Fuck all that we stand for... |
I'm sick of all of this. I'm sick of the constant financial struggle. I'm sick of having a shitty car. I'm sick of being turned down for loans. I'm sick of my job being miles away and paying me so lit... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 04:10:00 PST |
Moving forward ----> |
Another huge gap since my last one of these. Perhaps out of my pure distain for this site. Anyway, things are changing again. The apartment is ancient history. All the depts from before are paid off. ... Posted by JNavillus on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST |
All that is and all that will never be |
Wow, been a while since I've done this. All I ever used this thing for was to update people on what I've been up to and whats going on in my world. I come to you today with a different approach. ... Posted by JNavillus on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:40:00 PST |
Starting Again |
It's been a while since I've spoken. Maybe because I haven't had much to say, or maybe it's because of my ever-growing loathe for this website. My life has changed dramatically since my last blog. So ... Posted by JNavillus on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 12:47:00 PST |
New Song "My Chemical" |
Silent and stuck
Refusing to quit
Consuming the chemicals
That make us submit
We dance with death
Without fear of the truth
Not learning but laughing
While we tighten the noose
We hit th... Posted by JNavillus on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 03:17:00 PST |
Blasphemy |
Well, its official. Things are crazy. Not in a bad way, its not bad at all. A couple weeks ago, I thought we were all embarking on a new chapter of our lives. It turns out, we still closing the curren... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Mindset |
What do I do? Does anyone know? No, no one does. I miss the old times, when life consisted of sleeping till noon, working part-time at pizza hut, then going out and getting stoned with my friends. Whe... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Dreams of Dismemberment |
It's a song we sing
It's a life we know
It knows who we are
It knows where we go
It's on the tip of our tounges
It's in the back of our minds
We all fall in
One or more at a time
So what is love
... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
I will keep you warm in hell |
Well, I give up. I'm officially ready to leave this place. Take me now. Slow and agonizing or quick and painless, makes no difference to me. What am I even doing here? Sometimes I don't even know. I a... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Maybe... you're gonna be the one that saves me |
Wow, blogging is the last thing i should do at 4 am when i have to be up at 730, but hey, sleep is just shards of death. Well, I think I really am going crazy. Not outwardly crazy like most people wou... Posted by JNavillus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |