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Klodiya -UGP Photography

algorithm nervous systems

About Me

Photography inspired and music addict
Reporter and photographer by www.gothic.com.ua and printed magazine "GOTHICA"
    -Is everybody in?
    The ceremony is about to begin..

Always, when I try to tell about myself I have the feeling that this general conclusion will actually be only misrepresented view on me from the side. There exists nothing that can be repeating - everything depends only on the feelings and emotions - pain or happiness, despair, or hope. Which of them prevail, exactly this will define my habits, repeated and maybe predictable actions. But sometimes trying to suppose, collide with absolutely other reactions of me. Just person with stripped skin, who adapts to feel, but not to think, wishs but not accept, that it is not possible and believes even when there is no hope seems left anymore.Try to avoid the society and at the same time live inside of it. Try to create new world, perfect, ideal, and is controlled of our wishes, but stay living in reality, where everything is the other way. Try to love, but all people seeme to be just a strangers..try to go on, but sometime feel that have already given up..Pisimistic? maybe..but sooner dramatic and too deep inside of obsessions.Does the death make angels of us all? the question is open and still like this till the end of the light inside.Live in subconsciousness and drive on own speed to personal tranquility and concilition.

    P.S.
    -Would you die for me? - I would die for everyone.
My internet appearances:
Reportages, photos and artikels for gothic.com.ua
Private Photo Gallery by Deviant Art
Concerts Photos by Ukrainian Photo Gallery
Sometimes I write the public diary in gothic Journal

My Interests

photography literature the sky ballet dancing cats dark music and art philosophy strange people psychology languages collecting plush bears german history 20th centure beauty, fetish, sex Paris the sea

I'd like to meet:

It will be not too bad, first of all myself..

Once I had a little game
I liked to crawl back in my brain
I think you know the game I mean
I mean the game called 'go insane'
Now you should try this little game
Just close your eyes forget your name
Forget the world, forget the people
And we'll erect a different steeple.
This little game is fun to do.
Just close your eyes, i'm going too.
And I'm right here, no way to loose.
Release control, we're breaking through

Music:

    music tastes are under constraction..

Movies:

Lost Highway Irreversible Elisa Lola rennt Schlechte Erziehung by Pedro Almodóvar Requiem for a Dream The Beach Gia Der Krieger + Die Kaiserin by Tom Tykver Das Experiment The Hole Malena Red Shoe Diaries Anna Karenina The Doors The Others Life Is Beautiful A Beautiful Mind Cast Away La Reine Margot American Beauty He Loves Me...He Loves Me Not The Dreamers Eyes wide shut Trainspotting Clockwork Orange Vanilla Sky The Pianist K - PAX Disco Pigs Fille sur le pont / Girl On the Bridge The Shawshank Redemption The Cider House Rules Interview with a vampire Sibirsky Tsiryulnik Amores Perros Dark Water Shadow of the Vampire Lolita Lost in Translation Fahrenheit 9/11 Diarios de motociclete Edward Scissorhands Zabriskie Point Wings of Desire La Pianiste One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest Liliya 4ever Reflecting Skin Dogvill Dolls Pi

Television:

NO TV anymore..It kills individuality..
Mylen Farmer "Fuck them All"
Irina Bylik "Viter" Andrej Danilko "Bez Tebya" Irina Bilyk and Skrabin "Movschaty"

Books:

Chuck Palahniuk
"Fight Club"
Anthony Burgess
"Clockwork Orange"
Franz Kafka
"The Metamorphosis"
Fyodor Dostoevsky
"Crime and Punishment"
Patrick Süskind
"Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
H.Murakami
"Norwegien Wood"
"Dance, Dance, Dance"
"Hear the Wind Sing"
"Pinball, 1973"
"Sputnik Sweetheart"
"Kafka on the Shore"
Herbert Wells
"The Island of Doctor Moreau"
Anne Rice

Heroes:

I would better say - soulmates, mental friends and ideological inspirers - Jim Morrison, Brian Molko, Billie Joe Armstrong, Dero, Asia Argento, Isabel Adjani.

My Blog

Solar Fake - 18.10.2008  Köln - Underground

Ein Anfang und kein Ende    An einem Samstagabend spielte im Kölner Underground die Solar Fake aus Ihren Album Broken Grid. Solar Fake ist ein neues Elektro-Projekt von Sven Friedrich, de...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 10:48:00 PST

Oomph! Monster Weekend - September 2008

Oberhausen - Eisenlager - 11.09.2008 Leipzig - Dark Flower -12.09.2008 Berlin - K17 - 13.09.2008 Thank you very much to everyone, who was these 3 wonderful september days together with us by Monste...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 04:57:00 PST

Radiohead - Berlin, 8.07.2008, Wuhlheide

Just very unexpectedly my friends invite me to come with them to Berlin to Radiohead concert. I am surly agreed. So, very soon will be "Hello, Berlin" the second time in so short time.  ...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:13:00 PST

Lacrimosa in Kiev, 18.06.2008

18.06.2008 - 20:00 - CCA NAUKievUkraineCCA NAU(Centre Culture and Arts of National Aviation University) Cosmonaut Komarova avenue, Kyiv, 03058, Ukrainetel.: +380 44 408-33-00http://ckm.nau.edu.ua/ It ...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 11:28:00 PST

Ministry - ecstasy of soul's madness

     Well, what can I say, seems that person can not be renewed and reborn not to reduce to ashes before. Should we ask ourselves "how  pure hysteria looks like...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 05:07:00 PST

Zita Rock, Berlin 31.05.2008 - photo-shooting

   The second time was presented Ukrainian Gothic Portal on the Zita Rock Festival this year in Berlin. The team representatives - me, Alik "blyg" and Vita...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 02:19:00 PST

Tiamat - WGT - Leipzig, 10.05.2008 - photos

My favorite band in Kohlrabizirkus by WGT 2008. http://gothic.org.ua/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=1513 Some love lives forever. ...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 10:12:00 PST

back home

What is homeland and where is my home? Is it who I am, where I come from and where I am going? Or is it maybe the concrete Utopian which makes the human race in league with a superimposed nature in a ...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:53:00 PST

Photos - Jesus on Extasy on WGT - 10.05.2008

There is some photos from JOE gig on Wave Gotik Treffen 2008. All photos are here http://gothic.org.ua/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=1507 and JOE myspace.  ...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:03:00 PST

Zeemaaa in Cologne 5 July!!!!!!! A-A-A- I dont believe!

No Blackfield festival! Here even no choice. I go to Zemfira! The only one concert in Germany. She is someone whom I really love and want to see.. Beautiful voice, brilliant personality..Doe...
Posted by Klodiya -UGP Photography on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:08:00 PST