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Blacc Butterfly

The game is an illusion but yet I continue to play.

About Me


How I made my profile:
I used MyWackoSpace.com 's amazing MySpace Editor .I really don't know what to say, or where to start off, so I'll just type what comes to mind as I go along. I'm not a hard person to get along with. I guess you can say I'm a very intelligent person, but at times I take my intelligence for granted, so I'm not as dumb as I act. I'm terrible at explaining things at times and I get confused at times also. So just becuz I don't understand something the first time you say it doesn't mean I don't know what you're talking about. It just might take a little bit more explaining and talking about it to get me to understand completely. I don't like people to look down on me, or try to label me. I love to dance and sing and I love to have fun. So if it's a party and it's jumping, then more than likely I'm gonna be there. I don't try to come off as the type of person to act "HARD", if that's what you want to call it, cause that's not me at all. But I can say that if you go talk shit to me, expect to hear me talk shit back to you. However, it's a time and place for everything. Deep down I'm SOMEWHAT of a weak person, but I don't let my emotions overpower me. I hate to be lied to and lied on, but I realize the shit gonna happen anyways. Those are the top 2 things that will gets on my fuccing nerves and more than likely on my shit list.I used to be the type to care what people would say about me, but now I'm to the point where I don't give a fucc. I mean I do, but then again it's no point in really letting it bother you because people gonna talk about you regardless. So if something is said about me that's not true, then I'm not go allow it to bother me. I'm just go let it be known that whatever was said is not true and go on with my business. Either way it go, people in this world gonna believe what they want and it ain't shit I can do about it. As long as I know who and what I am, that's all that matters to me. BUT THERE'S A COUPLE THINGS THAT I'M NOT CLASSIFIED AS AND THAT IS A HOE, TWO-FACED, A HATER. I don't go around fuccing. I'm not the type to talk about people behind their bacc. Cause anything that I have to say about you, I will be gladly to say it to your face. I'm not a hater because I don't have shit to hate on anybody about. becuz who am I to judge without looking back at myself and all my faults. So either way it go, they live and die just like me. The game is an illusion but yet I continue to play. Thats has to be my favorite quote for the year of 2006. I lived it for a moment. Now its time to quit playing and get things into motion. I'm as real as they come. No prentendo..yadadamean. I believe that there is a gift in everyone but not everyone is brave enough to reach out and grabit..Take heed of life lessons. I got too much to lose and everythang to gain!!! Feel my passion MySpace Layouts
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My Interests

I love being an actress,dancer,and my passion is to write songs, poems, stories just whateva. I love to design clothes too. This year I would like to complete the design logo for my clothes. Urban wear for tha gangsta diva..

I'd like to meet:

DONT TRY....IM COLD AS ICE.... When we enter a relationship, we don..t often think or see beyond the physical being. We are attracted to the body, face or personality. We may like what the person does or how they do it and want to be a part of that. We may even experience a pull from within that we can..t actually explain. But how often do we stop to consider the true depth of the person we are attracted to? There is a being before us who has a past, present and future. There is flesh and bones, hurts and scars, feelings, thoughts and ideals. When we enter the world of another being we must be willing to be a part of it all. When someone entrusts their heart to you they are giving you a piece of their soul.You cannot treat a soul casually. You must protect, nurture and handle it with care. Our interactions with one another go far beyond the face, body and hair. One other thing we must consider when we enter someone..s heart, there is a heart and soul inside of us which they will play apart. If we want to be loved and loving, we must reveal ourselves. We must be real. As obvious as that may be, many of us go through life avoiding such disclosure. In fact, most of us practice concealment by playing roles which eventually alienate us from ourselves and others as well. We claim to have certain feelings which we actually do not have, we profess to be loving when we are full of hostility; we appear calm when, in reality anxiety is nearly overwhelming us, and we say we believe in things, when, in truth, we do not. Even with those people about whom we care most, we share little of our true feelings, beliefs or needs. Perhaps because we wont so to be loved, we fear the truth that may come with openness and consequently, we present ourselves as the sort of person WE believe would be accepted and loved; we attempt to hide things WE think could damage that image. Another reason we try to conceal ourselves is the fear of change. For most people, change is frightening and we want to think of ourselves as “constant”. We’ve molded our image and seem to believe we are all that we will ever be when, in reality, our needs, desires, goals, values, behavior and feelings change with experience and age."I respect the heart and soul of my friends and lovers. " passed on knowledge Taken From The Book Acts Of Faith

Music:

Every song I play or write will define every moment in my life...which stirs up good memories. Life is real tell it. Music is my passion. Everything moves to a beat. Hyphy..R/B..all is all

Movies:

My favorite movie has David Bowie in tights...ha Gang of Roses...etc..
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Television:

Futurama, Family Guy..South Park...Simpsons, King of the Hill, 106 and Park.The Wire...I know the first few were cartoons but I like all the pretty colors...:)THIZZZ OR DIE.... Lyrics

Books:

Remember Goosebumps???"Are you there God, Its me Margaret?" How square is that??It is easy to be independent when you've got money. But to be independent when you haven't got a thing, that's the Lord's test.My hands, my feet, I throw my whole body to say all that is within me.Money just draws flies.Mahalia JacksonMySpace Layouts

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My Blog

I’m over it now

I've been very patient Trying to make you understand I wanted nothing in life but you as my man I thought three years Couldn't be replaced but You slept with that chicc right under my face Even after...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:12:00 PST

Tears Come Down

Tears come from heartache and painTears come from my joy after rainAs they come down I'll wipe them awayFrom the fear of someone seeing me act this wayI might be overjoyed I might be distraughtHow peo...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:27:00 PST

Being Real

If we want to be loved and loving, we must reveal ourselves. We must be real. As obvious as that may be, many of us go through life avoiding such disclosure. In fact, most of us practice concealment b...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:29:00 PST

Just anotha thought

Time is of the essence lets make every moment precious before you start steppin Our time is coming close..so close to the end.. You think I'll turn my bacc but yet I remain a true friend You cant even...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:54:00 PST

Knowledge in words..recieve power

I dont believe in fairy tales but thats what it was to me. Something I could never obtain...just floatin inside me...makin me change and feel insane. I want to feel whole agian. Love is such an addict...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:58:00 PST

Saving Myself

Cant even save me from myself..I wouldnt turn to nobody else but my baby..Cuz deep down within me..I'm my own enemy..I cant control all the thoughts flowing through my head. I try to release all this ...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST

Random Heart Thoughts

Take my hand and hold me close Time for your perception overdose Me for You You for Me They say spoken words should come naturally but I look in the mirror to see whos staring bacc but my souls lost ...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:50:00 PST

2 Let it go

2 letting go 2 let it go doesnt mean to stop caring, it means I cant do it for someone else. 2 let it go is not to cut myself off, its the realization that I dont control another. 2&nb...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:54:00 PST

Acceptance

Acceptance is one of the biggest key in ANY relationship I accept my friends  they know 2 depend on this crazy rydadiechic Some not from my h**d. some dont bang  1 0 7.. Some dont come fro...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 07:21:00 PST

BLESSED BEYOND MY DREAMS...

Beautiful Spirit, As we continue to share thoughts and learn from one another...remember the saying "EACH ONE TEACH ONE" and pass the positive energy on in writing or better yet in action;-) I don't k...
Posted by Blacc Butterfly on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 03:20:00 PST