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About Me

~*Faith, Hope, Love, Courage, Strength*~

My name is Cassandra
I'm 19 years old
I can be a bitch
And a lover
I'm a fighter
I've been through a lot of shit
But I still stand tall
I love my life
I love my past
I've learned it's not worth it to regret
I have an amazing family
Well... For the most part
I have great friends
And an amazing lover
They all mean the world to me
Without them I wouldn't be who I am today
I have a job which I love
As crazy as it sounds
I like what I do
And the people I'm around
My life has changed a lot in the last 6 months
I left the man I was with for almost 5 years
I met an amazing guy, Jordan
Who has not only become my lover
But also my best friend
I have opened my eyes to beauty
And happiness in life
I forgot what it was like to laugh
And really feel that giddiness inside
I never knew what I was missing...
He's brinnging me out of my shell
I'm begining to go out and have fun
I don't give a shit what people think any more
Yes, I'm bisexual
Hell, I love going to the strip club
I like to drink every now and then
I love to sing and dance
If you don't like it...
Go back out the door you came in
Because it makes ME happy!
And this is my life I'm living
So why should I go out of my way to please you?
I need to please me!
I like to write poetry
Music is my escape
I love the sound a violin makes
The piano has this beautiful melody...
Love is painful
I used to have long hair
But I chopped it all off
I'm living life to the fullest
I'm extremely honest
I like to party
I can't stand when people think they know everything
I enjoy having a good laugh
I get stressed out way too easily
I have my "diploma"
I have two doggies
A fat-ass Rottweiler
Who now lives with my ex
And a lil shit Border Collie, Terrier mix
I have a horrible short-term memory
My favorite color is red
I'm extremely clumsy
I love the outdoors
I ramble way too much
Photography is beautiful
I have a beautiful tattoo on my back shoulder
I'm a crazy nut at times
I can be quiet and shy around new people
Daydreaming is better than reality
If that's not enough to satisfy you...
SN - DesiringDreamer
I dare you...
"What you do speaks so loud that I cannot hear what you say"
*~Never Give Up On Your Dreams Because They're Just Beginning~*
-The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes to kiss, cry and dream-
Iâ€™m crazily beautiful, enchantedly magnificent, amazingly outstanding, dangerously glorious

My Interests

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Cuddling, talking, running, dancing, horse back riding, basketball, swimming, having fun, reading, writing, some web designing, rottweilers, computers, music, art, photography, nature, roses, travling, cleaning, decorating.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone who isn't afraid to be just themselves and nothing else. People who like to have fun and live life to the absolute fullest. Friends I can call at 1am when I just got into a fight with my man... They let me cry to them and they're there for me. People I can talk to about anything serious, funny and bad. But in the end, we can all go out and have a DAMN good time!

Feel free to message me... AIM- DesiringDreamer

Music:

Mariah Carey, Shainia Twain, Lonestar, Paul Oakenfold, Amy Grant, Anthony Smith, Linkin Park, Finger Eleven, Creed, Trisha Yearwood, Evenescence, Faith Hill, Nickleback, Dixie Chicks, Puddle of Mudd, Savage Garden, 3 Doors Down, Celine Dion, Black Eyed Peas, La Bouche, Modest Mouse, Akon, T Pain, One Republic, Jay-Z, Keith Sweat, Usher, Cassie, R Kelly, Sean Kingston, Aaliyah, Hellogoodbye, Seal, Rihanna, Crazy Town, Kanya West and others that I can't currently think of...

Movies:

Flicka, I Robot, Black Beauty, Seabiscuit, Spirit, Butterfly Effect, Raise your Voice... So many more that I can't think of at the moment... Pretty much, I like movies that make me squirm inside from excitement or suspence!

Television:

House, Strong Medicen, Scrubs, Without a Trace, Saved, The Closer, Judging Amy, Dharma and Greg, Charmed, King of the Hill, Sell this House, Trading Spaces, Miami Ink, Animal Cops.

Books:

The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold, Hear No Evil - Kate Chester, Heaven Eyes - David Almond, Madeleine L'engle, Wild Magic - Tamora Pierce, Shadow Horse - Alison Hart, The Unicorn Cronicles - Bruce Coville, Chicken Soup for the Soul, The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom, and many many more...

Heroes:

Anyone who isn't afraid to be themselves no matter what is by far a great hero. Those who are not afraid to stick up for themselves and what they believe in. Anyone who isn't afraid to reach their goals never gives up trying. Anyone who holds those qualities no matter how simple they may sound, they are extremely difficult to live by... Those people are my heroes and I do my best everyday to do just as them - only for myself, not anyone else.
Name: Cassandra Marie
Birthdate: October 14, 1988
Birthplace: Wilson Hospital, Johnson City, NY
Current Location: Johnson City, NY
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown (Currently died a reddish)
Height: 5'4"
Weight: Bite me! :)
Piercings: Just the ears
Tattoos: Hell yeah baby! Pegasus on my back left shoulder
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Jordan
Overused Phraze: Bite me
FAVORITES
Food: Salmon
Candy: Milk chocolate or caramel
Number: 18
Color: Red
Animal: Horse
Drink: Iced tea
Alcohol Drink: Smirnoff
Bagel: Plain with cream cheese or toasted with butter
Letter: f
Body Part on Opposite sex: I love the ass
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: Burger King
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate
Kiss or Hug: Hug
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: Depends on my mood
Summer or Winter: SummerScary Movies or Funny Movies: I love to laugh, but I do like scary movies as long as someone else is there to watch with me.Love or Money: LoveBedtime: Whenever the hell I feel like it
Most Missed Memory: Shakey Grand-pop
Best phyiscal feature: Lips, eyes and chest
First Thought Waking Up: "What time is it?"
Goal for this year: Loose weight and become more open
Best Friends: Diana, Lindsey, Jordan
Weakness: I'm not tellin you! You could use that against me!
Fears: Spiders and the dark
Heritage: Hell, I don't know it all. A lil bit o' this and that
Longest relationship: About 5 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yeah!
Ever Smoked: A few times
Pot: A couple times
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been beaten up: Yeah
Ever beaten someone up: Yup
Ever Shoplifted: No
Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yeah
Been Dumped Lately: Nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: I love Jordan's deep brown eyes...
Favorite Hair Color: Brown I guess, I don't care.
Short or Long: Short/Medium
Height: Taller than me!
Style: Whatever looks good on them as long as they know how to dress up too!
Looks or Personality: Personality by FAR!
Hot or Cute Cute
Drugs and Alcohol: Neither?
Muscular or Really Skinny: Muscular. I don't like skinny guys
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: I've learned not to regret. Live and Learn!
What country do you want to Visit: Canada
Been to the Mall Lately: Yes, Black Friday
Do you like Thunderstorms: HELL YES!
Get along with your Parents: My mother... Fuck my father. He can blow me at this point.
Health Freak: No
Do you think your Attractive: I think I'm cute.
Believe in Yourself:
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Once in a great while
Shower Daily: Yes
Been in Love: Yes
Do you want Children: Yes
Have your future kids names planned out: No
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: Too late! Been there, done that.
Hate anyone: No
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My Blog

I’m moving! I’m going to miss you guys!!!!

Okay... This is NO joke... I really am moving. I put in my two weeks notice at work yesterday and told my family. I’m leaving for South Carolina sometime within the next 2-3 weeks. My family... ...
Posted by Cassandra on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:13:00 PST

My Look-a-likes

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Posted by Cassandra on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:06:00 PST

I miss him...

I miss him... I don't think he realizes just how much I do... Let alone how much I love him and how much he means to me... From the first time I saw him in there, I held on to that visit till the next...
Posted by Cassandra on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 12:39:00 PST

Please, come home...

I can't sleep, I can't eat. I have to constantly be doing something, no matter what it is or I break down crying... I just want to feel your touch, your embrace... I want you to hold me and never let ...
Posted by Cassandra on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:43:00 PST

The never-ending strugles of the pain within

I really don't know... I honestly don't. Shawn's new girl is really nice and I like her... But... It hurts and bothers me when I see them together. Whenever I see pictures of them... It hurts... A lot...
Posted by Cassandra on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 10:49:00 PST

Unforgetable nightmares

I can't stop having these horrible dreams lately. It's one after the other, if not repeated. Last night, I had the same one twice, on top of that, another bad one. I don't know why, it's as if they're...
Posted by Cassandra on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:05:00 PST

Contemplating on the edge of distruction

So I guess I made up my mind from the last blog... I will always love Shawn... But it's time I see what else is out there and do my best to move on. My feelings for him will never change... And as I t...
Posted by Cassandra on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 02:59:00 PST

I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place

I don't know whether to make this public... or not... What's the point in writing something if no one will read it? There's no point... But some people might read it and get the wrong impression... Wh...
Posted by Cassandra on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:30:00 PST

I don’t know what to think

I got an interesting call today from my step mother. Asked me if I had heard from my father recently, which I hadn't. She preceded to tell me that "she wasn't sure if he was going to tell me but..." G...
Posted by Cassandra on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 11:42:00 PST

In the way...

I don't know what it is lately, but I just feel as if I'm in the way. I have no money, I have no place of my own to live... I feel like I'm mooching off of people and I hate it. I have incredible feel...
Posted by Cassandra on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:24:00 PST