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Carrie

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About Me

I am a mother, a wife, a sister, a daughter, a friend and an enemy. I am 100% wholehearted in all of the above. . I live for the little moments in life that ordinary people miss. I like to play DDR with my girls, and sing MILEY songs with them at 7 am to get them going. It melts my heart to think one day they will be too big to crawl into my lap and read with me, or just let me play in their hair. I try not to think about it and enjoy all moments with them. They are my world. I love when the clouds are racing by and the nights the stars make me jealous, because I can’t shine as bright as them. There’s not much frustration a go on a swing set can’t rid, so I have found. I buy myself flowers rather frequently, just to have them in the house.. and Irises are my favorite. They remind me of my Grandmother♥ I almost always have a camera on me. I don’t claim to be a good photographer, but I have gotten some lucky shots. I value honesty and relations with other people. To me, people know nothing about treating other people anymore. Disappointment finds me easily, but so does excitement. In the past 2 years I have had some heartaches, some major life changes, some harsh realizations and have done a lot of letting go... all to better myself though. I can be very odd, dramatic, random, sarcastic, pesimistic,optimistic, crass, snarky, emotional, cold, exaggerative, whimsical and unconventional. My humor varies between wet and dry. I do have a very dark side that I allow a few select people to see on occasion, and a terrible case of insomnia. All in all I am just human, and love the people who accept me as nothing more or less. That’s all I can ask, right?


My Interests

Katelyne & Ivy
Lee♥
Dancing
Cupcakes
My amazing friends
love
Rolling Down Hills
Crying Unicorns
Cheese Fries
Coffee
Bracelets
Looking at the stars
Photography
The Fog
The Landing
Flying kites
Denny's
Ansel Adams
Dali
Tattoos
Late night chats
Candles
Ladybugs
LOLCATS
Swinging is ♥
boobs
Music
writing
poetry
Storypeople
Tiaras
My kitty
Wine
Kink

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with something interesting to say. Jared Leto, ♥ craig owens,Daryl Palumbo, Augusten burroughs, Trent, John cusack, Maynard James Keenan, Brian Andreas,Frank (the creator of Post Secrets) and so many people that have passed. Such as Charles bukowski, and Pablo Neruda.

I dont want to make any new friends that I will have to leave behind in 3 months when I move to Germany, but I do want to spend the time getting to know my present friends more.

Music:

Nine Inch Nails
Blue October
Say Anything
Muse
Chiodos
The Spill Canvas
Black Light Burns
Tool
Deftones
Placebo
The Bastard Suns
The Beatles
Bouncing Souls
APC
MSI
Tech N9ne
Outkast
My Chem
Otep
Poison the well
The used
The bled
Elton John
The Police
Glassjaw
Just to name a few of my favorites. I can really listen to just about anything but bubble-gum pop and feel good rock.

Movies:

The Princess Bride
Closer
anything with cusack in it, duh♥
Love Actually
M. Night Movies
Kevin Smith Films
Any Burton♥
Natural Born Killers
Alice in Wonderland
The Wizard of Oz
Girl Interrupted
Dan In Real Life
Juno
Silence of the Lambs and all those other films
Cruel Intentions
Much, Much more too. I am a movie whore of sorts.

Television:

I dont watch alot of boob tube, but you can find me watching these shows most of the time.. Frisky Dingo
Robot Chicken
American Gladiators
Animal Cops
Discovery Health
Americas Next Top Model(its good entertainment)

Books:

I average 2 or 3 books a week. I suppose this is why I dont watch alot of tv. I love to collect vintage Classic books too.. Its not a huge collection, but I plan on expanding it. I hope when I get to Germany I can live in a huge house and have our own "library" of sorts. Some of my favorite authors are.. Pablo Neruda
Augusten Burroughs
Vonnegut
C.S Lewis
Fitzgerald
Kerouac
Wally Lamb
William S. Burroughs
Stephanie Myers
P.C Cast
Palahnuik
Charles Dickens
Toni Morrisen
The top 5 books I have read lately are..The Perks of being a wallflower
the Devil in the White city
Scar Tissue
The House of night books
As I lay Dying

Heroes:

All the men and women of the Services..teachers, and parents everywhere. People who try to make a change for the greater good.

My Blog

I could scream.

I recently discovered that I can no longer write about a good majority of the things I wish to write about due to my excessive inability to form sentences that aren't full of rage and disgust and sim...
Posted by Carrie on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 11:11:00 PST

heros..

The following is the best Heros section I have ever read on myspace.. It's from my favorite author's page (augusten burroughs).  It made my heart smile   Kate Dillon - former anorexic who p...
Posted by Carrie on Wed, 28 May 2008 11:14:00 PST

I’m tired and I felt it for awhile now

All I can think every time I am awake this time of day is ' It's 4'pclock in the fucking morning. Each day gets more and more like the last day..'- Got to love the old The Used. Its been a while sinc...
Posted by Carrie on Tue, 27 May 2008 02:31:00 PST

naked and oblivious

Maynard posted a meaning dual meaning for the song on aperfectcircle.com... here's that:"Up until the mid twentieth century the mountain gorilla was considered a myth. Oddly enough, a legend...
Posted by Carrie on Sun, 25 May 2008 10:26:00 PST

the answer

I The answer If I can't crawl inside of you,I'm laughing with a broken faceI stumble across my self esteem.But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space.Understand...that God wrapped you lik...
Posted by Carrie on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:07:00 PST

stop!

"The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to such a pass that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And h...
Posted by Carrie on Wed, 21 May 2008 10:43:00 PST

pause button, please

We're spinning too fast and I just want to press the pause button. It feels like each day just whirls by without letting anyone catch their breath and absorb the greatness of the day.I miss the days w...
Posted by Carrie on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:30:00 PST

what am i? (repost)

I am a figure of speech, That no one understands. No person can guess, And no philosopher can describe. I am in between love and hate, Passion and lust.I am between heaven and hell, Belief and fact. ...
Posted by Carrie on Tue, 20 May 2008 07:56:00 PST

something that made me think

I found this on some random site, but It couldnt be anoymore true.... at least I agree.       The relationships you have with other people are conditionally like fires in a fireplace or...
Posted by Carrie on Fri, 16 May 2008 09:20:00 PST

wise words from a friend.

Love should be unconditional. Trust should be conditional.   You know who you are.. thank you, friend....
Posted by Carrie on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:32:00 PST