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Defeated

We are just a movment away

About Me

I make noise in this band
While I wait
Today's the day for approach
Today's the day that I give for the first time
Inside there's nothing else for me
Inside there's nothing else
Where else could I go to find myself?
I'm heading out where I belong
I'll take a step...
I'll make a step...
I'll take a step for truth
I'll make a step for my life
Inside there's nothing
We'll break our necks so we won't look back
I am free
If killing yourself is the way to change
Let's go to war
And in all of this
All I wanted was peace
Just silence now
What is this I see?
I'll call this bet with my own life
Was this even for me?
Just past the edge
A simple move to make
(But complication's spreading fast)
My hands begin to shake
And in all of this
All I wanted was peace
I close my eyes and feel the water just beneath my feet
Step out onto the water
Stop staring at the waves
i remeber nothing
the lights dim out
god hold me
im so lost here in
this echoed hallway
the windows stained black with lust
i wish upon a empty sky
and scream good night
hello-my name is matthew j garcia
and i don't care if i ever wake up again
Falling from the top floor your lungs fill like parachutes windows go rushing by. people inside,dressed for the funeral in black and white.These ties strangle our necks, hanging in the closet, found in the cubicle;

My Interests

sit back
watch life slip by
secondes turn to hours
and the clock stands still
if god had a hert he would keep me
this isnt about sinking ships
or a tatered sail
im im love with a siren
crashed upon the rocks
i would die for her

I'd like to meet:

The Windows Stainded Black With Lust
What made you so scared
Maybe Your Mistaken
For someone Who Cares

Music:

-RIGHT NOW ITS-

Gwen Stacy!!!

Haste the Day

Circa Survive

Thrice

Comeback Kid

Heroes:

as comeback kid put it "all my heros are dead" Ten seconds left until midnight nine chances to drown ourselves in black hair dye eight faces turned away from the shock seven windows and six of them were locked five stories falling forever and ever three cheers to the mirror now there are two of us can we have one last dance?

My Blog

A question on my lips a gun at my side

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Posted by Defeated on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:30:00 PST

john doe( no name yet)

Like a shot of a gunI leave a lasting impression on your headEmpty my thoughtsLike a rhetoric stateWords becoming more then nothingWhich makes me worthlessThe distain in her voiceKills the mood in eve...
Posted by Defeated on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:40:00 PST

written ???? pt 2

Dear Lover My Verona pt.2 of 2Her lips poison to a common giver My hands to broken to hold my eyesI have no roses left to offer myselfI let myself sink Were jumping shipWere taking overGive me relevan...
Posted by Defeated on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:59:00 PST

written oct. 10

in summary pt. 2 Sure enough The ship has sunk The blueprints were Flawed it Took me 46 days to Realize I was drowning by then it was to late arms tired from treading I allow myself to sink an...
Posted by Defeated on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST