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About Me

im not a druggy lol. this is the first time ive ever done shrooms and idk, theres 2 kids here right now. 1 is saying "this isnt funny anymore." He's mad these 2 kids smoked cause now theyre high. BUT shrooms is not high, its so different. so much is happening dude. you have no clue. lol. im on myspace. lol i laughy like im highy, BUT its different. i cant explain it, so much is shaking, everything doesnt make anything. WOWWWW i know what im saying is soooooooooo fucked up. it doesnt even make sense to me right now. just go with it man. let it be. thast the thing of life man, let it be. this is a journal. i need music. this isnt about me, but ive learned a couple things. one day im gonnna read this. i dont even know how i signed it in as myspace.com but ill find it somehow. 1. relaxation is the key to life. 2. we will never know what life is, is there more or is there less, there are so many questions, BUT it doesnt matter. no one will ever know these answers. all that matters is that we are in it right now. thats all that matters, not why or when or is there more, we ARE. thast its man. EVERYTHING IS. this is not my life, this is every1s life. its interconnected. even though none of it well ever understand, it just IS and thats all i can say. wwho am i? it doesnt matter. it doesnt matter who YOU are either. YOU and I are just ideas that our mind has made. what we do doesnt define us. there is something more than that. i play guitar, you write novels, it doesnt matter, there are no words to describe it. if ther were, it wouldnt be real. what is real? it doesnt matter. it just IS. that the word that makes the most sense, but i know that doesnt even justify everything. look at what i have typed. it doesnt MATTER. all these words are just words. all these fealings are just fealings. theres more, theres less. everything is.

My Interests

this one is about the search. is there a search in life. is that why we are alive, because we are looking for something? if so, what is it that we are looking for. when i laugh everything makes sense. just think about that. man thats a shorter one. DONT MAKE FRIENDS WITH ME I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO TRACE ME

I'd like to meet:

this one is about the past. our memoires is what we keep coming back to man. we can love them, were suposed to. thats the purpose of life. is ther ea purpose? i dont know, i dont think it matters. but tell me this. whats the point of doing it all if youre not happy? love is the key to happiness. love everything and it will love you back and it feels love. the word love is so much the meaning, it is so much the reason.

Music:

TIME this one is about time. right now it feels like its moving reaaaly really slowly. BUT in actuallity (which is what we are all in) time is just a word man. theres so much that CAN be done, and so much that doesnt need to be. im gonna write an autibiography type page next

Movies:

MOVIES is where ill write about what is happening around me. ive done some very RASH thing stoday (i dont have a rash, i mean ive just done stuff without thinking). FIRST. there was a stuffed animal and i threw this stuffed animal at a table and it spilled some milk everwhwere, it was funny. right now im typing at the computer but my friends are around, im not like a looser lol. im listening to pink floyd right now and im TRIPPING. tripping is just the word, it feels like something so much more but it can only be described as tripping. like in the desert, some indian journey shit man. pink floyd is good as shit. i can control the computer by turning knobs and i think thats pretty cool. like in MEN IN BLACK when the little man was in the dudes head controlling shit, im controllling the computer right now. its cool is all. back to my not thinking desisions. i threw a pen at my friend. i keep hitting myself in the head. pink floyd is fuckin GOOD! i bit my case of CDs that was funny too.

Television:

televions and shit warps the mind man. theres too much better stuff to do, talk to people, even though.... actually. i just had an epiphany. first of all, this entire trip feels like one GIANT epiphany. but everything we do is alright. we watch tv that we make that we want, let it be man. i keep talking and typing, we can do so much, or so little. either way, we ARE. accept it and be it and that is life

Books:

I WROTE SO MUCH ITS ALMOST LIKE A BOOK. im gonnna go outside and call people. friends is awesome. bask in them. i love friends man, right now i love everything. i love door, i love carpet, i love lamp. I LOVE LAMP. that movie would be so good right now. im gonna stop typing so that i can call people PINK FLOYD IS SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD

Heroes:

heroes. another good question. i think, heres somethin ive been thinking for a while. at any time i could do anything, i could plant a tree, hitler, george bush, a hobo, given the right circumstances (funny word) anyone can do anything. woa. think about it, you can be the nicest person to every, you can be an asshole. we can be so much man. this is my last space to write things so im makin it good. its sorta like the climax, and then ill read this when im sober one time. im gonna stop writing and call my friends. this isnt the climax. far from it. everything is a climax, beggining, end, middle, it circles, it follows, however you want to word it (sorry bout the run on sentence i think). ive written a lot. what i want to say has been said. "ive drunk too much and said too little" thast not me, i ate shrooms and said too little, we can say so much, we can feel so much, thats all we can do really. smoke, drink, sit think. watch tv, write a book, be a magician, be a cook. interwoven is the time, interowven... interowoven.