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she's lost in the dark.

taking down one space at a time.

About Me


O N E L O V E
my life...im 18.
im really weird.
like really really weird.
i drive an 87 AMC eagle...yeah it has less than 55,000 miles on it :] but im sure to change that in the near future.
i take graphic arts at GV BOCES and i LOVE it.
i like to be on time for things.
i've recently developed a studdering problem, dislexia and anxiety.
i like all music
i hate feeling rejected and i hate being alone.
im going to be an aunt.
be excited when i say i'm an amazing friend.
when i'm not working im usually home or in batavia
yes i have many issues, some you wouldnt ever think i'd have...

i like to sing and dance randomly.
im really tall and i dont like it.
piercings are the greeeeaattt but i've come to terms with the fact that i can't get a really good job with them so i took some out... i've still got [2 belly rings, my nose and i had my cleavage and 2 lips rings ::spider bites::].
i have 1 tattoo, a lightening bolt behind my left ear, no it didn't hurt and yes, there are more surely to come
i ruin good things.
i've recently discovered what i might do with my life.
my concept on life is that you start out with 100% of my respect. if you do things that offend me or say something i may not agree with, you lose some of my respect. you treat me well, i treat you well, that's how i work

My Interests

people.
food.
music.
love.
conversation.

these are my great grandparents and their grandchildren. well their grandchildren from one of their children.. my mother's in there somewhere... she has a large family.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

i love it all. shiiiiiiiit. good lyrics get me all funny feeling. good beats make me dance. acoustic puts my heart through the ceiling.

Movies:


domino
sixteen candles
gentlemen prefer blondes ♥
dirty dancing
footloose
pretty in pink
the breakfast club
ok so a majority of the 80's stuff...
UNDERWORLD
UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION
boondock saints
horrors... pretty much anything...

Television:

umm yeah
idk
whatever is good i guess
mtv, mtv2, fuse, vh1, bet, cmt.. well all the music channels
i watch alot of the foodnetwork, so i know random things... like, did you know that imitation vanilla extract is made from wood?

Books:

i dont like to read all that much because i find it hard to get into a book.i don't bite. well ok, maybe sometimes.

Heroes:

my brother sam...
my best friends jami and carrieDOTH

My Blog

for a friend in need.

i want you to know that nothing can change who you are at heart. things can only mess with your head, and what almost breaks you only makes you stronger. life throws alot of curve balls that end up as...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:21:00 PST

i talk alot about love... im such a hopeless romantic...

so yeah i guess i am a hopeless romantic... and i like to tell my secrets... but who is gonna use them against me?? when i dont have a computer or anything else, i sit and daydream about what love rea...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 07:59:00 PST

TASTE OF CHAOS 2006

k so i got free tickets to it cuz i had to work for them... well hand myspace stuff out.... the music was crazy... i was front row... awesome pics which ill have up soon... the drummer of atreyu looke...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:39:00 PST

pretty much the best birthday ever

ok so here's what happened to me today on my birthday at midnight i got an IM and a phone call in the morning i got a tiara and a hella lot of happy birthday's i got a card dave wrote "happy 17th birt...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 07:42:00 PST

eternal hands of crimson

  tonight's our last chance to get away from the world for a minute or two or make in an hour i'll force you to feel it's strickening power   you never understood what i was here f...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 09:18:00 PST

pain and misery

i never thought i'd see the daywhen i'd be in so much painfrom a broken heartdont even start you know it's happeningthe end is nearyou need to start ponderingthe decisions you know i fearhow coul...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 06:59:00 PST

pics....

  OMG LESBIAN COOKIES! I'VE ALWAYS WANTED THEM!       ...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:15:00 PST

more poetry by myself

"untitled 3" everynight he cries he loves her so much. he only wants to hold her, love and feel her touch.   he always feels so lonely scared and unknown to his world. he yurns to be her lover, h...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 04:32:00 PST

poetry... by me

" untitled 1 " alone she breaks, no hearts to take, she waiting for love, shes waiting for a place, a place to hang her head, we she gets so low and sad, a place to hide her sorrows, so no one wi...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 08:01:00 PST

fill it out if ya want

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by she's lost in the dark. on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 05:33:00 PST