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Casey, the ONE and only

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About Me

YAHOO IM = CASEYPILLSTER


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So much to say and such a little space to say it in, well I have built my own MySpace page to make my brother stop giving me crap about messaging him through my husband's page, so it is his fault that I get to pester you.
I have been with my husband for 12 years now, twelve very VERY looonnnggg years... just kidding :-) We have been married for five years of the twelve. We have a daugther together who is six years old going on 30. He has an older daughter that is 13 and I also have an older son who just so happens to also be 13 (ironic I know).
I have been known to have a "bad attitude" or that I'm a bitch and such, NOPE. I just tell it like it is and the truth is very painful to most people. Which those people irritate the hell out of me so if you are one of them, keep on surfing by. If you can take the truth or people's opinions whether they play into your personal la la land you have created around yourself to step outside of reality, then you are welcome.
My husband was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis (MS) on August 8,2005. It has certainly been a roller coaster coming up to that day and this year after. We had to change alot of things in our lives and we see things an awful lot different than we did before. Now, we aren't just coasting through life living day to day as if we are indestructible and we don't need to start thinking about the future when we get old because we will never get old. Now, we have to think of those days that not long ago seemed very far away. We take this day by day and hope for the best. With the technology now days, prognosis could be even 40+ years. It all depends on his body and what it wants to do with itself. One day he could be walking and riding a quad, the next day he could become a quad with no warning.
I'm what's called a "care giver" in the MS lingo of things. I don't see myself as a care giver because I'm his wife. The care giver name just seems too general and impersonal. It's amazing when you think of situations like mine. When you are single and on the hunt, honestly I would say 90% of people out there wouldn't even give a second look to someone in a wheel chair. Think about it, HONESTLY, how many centerfolds do you see with people in chairs?? How many models?? Hmmm, none. But yet, when you are on the hunt and find that one person you want to spend the rest of your life with, you marry, start a family. God forbid something like an accident or a diagnosis happens, seeing someone in a wheelchair doesn't phase you. You still see them as your partner in crime, you still love them just as much if not more, etc. Do you see that as ironic?? I do. Makes you question things in a way I think.
Here is my 6 year old daughter Taylor right before a dance performance
and here is my
oh yes, it's all mine :)
Countup Timers at WishAFriend.com
Can't beat that :)

My Interests

Any Zelda game, love nintendo, computers, music, family, cake decorating, bowling, and newly added MYSPACE. People that aren't fake asses that can handle the truth or someone else's opinion about something without being a baby about it. Dumbasses that ask for an opinion hoping to hear what they want to hear are just fucktards. If you ask my opinion, KNOW that you may/may not hear what you want to hear. KNOW that I could give a shit about whether you are hearing what you want to hear. KNOW that once you open that door to my opinion, it will be the truth and not sugar coated. DON'T be a baby about shit. DON'T go behind my back and talk shit because it will come back to me and I will bring it up to you. Everyone that knows me knows what comes with me. Some respect that I am the way I am, others like the fucktards I spoke about earlier, can't handle it. Are you a fucktard? If so, then why in the fuck are you reading my page? Why are you here? Go waste someone else's bandwidth and get the fuck out of my hair.

Back to being a gamer...

And here's the game that started it all for me

Click Here to get this from FreeFlashToys.com!

I have two cats and a goober monster dog, Asia my 2nd generation (F2) bengal (Asian Leopard) female (3 years old)

This is my baby boy Smokey, 1 1/2 year old male Maine Coon

And last but not least, our goober monster Abby:

I have had quite a few people ask me where I got this ribbon from. I actually made it :) I don't mind at all if you use it, I would appreciate the reference back. I have a code set in for it that is really simple to use and you don't have to host it yourself. Just shoot me a line and I will send it over to ya!!!

I'd like to meet:


Peeps wise - People like me, people that love me, people that hate me

Celeb wise - Madonna, Wentworth Miller(yummy), Keifer Sutherland (another yummy), Antonio Banderas - gotta stop here before I get in trouble with hubby :)

Those that know me, know that I'm not a religious person. I feel a connection there that "could" be, but I've never really acted upon it. But one of my friends that I hold very close to me (and I get to see her every single day) told me this saying a few years back that completely struck me. It is the most powerful thing I have ever heard. I have been through many many difficult times in my life and myself wonder how in the hell did I make it through that. Some things still haunt me to this day. I say this to myself when I get into a rut feeling like there's no way out, I'm never going to see daylight, my life will never change, etc. Whether it be financially, emotionally, stress, doesn't matter.

I even have this saying taped to my monitor at work and on a piece of paper in my purse and in my wallet. I wanted to be sure it was there for me whenever I needed it. And now, it is on my page to share with anyone that will read it :)

I find this statement even more powerful than Footprints (which blows me away every time I have read it). It just really hits me and kind of opens my eyes to things rather than asking the "why me" all of the time. This has really helped me (and has proved to me over and over to be right) I hope it helps you as well!!!

Music:



Madonna, Doors, Eminem, Rob Zombie, some Ozzy, Skid Row, Poison, Motley Crue, Bon Jovi, Cinderella, some Kiss, Aerosmith, Def Leppard, Guns N Roses, YES I know the 80's are over but the music was so awesome!! so many others, I'll list them later

Movies:

House of 1000 Corpses, Saw, Hills Have Eyes, Underworld, Scary Movie (all of them), Final Destination, Dumb and Dumber, Napolean Dynomite, Dodgeball, Meet the Parents/Fockers, Harry Potter's, Star Wars's, American Beauty, American Pie's, Ace Ventura's, horror type flicks - if they are realistically gory, i'm all over them, I like mind game/suspense type movies, many others

Television:

I'm a reality show junkie, Survivor, Big Brother, Fear Factor, Amazing Race, Hell's Kitchen, Treasure Hunters, 24, Prison Break, CSI Vegas and New York (can't stand the red head moron in Miami), Desperate Housewives, I'm sure there's more but I sound pathetic enough

Books:

none really, don't have time. I like magazines

Heroes:

my mom and grandma (yes, I'm 31), Lucille Ball, Madonna, people that speak their mind and accept the truth
I have made a new section on my page called the PITA CLUB. PITA = Pain In The Ass! They have a hero's section and who we would like to meet, what the hell happened to the annoying assholes of the world?? We would love to bitch about them rather than who our hero is or who we want to meet. Truth is you won't meet anyone unless they want to meet YOU so WHO CARES. As far as my hero goes, I admire many people in this world, AND?? Anyone that doesn't list their mother and/or grandmother as their hero needs to be bitch slapped (providing they didn't have some really REALLY jacked up childhood or something, you guys are exempt). So here it goes:
#1 - My outlaws aka my in-laws: They are the classic case of not accepting me for who I am. I take care of their son, I support their son, I am the mother of their 2nd grand daughter, I am loving and I care for them but I get stabbed constantly behind my back. PITA!
#2 - I have to forfeit this one because I have to be a good girl for now...
#3 - Ugly people who think they are God's gift - LOOK IN THE DAMN MIRROR! When it is females that are like this, 9 times out of 10 they always look like an alcoholic bar whore or they are bigger than I am wearing four sizes smaller than I do clothing...GET A FREAKING CLUE PEOPLE! If I wanted to see that shit I would stand in front of a mirror naked! If you are 40 but look about 65 LAY OFF THE SAUCE! PITA!!!!!
#4 - People crying racist and rights for illegal aliens - HELLLOOOO!!! First off, ever heard of free speech?? Yeah, 1st amendment, get use to it biatch. Secondly, they are called ILLEGAL Aliens for a reason, hmmm could it be because they are ILLEGAL! AKA AGAINST THE LAW. Border jumpers can cause so much harm to our country. All you dumb asses that don't have to live in what we do being fairly close to a national border just need to shut the hell up and shove your head up someone else's ass. It baffles me with these rallies and protests and such. Just because you are against ILLEGAL aliens, doesn't mean you are racist. Get over yourselves. Enough of the boohoo stories, poor me syndromes, people suffer this they can't afford that. Come over to my house. I'm an American and I should be higher on the priority list than an ILLEGAL alien is. I speak English, I work, I support my family, where the hell is my American dream???? PITA!!!!!!
5 - People who think they are any better than I am just by looking at me or my family - I got news for ya, you aren't any different than me, the homeless guy on the corner or Bill Gates BIATCH. Don't look me up and down with that inevitable look on your face. Yes, my husband has tattoo's, yes I'm fat, no I don't wear fancy clothes or jewelry, but I would be more than happy to give you an up close look at my Doc Martens! They are probably the most expensive thing I wear and they would feel really nice shoved about three feet up your ass! People that act like they are better or judge people just on how they look and what they own are jokes to me. What makes you better? EXACTLY what is it? Because you make more money than me?? Well whoopteedoo, you should be proud of yourself for making more than I do! Single income family with a husband with MS and me trying to raise and support my family as best I can! You go!! Pat yourself on the back! Look, I'm doing the best that I can and if you don't like what you see, you don't have to fucking look. PITA!!! more to come I'm sure...

My Blog

Holy Cow! SOMEONE please pinch me!

I don't even know where to begin. My whole life, drama has followed. Some of it was brought to me, and I'm sure some of it I brought on myself. In my adult years, I have been conscious of my actions a...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:29:00 PST

H~A~L~L~O~W~E~E~N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!

HALLOWEEN KICKS ASS!!!! Joe and I have been waiting for this for over a year now. We are HUGE Rob Zombie fans and knew this would be awesome coming from a mind like his!! If you have been shrugging i...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 01:12:00 PST

Amazingly life is WONDERFUL

I'm sitting here, at almost 1am and I'm just swimming in awesomness. It is amazing because there is TONS of drama going on (those close know exactly what I'm talking about) but yet, things are just AW...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:57:00 PST

No more games

You know, I made my page private because of someone that i thought was a friend to me but in reality, aka the TRUTH and REAL LIFE, she wasn't. Childish games get you nowhere and I have more important ...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 08:10:00 PST

FUCK MS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As many of you know, Joe has MS and is still a candidate for Devic's which is like MS x 1000. After being minimal and almost dormant for the last two years excluding the fatigue and such, we now are ...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:13:00 PST

JOEY CHESTNUT RULES!!!!

I totally forgot I wanted to blog about this. Every 4th of July, Nathan's Hotdogs in new york has a hot dog eating contest and for the last six or seven freaking years, this dude named Kobyashi has be...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:52:00 PST

7-07-07

How ironic is it that today is 7-7-07 and it just so happens to be our 13th anniversary. As of today, we have officially been together longer than my parents were. Today is also our wedding anniversa...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:34:00 PST

Taylor got into a fight & new pics up

Yes, you read that correctly. We went camping with a couple of friends of ours and yep, it happened. Taylor got into a fight there. I now need to teach her to pick on people her own size. She is a goo...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:01:00 PST

Ocotillo Welles AMAZING camping/riding trip

This past weekend we went to Ocotillo Welles and camped and rode the bikes. I am not a camping person and I have been putting this off for MONTHS. Well I finally caved and I am SO glad I did!! We had ...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:42:00 PST

When we are treated as family, THEN we'll come...

Same ol' shit, same ol' story. Joe's mom's birthday party was this weekend. We decided not to go and to do a family thing, just the three of us that actually give a shit about each other together. You...
Posted by Casey, the ONE and only on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:54:00 PST