Fuck This World

I look in the mirror and ask myself who am i?.....what am i doing here?....and the question i wanted to know since i was born: why did god give me a second chance to live?...if i had the chance for me to go and fly away and never return to this cruel painful world , i would because i dont know why god gave me a second chance to live...i guess its just destiny...in order to live you have to be faithful and believe in the impossible.....just like when someones soul flys away to god and then god sends it back because god realizes that this soul is worth living a life....just like what happened to me.Do you see that the world that weve once been in has lost it self? .....everything in earth is for a reason, everything....so why am i here?.......sometimes i just want to disappear because the pain i can no longer handle the pain hurts deeply and cuts me invisibly, wounds that cannot be seen by the eye, but by the human feeling......so you cannot see my scarz but you can feel them deep inside my soul..............help me help me live............help me love...love me for who i am......help me.....man, the world can be so fucked up like you can fall in love with someone and they just break your heart i feel like shit, i feel like a fool falling in love with you with all the pain that you are causing me, with all the lies, with all the tears falling down my face. how could you? how can you do this to me? my world just stopped, i should have never allowed my heart to fall in love with a stupid idiot like u.......i should have kept my heart to myself but i guess we, humans, cant choose who we fell in love with. you have the better side of me, you have the power to control my feelings. but not anymore what i felt for you was incredible, but now that feeling is gone and its replaced by hatred and revenge and regret...i regret kissing you, i regret hugging you, i reget feeling what ever i felt for u if only you would have knew what i felt for you if only you cared you would have opened your eyes and saw that i was clearly in love with u..... you would have known i would have never hurt you with out u: am like a bird with no wings a book with no words a life with no soul am meaningless am broken am nothing i wish i was WORTH keeping i wish i was good enough for u to love me i wish i can be someone else i wish my life would end if i cant have you in a place called earth maybe, just maybe, youll be mine in a place called heaven hot layouts | socomments.com