I’m in love!!! |
Hi everyone! It's been awhile since I've written anything but nothin but bullshit has happened until recently! I got a new boyfriend... He is amazing! The only downfall to our relationship is that he ...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:13:00 PST |
Pain |
You ask me why I like to bleed
I can't explain this awful need
This pain for me is like another's ecstacy
A cut to my skin is like a sigh of relief
These scars that I bear, they tell of my life
...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Words |
When I was a kid I always heard
That you could never be hurt by a word
Why was I so naive?
Mom, why did you let me believe?
His words hurt more than a blow to the head
His words hurt so bad I w...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
My Son |
My son, you know you have my heart
My son, you know being away is tearing me apart
My son, you know I live for you
My son, you know there is nothing in this world that I wouldnt do for you
My so...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Personal Hell |
Tears fall faster than a pouring rain
My heart fills with excruciating pain
I am bound by these chains in my own personal hell
I tried to climb out but I only fell
He stands at the top looking d...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Final Cut |
Knife to my skin, I take a deep breath
Time to end it all, there's nothing left
I press the knife down a little at a time
I know once this is over everything will be fine
I watch my wrist as it ...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
My Baby Girl |
I love your beautiful blonde hair, so soft and fine
You big blue eyes although they're not mine
Your rosey cheeks, your cheerful smile
You happy babble that can go on for a mile
You are my baby ...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
My Demons |
I sit here all alone in this empty place
Longing to see a familiar face
My thoughts echo loudly in my head
As I think of the lonely pathetic life that I've led
I feel as if I am drowning in this...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Love |
Are you truly blind, can you really not see
That no one in the world means this much to me
You make my heart swell when ever you are near
When you go away, my heart is filled with fear
Looking i...
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Withdraw of announcement |
Ok, I dont think this whole lesbian thing is gonna work.... Bi is better cause you get the best of both worlds. LOL
Posted by ♥Beautiful Suicide♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
