chrissy.defect {earthquake}

About Me

hi, im chrissy...and i am DEAD.
not much to say. im a douche . i do douchy things...and i work. i have 15 peircings and 3 tattoos. i smoke cigarettes. i drink beer. i love my job and dont plan on leaving it any time soon. i have 2 cats and soon to be a turantula. YAY i love going out and hanging out, but i am not a partier. i would rather go to the lake, or chill at webbs. i dont like the party scene, its not for me. but hey to each his own.if you would like to get to know me better then ask
she had an earthquake on her mind.
i almost heard her cry out as i left her far behind.
and knew the world was crashing down around her
i sink now to the ocean floor.
i know that we are more.
but i've made this mess.
i built this fire, are you still mine.
'cause baby im not alright wen you go.
im not fine
please be all mine
i never want you to go
'cause i am all yours
so please be all MINE

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My Interests

i love all my friends.
boyfriend
FAMILY
music
SPIDERS

I'd like to meet:

i have met some of the most amazing ppl in my life. more so in the past year and i hope that in 20 years from now, those ppl are still by my side. cuz those ppl mean everything to me.i wouldn't trade them for the world. and you kno who you are. ♥

Music:

all kinds :-)

Movies:

edward scissorhands & nightmare before christmas any thing by tim burton

Books:

wet,
deep inside,
be still my vampire heart,
heartbeats,
wicked,
wicked 2,
the black tattoo

Heroes:

they kno who they are.

My Blog

all started over a register. and me calling it retarted.

so apparently, when you say that a register is retarted you have no respect for mentally challenged humans. didn't i go through this once before?i think so. but this lady told me that because i said t...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 10:02:00 PST

this goes to all the ppl i may have hurt

sometimes i wonder....if anything will ever come back together. if anythng will be the same. i want things to go back to wat they were before. imiss my friends i want my friends back. it's tearing me ...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:41:00 PST

the world is changing around me

i dont understand wat i am doing that is so wrong. it seems these days all i ever hear is ppl blabbing all their non-sense. for some reason, and i dont kno y, all my friends decided they wanted nothin...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 06:11:00 PST

this is so much better

so this is a drastic transition from my last blog. i think i am the happiest i have ever been. im getting more hours at work. able to afford things now. i am in a relationship with a guy that is fucki...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Tue, 15 May 2007 07:12:00 PST

i never really kno anymore

i dont think im supposed to be happy wen it comes to annyting anymore. i dont understand anything anymore, and i just dont kno anything. i dont kno how to respond to certain things, and i dont kno y c...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 05:23:00 PST

im not gonna sit back and watch this happen to every girl like me.

most of the girls i see nowa days, are so skinny. so petite. so fucking pretty. im jealous of all of them. because i am no where near as good looking as them. im not skinny. i dont have decent looks a...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

finally

finally doing wat my headline of my profile says....letting go.letting go of everything. doing this myself. and letting things go the way they want. not stopping anything or trying anything. letting l...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST

i am slowly destroying myself.

i am sick of this feeling. no matter wat i do it wont go away. maybe for that moment it will look like im fine and it wont bother me, but wen i go home i still feel the same if not worse. and its the ...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:27:00 PST

just explaing myself.

so i have been acting like a bitch the last couple days and i lashed out on a couple ppl. because of my insecurities. and i am sorry for whoever had to deal with that i honestly didn't mean it and plu...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 05:38:00 PST

for the record

so i have been thinking alot about it and well i've finally reached a point where it almost makes sense. i don't want a relationship everyone knows that. BUT i do wanna get out there. not necessarily ...
Posted by chrissy.defect {earthquake} on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 04:53:00 PST