[Bette]©

I'm an Indie limey, Yeah But I Like It Grimey...
Hola! I'm laura but you may know me better as Postie or Bette or even post office if your name is chris!
The basics are that Im nearly 19, I live in Croydon, I've nearly finished my third year of drama at college and will be leaving for good this summer to take a gap year or 2, I have 3 brothers and I'm the youngest and only girl of the family, I'm short, I'm on the tubby side and I dye my hair alot but im originally a ginger!
I think my mind is one big whirl pool type thing, It takes in knowledge and has its own thoughts but everything gets mixed up and certain logical bits of my mind get sucked away until they are really really needed...by that time i've already said something stupid so its pointless for the knowledge to pop out!! My mind prefers to have a more random and creative side to it, so don't be surprised if i randomly come out with things like "I want to be a ham" because you won't understand why i have said it and to be honest neither will i!
I miss how some things used to be, I want the friends that I've been losing lately to come back because I miss there company, there faces and those random weekends together!
But this doesn't mean i want to loose the people I have developed my new and better friendships with. There is enough room for everyone!
I try to make myself be this strong, confident independent person who has absolutely no inhibitions and alot of the time i get away with it. But there are those times when the barriers go back up again and i get nervous and shy and so self conscience that i wish i wasn't in anyones view anymore. But i try not to let my insecurities get the better of me.
I hate people who are two faced, bitch about me and my friends and try and push there views on to others when everyone has their own minds to use! Most of all i hate feeling like i've been left out.
I'm scared of balloons and pigeons =|
I love monkeys and Llamas ♥
peoples ignorance makes me laugh.
texts, phone calls, dancing like a maniac and laughing so much it hurts are the best things ever.
A smile can brighten up anyones day
Bum love is all we need