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There's no escaping my being The Inevitable Truth, and with that being said I continue with...
I am Christina. My current goal in life is to be carefree and know what I want. I need to know my passion and how to use it for the benefit of mankind, which I believe I have finally found. I need to know what life feels like and to do what I want without barriers . There are no barriers, just imaginary ones in the form of excuses. My imaginary wall used to be... well nevermind what it used to be. That’s over, I just recently had one of the biggest realizations ever. I am meant for bigger things than a simple life . The life I am leading now has so many turns. Potentially, it could be a thousand percent better than it is. What do I do? I stick to a routine, and keep track of my past. The past is what’s keeping me here, and it is time to feel what is genuinely there. Actual love being one of them, but that is one of the least important things to me right now. I cannot fulfill someone without self fulfillment . When I finally do find someone, it won’t be in the most stupid way possible like most people. In a lot of ways Izzy (one of my best friends) is right when she says that relationships turn people into assholes. I’ve witnessed so many people change and become different human beings with new interests, goals, and auras. I will never change myself, and I most certainly won’t do it for love. That is not truly love, that is becoming a dumbass, my friends… and it is something no one wants. Find someone who can enhance instead of distort you. And if you think that the only way you can be happy is by being with someone, then face it: you’re just too weak to be happy on your own.
My goal is to reach self fulfillment. That generic feeling where if I died, I would be okay with it because I am perfectly content with what is "now."
"Now" is about me, and I have some plans to go through with. These plans being my life as I know it .
I would love to find my inspiration and be able to inspire others. Inspiration can come in so many forms to me; with friends, in music, and in silence. I basically want to be amazing at music and travel everywhere, which I’m working on. All I’ve been doing lately is working on the future but it will all turn out for the best. Everything I do is now worthwhile--I honestly cannot remember the last time I have been bored. I am comfortable enough with myself to say what comes to my mind without thinking. I am no longer so hesitant when it comes to talking with people, and it is great. I find myself constantly wanting to improve in everything, and I can realistically see myself doing so. I have a new outlook and I have no time for negative people who are always in a terrible mood. Things like that just bring others down. People need to learn to be themselves and not try and impress others. You won’t impress the right person by acting as though you are not yourself.
I ♥ my Bagel Hoes
Come what may
I will love you, until my dying day
[And till the end of time]
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