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bullshit aint about nothing

I am in love!!!!!!!!

About Me

For the lil bitches who think that I am talking about the one u lay down with its not I am a growen women and I dont got time for kid games I am going to be 25 and not no small minded ass nigga came keep me busy I live on my own snice I was 15 and haved work snice I was 14, I am only friends with your man. He is laid up with u at nite don't trip I had my time My years the only thing that we have togthere is a past The only thing that I look foward to is the hello how are you and how is the family I have years invested I have done more for that person and stood by his side threw thick and thin dont trip shortie I have a place in his heart that is no were near what you assumed (u know what they say assumeing makes a ass out of yourself) For the SDA part this was before you and before u could even get wet between your ears baby girl be happy and dont trip I am just a friend and a women who has growen from mistakes. Shaughn tell ur girl the deal and I like that u thought or I like that in you that I would even openly put you on blast That message is for the one that broke my heart we were long time ago The man who has been noisey on my myspace WNJ that message was intended for u (As I sit here and think about all the things I could have told you and the things that make me who I really am it never made you any difference I am so mad at myself that I have wasted my time my engery and most of all my heart I will never forgive u and I hope that Your girl makes you happy and that as of today I don't want you to call me anymore and I only hope that god forgives you for the things you did to me and how many others. If I continue to talk to you I will never be happy and I will not get any further in life. So I just wanna be free Of You and the past!!!!) Hi, I am a 24 year old female living in kenosha,WI I wish I was some were else but this will do for the moment. Well I made it out of lame Kenosha I am now in Janesville, WI living my life out of the haters spotlight and no longer getting the short end of the stick.... Before moving I have been in this town my whole life I have alot of family and friends that keep me here. But I am gone now and I miss all of you but I am happy. There is so much I could tell u about me I don't know were to start... Well 1st off I am a hard working induvisal I love my job and that is what gives me the motavation to get up and work every day. I have always been focused on being indepedent, really it was'nt a choice I have learned how to get threw and deal with any let alone every day struggles. I have always been a caring and sometimes to generous of a person, I know that in my life I have been in a few un healthy relationships and I know that it was part my fault and I sometimes blame myself but I have only really been in love twice my first SDA and my last WNJ and I think about what could of been with both these men and then I remember the bad more then the good and I get this feeling that I thought I was over and I wish that I never loved anyman before sometimes I get lonley and want one of them just to hold me and then ITS REALITY there holding someone else and not me were did I go wrong, I guess I am to little to late u know who you are and I know are past. thats were it will stay because everytime I go two steps back I fall on my ass ...... I come off as laid back but don't think I will stand back and let somebody walk all over me I will never and havent been any mans or anybodys DOOR MATT I refuse to be pushed around and I refuse to let somebody bring me down. 2nd I have had alot of friends come and go but my sisters are the closest to me I find security in knowing they would never turn there back on me, they have always been in my corner and even when my parents were absent in my life They gave me a roof and food in mouth. I have been on my own snice I was 15 doing any odd jobs to make my ends meet. I have never been the type of person to let somebody take care of me but if I did it would of been my oldests sisters. 3rd I have one best friend that I will love no matter what. Even though we don't see eye to eye and we let little things come between us we will always remain there for each other and always be in each others corner. and 4th of all alot of females do not like us Bridget, but its only because even though they got mad when they guys want to talk to us but can u blame them. and now looking back on any of the situations we always come out on top. Bridget I love you. and u always gonna be my main bitch. 5th Hey Tnezzy thank god for losers like Xavier Bogan, and Simeon Willams or I would of never met the one person I could relate to, or the only person who can act just as dumb,silly,retarded as me, or just to be a bitch when they want to and to be a bitch just because, sometime when I think god makes no one person alike I say no because u is a fool just like me. Like I always tell u and u tell me I love u like a sista. Sometimes in life people make choices because they need to be happy, maybe you don't understand that with me but I hold no grudge against you, I am glad I met you I miss are friendship but you know you played your girl and for what it was petty I could be salty but It would'nt be worth my time so I will holla at you one day..... 6th I love my mother so much but sometimes she can drive me insane. I think that we are alot different then each other but remain so close, I know u have a big heart and that is were we all get it from. I love you mom from the bottom of my heart and I would'nt ask for any other mom in the world. 7th Hey dad I know I am alot like you, I know that we don't see each other much But I hold u in my heart 1st thanks for always taking care of me, I would'nt ever let any one take your place, thanks for always being hard on your kids, you taught us not to take no shit from anybody let alone a man thanks daddy I love u. Were do I start on the rest of my life Any body who knows me, knows I have been threw so much but It only makes me stronger. I just recently got out of a relationship that was a huge learning experiance I really loved you, I thought that it would'nt hurt when I LEFT YOU. but each day I wake up and your not in my life I miss you even more... But I am to strong to break down, you offically got through to me and it hurts to think of what could of been. I take all you put me threw as a lesson well learned. Please feel free to still be friends with me I love you enough to remain friends and I will do the best thing I know to do is push foward with my life. last of all if you are somebody who is snooping threw my my space because u know my name and my friends and you don't like us well evadentally you want to be like us because you are reading all this and I am sure if u have'nt already, you read my girls page too! well we say sometimes in life people are just better then you are, Its not my fault or there fault we make them happy, maybe its are personality, maybe its are lifestyle or maybe we fuck better, but don't hate on us for being better then you. Just deal with it and move foward well anyways thats my advice.
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My Interests

Work,movies,people,music (Did I say work cause thats all I do).

I'd like to meet:

Old friends from high school or work, and new interesting people. And if you are somebody interesting with a real personality, and know your grounds and your mother taught you respect holla at me.So What I really want to say is that we are all growen and yet certain people act like they 7 and 8 year old kids, its so crazy that some people aint got anything better to do with there life they have to be all in somebody else life Well publically speaking I hope u enjoy are life Its not are fault we are happy so to whom this concerens its that time to give up on that dream some people are just better then some and they do it so much better then others,when u are ready we will be cool one day till then learn something new read a book get a job put it down. luv always!!!!!!!!!!!!1..

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Music:

R&B, rap,and hip hop......

Movies:

Just like heaven,and all the sappy dumb girl movies... Set it off, First time felon, Belly oh yeah some real funny ass shit Freddy got Fingers, Kat Willams, anything funny really

Television:

Deal or no deal, MTV, BET, and the lifetime movie channel...

Books:

what's a book???? (Dont have time to read) really!!!! The bible its like nothing you ever heard

Heroes:

my mother,my sisters for always standing by me threw good and bad and ugly times and situations if you dont know already I love u and aperciate all you have done and thank you for being more then my family thanks for being my friend when my friends turn they back on me.. and last but not least my only bestfriend Bridget Sansone for being what a best friend is spose to be for being more then a friend you are just like one of my sisters. But most of all the man above, he is the real deal, the real hero in my life he shead the light on me. I thank him for that every day god is good......................... I love ya'll xoxoxoxo

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For the haters

wow so I got a call today from a old friend and a man from my past and he thought that a subject I wrote in my profile was about him it blows my mind only because the impact that a person that I cared...
Posted by bullshit aint about nothing on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 05:38:00 PST

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It is so wierd the things people say and do behind your back I feel like if people have so much to say about me they should just say it to my face rather then letting others come to me I feel like I g...
Posted by bullshit aint about nothing on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:13:00 PST