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About Me

I'm fun and outdoorsy, a perfectionist and a pleaser. I love to learn new things and I'm open to everything.Find me on MySpace and be my friend!Right now all I have time for is my family and my guitar. I haven't done much writting, but I have been inspired to do so lately. My thoughts circle in my head and make me tired... But I don't let anyone know. Mostly I don't count on people actually reading this, so I don't mind saying so....My family is my life and the only people who truly love me, but then that can fall apart at any time too. Nothing is stable, nothing is really safe. It makes you wonder why we're all working so hard to get nowhere, and yet everywhere all at once. It's overwhelming sometimes when I'm not sure what to feel or how to act, or what to say, what to do, how to do it.... it matters so much, and yet gets you nowhere, it means nothing in the end, nothing when you're gone. How am I going to be remembered? Am I going to be remembered? Is it worth breaking my back every day and feeling like I'm still drowning? For them.... yes... they are my life, they are the only people who really love me... and so my thoughts circle again.... again getting nowhere....Myspace Backgrounds
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My Blog

Okay, One More... Drivers in Utah

I wanted to give a little gift to the drivers of Utah before I signed off for a bit. In the winter time it snows. It's wet and then it freezes, becomes a sheet of ice. You go to sto...
Posted by XXX on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:34:00 PST

One Last Blog Before I Go... Do you love me???

Every time I close my eyes images of you fill my mind They take me back to that time in life, when I was free and felt untied When you and I would lock ourselves up, in your darkened room and mak...
Posted by XXX on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:59:00 PST

Bye...

So I'm signing off for a bit. I'm not sure how long. Luv U Lots and I hope to be back soon!
Posted by XXX on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:20:00 PST

Christmas Time Sucks

Seriously.... oh I know I'll get the bah-humbug thing... but in my situation, I feel I can bitch. I now have 4 kids to shop for... 2 of them are teenagers. Teenagers are NOT CHEAP! ...
Posted by XXX on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:11:00 PST

Sad....

Not one of my family members called me on my birthday. It was on the 10th. Still no one has called. It really makes you realize how self obsorbed people are. I'm not the best ...
Posted by XXX on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 04:01:00 PST

Control

Sometimes I wonder how much control we have over our lives. I mean, I work hard to get somewhere, to get some kind of status and ownership of my life, but who's to say it won't be all taken away...
Posted by XXX on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:50:00 PST

Camping

I am going camping in the middle of winter for 4 days! Am I nuts???? Most of you will think so. But I LOVE IT!!!!!!! There is no one around... no one is as crazy as I am. ...
Posted by XXX on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:57:00 PST

Sex... How Often Do You Do It?

When you are in a relationship, whether your having sex before marriage or not, how often do you have sex with your partner? Does it affect how you feel towards them? I mean, if you don't have s...
Posted by XXX on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:18:00 PST

When the right people wrong you....

What do you do? Do you stay angry, do you stay hurt, do you forgive, do you heal? What if the wound is too deep. Will you ever be whole? Will you ever not feel the pain? ...
Posted by XXX on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:49:00 PST

Lust, Love and Happiness

Lust, Love and Happiness How is it that some people can jeopardize true love for a split second of fulfulling their desire for lust? Is it worth it to all you who rationalize the actions yo...
Posted by XXX on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:07:00 PST