; your personality will grow stronger, your solitude will expand and become a place where you can live in the twilight, where the noise of other people passes by, far in the distance. - And if out of this turning-within, out of this immersion in your own world, poems come, then you will not think of asking anyone whether they are good or not. Nor will you try to interest magazines in these works: for you will see them as your dear natural possession, a piece of your life, a voice from it. A work of art is good if it has arisen out of necessity. That is the only way one can judge it. So, dear Sir, I can't give you any advice but this: to go into yourself and see how deep the place is from which your life flows; at its source you will find the answer to the question whether you must create. Accept that answer, just as it is given to you, without trying to interpret it. Perhaps you will discover that you are called to be an artist. Then take the destiny upon yourself, and bear it, its burden and its greatness, without ever asking what reward might come from outside. For the creator must be a world for himself and must find everything in himself and in Nature, to whom his whole life is devoted.
But after this descent into yourself and into your solitude, perhaps you will have to renounce becoming a poet (if, as I have said, one feels one could live without writing, then one shouldn't write at all). Nevertheless, even then, this self-searching that I as of you will not have been for nothing. Your life will still find its own paths from there, and that they may be good, rich, and wide is what I wish for you, more than I can say.
What else can I tell you? It seems to me that everything has its proper emphasis; and finally I want to add just one more bit of advice: to keep growing, silently and earnestly, through your while development; you couldn't disturb it any more violently than by looking outside and waiting for outside answers to question that only your innermost feeling, in your quietest hour, can perhaps answer.
It was a pleasure for me to find in your letter the name of Professor Horacek; I have great reverence for that kind, learned man, and a gratitude that has lasted through the years. Will you please tell him how I feel; it is very good of him to still think of me, and I appreciate it.
The poems that you entrusted me with I am sending back to you. And I thank you once more for your questions and sincere trust, of which, by answering as honestly as I can, I have tried to make myself a little worthier than I, as a stranger, really am.
Yours very truly,
Rainer Maria Rilke
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Never Enough Darts, by James Tate
A bear walked right into town last week.
It was a big one, too, a male. It pushed open
the door of the pizza place and ate all the
pizza off the customers’ plates. People just
sat there with their mouths open, impressed.
Then he just walked on down the street and went
in the hamburger joint and did the same thing.
The cook managed to call the police. The police
came right away, but they had used up all of
their knock out darts at last Friday night’s
high school football game. So they just followed
the bear at a polite distance. When the bear
was full it found its way out of town. The
people I talked to seemed delighted to be getting
back to nature. As long as they had enough to
eat they weren’t going to complain.
Your Personality Is Like Acid
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
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Sugar, by Gertrude Stein
A violent luck and a whole sample and even then quiet.
Water is squeezing, water is almost squeezing on lard. Water, water is a mountain and it is selected and it is so practical that there is no use in money. A mind under is exact and so it is necessary to have a mouth and eye glasses.
A question of sudden rises and more time than awfulness is so easy and shady. There is precisely that noise.
A peck a small piece not privately overseen, not at all not a slice, not at all crestfallen and open, not at all mounting and chaining and evenly surpassing, all the bidding comes to tea.
A separation is not tightly in worsted and sauce, it is so kept well and sectionally.
Put it in the stew, put it to shame. A little slight shadow and a solid fine furnace.
The teasing is tender and trying and thoughtful.
The line which sets sprinkling to be a remedy is beside the best cold.
A puzzle, a monster puzzle, a heavy choking, a neglected Tuesday.
Wet crossing and a likeness, any likeness, a likeness has blisters, it has that and teeth, it has the staggering blindly and a little green, any little green is ordinary.
One, two and one, two, nine, second and five and that.
A blaze, a search in between, a cow, only any wet place, only this tune.
Cut a gas jet uglier and then pierce pierce in between the next and negligence. Choose the rate to pay and pet pet very much. A collection of all around, a signal poison, a lack of languor and more hurts at ease.
A white bird, a colored mine, a mixed orange, a dog.
Cuddling comes in continuing a change.
A piece of separate outstanding rushing is so blind with open delicacy.
A canoe is orderly. A period is solemn. A cow is accepted.
A nice old chain is widening, it is absent, it is laid by.
Read the entire text of 'Tender Buttons':
http://www.gutenberg.org/files/15396/15396-8.txt

My Interests

stuff, things, donkeys, Mike Gravel, sounds, fire, glue, poetry, digital audio production, guitar, hiking, camping, the sounds of nature, changing my interests, reading books backwards, altered states of consciousness, oddballs and outcasts, boredom, unique lifestyles, confusion, loitering, looking through the walls, why?, what now?, trespassing, looking through myself, squirrel-watching, animals, community gardens, what came first - the question or the answer?, cavorting about the country, sweeping floors, moving furniture, pressing buttons, self-love, self-abuse, multi-tasking, multi-quitting, opposites, equalities, lucid dreaming, internet media, utopia, completely changing my life and starting fresh, returning to old habits, the unconscious and subconscious, re-arrangement of things and people around me, being, leaving others be, growing, changing, learning, hanging out, hanging on, good ole nice country bumpkins and revolutionaries, climbing trees, digging underground fortresses, feeding the little furry ones, not worrying, enraged diatribes against injustice, enjoying life, reminding myself not to worry, reminding myself not to worry about how much I worry, reminding myself to always enjoy life, and mostly escape, escape, escape, bye bye!

Name this presidential "candidate."

I'd like to meet:

People, animals, cells,
atoms, universal consciousnesses, and:
Vivek - Homeless Prophet | Brilliant thinker!

Music:

modest mouse, bright eyes, built to spill, interpol, placebo, third eye blind, nick drake, idaho, trail of dead, red house painters / sun kil moon / mark kozelek, stone temple pilots, the strokes, the doors, sparta, mars volta, deftones, jeff buckley, radiohead, amusement parks on fire, sunny day real estate, portishead, kings of convenience, the shins, arcade fire, joy division, beck, ben harper, team sleep, andy mckee, sonic youth / thurston moore, appleseed cast, donovan, explosions in the sky, cathy rivers, at the drive-in, black rebel motorcycle club, damien rice, bob dylan, beatles, bob marley, broadcast, cat power, cocorosie, white stripes, decemberists, elliott smith, flaming lips, the cure, led zeppelin, miles davis, pretty girls make graves, queens of the stone age, band of horses, tv on the radio, our lady peace, sea and cake, sigur ros, yeah yeah yeah's, simon and garfunkel, gorillaz, blind melon, nine inch nails, pedro the lion, pete yorn, iron and wine, smashing pumpkins, pink floyd, son house tool, jimi hendrix, josh gagne, velvet underground, travis, godspeed you black emperor, the verve, tori amos, the walkmen, minus the bear, 16 Horsepower, cocteau twins, ghostwood, the monkees, the rapture, robert johnson

Movies:

dogville, what the bleep do we know?, into the wild, four eyed monsters, sling blade, there will be blood, fight club, city of lost children, crank, vanilla sky, midnight cowboy, easy rider, juno, palindromes, storytelling, happiness, altered states, zoolander, taxi driver, elephant man, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, julien donkey boy, punch-drunk love, ken park, before night falls, eraserhead, a clockwork orange, sling blade, planet of the apes, breaking the waves, dancer in the dark, in the company of men, the godfather, garden state, ghost dog, children of men, steal this movie,

Television:

The Shield, Heroes, Man vs. Wild, anything other than the news

Books:

Authors:
Hermann Hesse, Jack Kerouac, Richard Bach, Daniel Quinn, and Fyodor Dostoevsky
Books:
The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Prophet by Khalil Gibran, The Count of Monte CristoLes Miserables by Victor Hugo, Slaughterhouse Five by Vonnegut, The Stranger by Albert Camus, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Bell Jar, This Side of Paradise by Fitzgerald, American Psycho by Brett Easton Ellis, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey, Junkie by William Burroughs, Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett, Jude the Obscure by Thomas Hardy, Lust for Life by Irving Stone, A Walk Across America by Peter Jenkins, Of Human Bondage by W. Somerset Maugham, Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger, All Quiet on the Western Front by Francis Maria Remarque, Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill
Philosophers:
Timothy Leary, Henri Bergson, my cats
Poets: Rainer Maria Rilke, Arthur Rimbaud, d.a. levy, Pablo Neruda, T.S. Eliot, Francis Ponge, Matt Nelson, James Tate, Lisa McCool, Allen Ginsberg, Carl Sandburg, Jack Kerouac, William Blake, Sylvia Plath,
Gertrude Stein

Heroes:

My mom, my cats, Jack Kerouac, John Lennon, Abbie Hoffman, Jim Morrison, Buddha, Alex Jones, [open space for future heroes], and everyone who listens to:

The greatest source of open information exchange in the mass media (by far):

My Blog

Alleviation! Businessman Joe Spaceman! This Is Title! Words Repetition Life! Ebay! NR!

To become who you are, do you not have to first become what you never thought you would be? At least try it on for size? I am not a businessman, nor do I define myself by words and things I do, but I ...
Posted by Joe on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:11:00 PST

"Minot, ND" | 17 Straight Hours of Searching for Truth in Spontaneous Fiction

I must admit the truth. Recently I developed an electromagnetic vortex  transportation system which has enabled me to convert my biomass into a particular audio  frequency, thus allowing my ...
Posted by Joe on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:17:00 PST

I scold MTV like a naughty puppy and begin a new career!

Go yonder you wonderful soaring blog-reading angel-winged creature... This is the preface to the preface / lifeupdatethingyforpeoplewhoareinterested giant textblock that precedes the first official '...
Posted by Joe on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 02:59:00 PST

The Neverending Letter to a Friend

As you may or may not know, not that it's necessarily important, but apparently I feel like it is because I'm posting it on myspace, that crazy medium of voyeurism, communication, ego-stroking... I di...
Posted by Joe on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:39:00 PST

Dharma, my little girl, goodbye.

Goodbye Dharma, I love you. Our time together was short but I will never forget you.You've been gone over a week, you are nowhere to be found. I can only naively hope you, the consumate adventurer, ar...
Posted by Joe on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:55:00 PST

Adding to the stack.

The Bones Breathe Underneathskeletal sound tells itself secrets of vibration.the flesh won't feel it and bones cry for pastrhythms, low but still echoing in the open doorcore of each night's revisitat...
Posted by Joe on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 10:22:00 PST

Three years ago: mountainclimbing on robotussin

I wrote this high on cough syrup three years ago on a mountain in Oregon, scaling the edge, watching a plane fly under me, being inspired and happy and feeling pure. It might not make a lot of sense, ...
Posted by Joe on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 01:38:00 PST

Just Ask the Earth

I likethe rhythms of lifeto go... slow so we can hear the treesteach usTake a hikethe leaves always smileand say hello so quit running so fast!we were never born to be a blur I waitin ...
Posted by Joe on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 07:42:00 PST

The Forgotten Ladybug

The Forgotten Ladybugby Joe Edwardsonso... children, fire, a dammed riverconcept of ethnic cleansing, their bloodbathes the web that tangles usyou watch porneo games, multiplayerwe know what we know w...
Posted by Joe on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:19:00 PST

25 ways to indoctrinate (or to indoctrinate others!)

How Thinking Goes Wrong Twenty-five Fallacies That Lead Us to Believe Weird Things by Michael Shermer from his 1997 book "Why People Believe Weird Things" Index: Atheism and Awareness (Clues)Home to ...
Posted by Joe on Fri, 11 May 2007 08:35:00 PST