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One day at a time :)

Who give's a s**t anymore, now I'm saying WTF

About Me

I love Football & Hockey (thank god it's back), going to concerts, listening to music, playing video games & hanging out with friends & family plus meeting new people. Well, I went to Best Buy today (08/29/06) & picked up Hatebreed's new album "Supremacy" & damn did it hit me...I'm not alone. You open up the book & Jamey tells you a little story about the last 2 1/2yrs of his life....alot like mine except I'm not in a band. Living life in depression, going on with little or no desire to do so, basically a walking corpse. I can honestly say that if it wasn't for music, family & friends, I probably wouldn't be here today. Music is so powerful & it helps me cope with the s**t in this world. I started out the same way Jamey did, angry at the world, mad as hell & I turned to alcohol. I love a beer here & there but I didn't rely on it. I have since overcome that but the pain is still there. Thanks mainly to a "little girl" I called my wife. She severely took me for granted & tore out my heart 2yrs ago. I gave her the world, I was so faithful & honest with her it is unreal that she actually left. I'm not perfect & I never will be but damn did I try. She "felt trapped & needed to live her life". Well, someone answer this for me please..how can someone feel trapped when they were allowed to go out any given time & stay out as late as they wanted & were never questioned where they were, who they were with & why they rolled in @ F***ING 3am? Obviously I wasn't good enough for her. Granted, I would give the shirt off my back but don't take advantage of me, my family or my friends. Don't f**k with me, my family or friends & if you do, you have a severe enemy in me towards you. I have become a man that I resent, I hate myself for the man I have become, I hate my life the way it is now. I am bitter, I'm no longer happy & it tears me apart that I hurt the people I love. People say to me "come on, your 33yrs old, have a great job, a strong family & your health" what else can you ask for? If they only you the path I have traveled. My parents are divorcing after 33yrs of marriage due to loneliness & "THE BOTTLE", my Grandmother passed away on April 30, 2006...my Uncle & cousin were killed by a "DUMB F**K" drunk driver, my(X)wife left me for the party life & said "F**K responsibility, I want to party", I'm in a financial hole thanks to her....GREAT LIFE HUH????? Then again, there are people out there less fortunate then me. I thank god everyday for the people I have in my life, you know who you are & I love you with all my heart. I know as of late I have not been the same person you all have come to know & I'm truly sorry for that. I'm battling demons in my head & the negativity of this f***ed up society we live in. I know deep down I can become that same, caring person I once was...please don't give up on me. I just have to stare at it in the face & go at it head strong...take on the never-ending adversity that life throws at us each day & see past all the shit & see the good through the bad. It's not about how many times you fall, it's about how many times you pick yourself up & push forward. Anyway, thanks for reading this rant of mine, I'm just in a foul, pissed off mood & felt the need to jot this down. Please don't be intimidated by this, for those that know me personally they know I'm a laid back, funny, easy to get along with guy. If you want to chat, send me an email or something...till then, take care & be safe. Talk to you soon.
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My Interests

Football, Hockey, Music, Movies, Classic Cars, Motorcycles, Concerts, people....anything really ..

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who wants to shoot the shit & get to know me

Music:

METALLICA (Mandatory in some states..HAHA), SEVENDUST, Slipknot, Hatebreed, JUDAS "F***ING" PRIEST, Chimaira, Fear factory, ZEPPELIN, Rolling Stones, Disturbed, "THE HOTTEST BAND IN THE WORLD....KISS".... Lacuna Coil, Korn, Element Eighty, Drowning Pool, Soulfly, Pantera (R.I.P. DIMEBAGG) Sepultura, FULL BLOWN CHAOS, Jimi Hendrix, Phil Collins/Genesis, ECHOES OF ETERNITY....(CHECK THEM OUT) ......anything really, I have a wide variety....again, I'm very easy to get along with.

Movies:

Star Wars Trilogy (but not obsessed) Bad Boys 1&2, Scarface, Heat, Goodfellas, The Godfather Trilogy, Top Gun, Gladiator, anything Steven Segal & Bruce Lee, X-Men Trilogy, Fantastic 4, Spiderman, Batman, Resident Evil 1&2, Underworld 1 & 2, Rocky Trilogy (even though 5 sucked & 6 he will need a walker or cane) The Punisher (2004...not the cheesy Dolph Lundgren version...gotta love the 80's) Point of No Return, The Long Kiss Goodnight, Spawn, Van Helsing, Blade Trilogy, The Terminator Trilogy, Robocop, Lethal Weapon Triology, Die Hard Trilogy, Platoon, Full Metal Jacket, Hamburger Hill, Unforgiven, PORN!!!....(HAHA), Heartbreak Ridge, New Jack City, The Matrix, The Fast & The Furious 1&2, Training Day, Remember the Titans, Any Given Sunday, Wildcats, The Kings of Comedy....whatever else....:)

Television:

MIAMI INK, ALIAS, Sporting events....especially a Football or Hockey game, ESPN, Music Channels, Grey's Anatomy, Trading Spaces....my feminine side (HAHA), The Discovery Channel....American Choppers..... friggin awesome, Overhaulin, Pimp My Ride, anything really but I have had enough of reality tv. It just got out of hand after awhile with all that reality stuff.

Heroes:

My cousin, Cpl. Timothy Mark Gibson who was taken from us on January 26th. He was a Marine on the chopper that went down in Iraq. He was 23 years old over there fighting for our freedom in this senseless war....come home soon armed forces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also all of the men and women who are in the military. I keep them and their families in my prayers.

My Blog

30 & older will appreciate this, also some 26-29 yr olds..HAHA

If your 30 or older, you will appreciate this......... When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears  withtheir tedious diatribes about how hard things werewhen they  were growing up; wh...
Posted by Greg on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST

F***ING HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!

As a mother passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strangebuzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed herdaughter giving herself a real workout with a vibrator.Sho...
Posted by Greg on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 10:31:00 PST

THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK....F***ING HILARIOUS

  Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl in...
Posted by Greg on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:37:00 PST

To the people who have F***ED me over..especially 1, in general for those who really know me

Face to Face: By Sevendust   You can't stop fucking with my headStop fucking with my headDon't tell me now with a smile on your faceThat you're lostDown and outWhen there was nothing left in meYo...
Posted by Greg on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:28:00 PST

Just how I feel anymore

Disgrace: By Sevendust I remember almost everytime i felt loveDescend down and break away untill it was goneMy every thought stuck inside the hell thatreminds me that i've just given upWeighing down m...
Posted by Greg on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:16:00 PST

I need your help, this means alot to me, thanks.

Ok, I had an Uncle & a cousin that were killed in an automobile accident due to a dumb fuck 24yr old drunk driver back in Oct 1998. My Uncle was killed instantly, my cousin was on life support for...
Posted by Greg on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 08:35:00 PST

"Jersey".....Damn Rite!!!!!!....HAHA

You Know You're From New Jersey When... You've been seriously injured at Action Park.You know that the only people who call it "Joisey" are from New York (usually The Bronx) or Texas.You don't thi...
Posted by Greg on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 07:00:00 PST

09/05/2005..A SAD DAY FOR ME

  Today is a day that I did not want to see for atleast another year...Jerry Rice officially announced his retirement today at 1:30pm Eastern time. Now he was & still is the "Greatest Receive...
Posted by Greg on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 01:14:00 PST

getting along

Can't we just all get along..........group hug.......HAHA
Posted by Greg on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WTF..............

Sometimes you just have to say "what the f**k" 
Posted by Greg on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST