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guess what?? i have tattoos! guess what else?? they aint lick and stick! guess what else?? im not changing for any fucking body. i am who i am. i am what i am. i am so god damn sick and fucking tired of trying to be someone i m not. i have over come too many mother fucking obstacles in my life, and i ll be a mother fucker if im gonna change who i am. if you think that tattoos and piercings make a person who they are. then you are missing out in life. i have 14 tattoos and plans for getting over 40 more. i m a good mother fucking person. so if you judge me for the way i dress or by how many tattoos i have, it s your mother fucking loss. and i dont want you in my life if you cant accept me, because i am NEVER, EVER GOING TO FUCKING CHANGE. put that in your fucking pipe and smoke it.
Name: Jessica...But, if you know this and CALL ME BY IT, I WILL KICK YOUR ASS
Birthdate: 11/24/1984
Birthplace: Luling, Louisiana
Current Location: New Orleans, Louisiana
Eye Color: light brown
Hair Color: black.....natural-auburn
Height: 5"4 and a half
Weight: 216
Piercings: tongue
Tatoos: 15...i dunno why i put this number, next week i ll have new ink
Overused Phraze: yes indeed
FAVORITES
Food: cheesy fries
Candy: milky way
Number: 3
Color: black and red
Animal: dog
Drink: cherry coke
Alcohol Drink: budweiser & goldschlager
Bagel: blueberry
Letter: S
Body Part on Opposite sex: arms
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: BK
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug: kiss
Dog or Cat: dog
Rap or Punk: punk
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: scary movies
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever i close my eyes
Most Missed Memory: my first car
Best physical feature: boobs...ya ll are laughin but its true
First Thought Waking Up: damn i gotta pee
Goal for this year: lose more weight
Best Friends: mike, megs, erica, gwen, greeny, paulie, jason, josh, and even tho we dont talk a lot seth & trey....holy shit! i got friends...when did this happen?!?!
Weakness: drinking
Fears: alligators dead or alive...dont bring em near me
Heritage: over and over, everybody made my prediction, so if i get stoned im just carryin on an old family tradition.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: um..i live in New Orleans, is this a trick question? yes i ve drank!
Ever Smoked: old habits die hard, yes im a smoker, through and through
Pot: yes, not anymore tho, im high on life now.
Ever been Drunk: refer to first question in series
Ever been beaten up: yep
Ever beaten someone up: yep
Ever Skinny Dipped: yep...the hot tub.....wow.....
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: doesnt matter, as long as i can gaze into them
Favorite Hair Color: black
Short or Long: guy-short girl-long
Height: between 5"5 and 6"0
Style: to each their own
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: no drugs, thats my compromise
Muscular or Really Skinny: eh, doesnt matter, so long as i dont squish you
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: there aint enough room in this little rectangle
What country do you want to Visit: none
How do you want to Die: alone
Been to the Mall Lately: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Get along with your Parents: my dad is my life
Health Freak: not really....
Do you think your Attractive: no, and if you do, email me :P
Believe in Yourself: no
Want to go to College: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Drink: yes
Shower Daily: .....why is this question even being asked.....yes
Been in Love: yes
Do you Sing: in the shower
Want to get Married: doesnt everyone?
Do you want Children: proud parent
Have your future kids names planned out: yes
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: lmmfao....are u serious??
Hate anyone: i dont discriminate, i hate everyone
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Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : Very High
Schizoid Disorder : High
Schizotypal Disorder : Very High
Antisocial Disorder : High
Borderline Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Disorder : Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Disorder : Very High
Dependent Disorder : Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High
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1 part anger
5 parts self-sufficiency
1 part empathy
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You scored as New Orleans. You are New Orleans!! The life of the party!

New Orleans

100%

Miami

75%

Detroit

50%

Orange County

44%

Orlando

25%

Houston

25%

Paris

25%

New York City

13%
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Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy
You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.
And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...
Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
You Will Die at Age 52
Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle
Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits. What Age Will You Die?
You Are 92% Sociopath
You're so manipulative, you could make Hannibal Lector your bitch.
You feel superhuman - and you certainly lack human empathy. Are You A Sociopath?FROM BILLY : "and i dont think you re that evil maybe just a little like a needle in the wind."

My Interests

My interests are, but not limited to: body art, body modification, bi-sexual females, crotch rockets, muscle cars, pretty much all forms of metal music, gory/cheesy horror movies, Edgar Allen Poe, serial killers, court t.v., vampires, reading, reading and writing dark poetry. That's all I can think of right now.

I'd like to meet:

Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Depression Level: 100%
You seem to be severely depressed.
You should seek immediate attention from your physician.
Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step. Are You Depressed?
You Have Low Self Esteem 88% of the Time
You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.
Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need! How is Your Self Esteem?
Your Movie Buff Quotient: 62%
You are a total movie buff. Classics, blockbusters, indie favorites... you've seen most of them.
Your friends know to come to you whenever they need a few good DVD rental suggestions. Are You a Movie Buff?
You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You?
You are
What Rejected Crayon Are You?
Erotic Thriller
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
Your Heart Is Blue
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have? In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP
The Idealist

You Are 0% Homophobic
You're open minded, tolerant, and accepting.
And you're not homophobic in the least :-) Are You Homophobic?
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

Music:

Some of my favorite bands are: Type O Negative, acid bath, angel dust, black sabbath, cannibal corpse, cradle of filth, dimmu borgir, disturbed, drowning pool, front 242, godsmack, hatebreed, in flames, iron maiden, judas priest, killswitch engage, kiss, kmfdm, led zeppelin, lynard skynard, marilyn manson, megadeath, metallica, moonspell, morbid angel, ozzy, pantera, pink floyd, slayer, slipknot, static x, suffer, system of a down and lots more, just too many to type.

Movies:

Just to name a few: Zombie, The Gates of Hell, The Beyond, Deep Red, Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things, The Original Night of The Living Dead, The Return of The Living Dead, House of 1000 Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Dawn of the Dead, Strangeland, and The Exorcist. There are lots and lots more, just waaaay too many to name.

Television:

I usually watch Nickelodeon during the day with my little girl, and Court T.V. at night. Forensic Files, I, Detective, Body of Evidence, North Mission Road, things like that.

Books:

I'll read anything with mystery, lust and murder. I love to read. If the world would go away for a day, I'd sit outside in the shade and read books all day long.

Heroes:

My dad is my hero. He has been there for me in the lowest times of my life, as well as the happiest. He has always backed me up 100% unless I proved him wrong. My dad did any and everything he could for me. No matter what I asked of him, he always delivered. There isn't anything that I wouldn't do to make sure he has as much happiness in his life, as he has put into mine.

My Blog

i cant believe

i woke up today. i feel like death, yet i know i am not dead. i dont get it.
Posted by Cyanide on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 01:00:00 PST

Bryan Adams

A friend of mine died. We went to St. Rose Primary together. My first memory of him was playing on the playground and pushing him in the mud. But we became friends after that. The paper didn't say how...
Posted by Cyanide on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:19:00 PST

fuck it

i fucking hate my life. i hate that i exist. i wish i could just disappear from the world.
Posted by Cyanide on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 08:54:00 PST

blah

kinda depressed. dont really know why. i wanna talk to my dr. about adipex. although im sure he wont prescribe it for me. im gonna talk to him about it. im tired of being over weight. everyone keeps s...
Posted by Cyanide on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST

Scott & Selena's Hell-oween Party

saturday night was fucking wicked. we went to scott & selena s first halloween party and it kicked ass. i hope there are more to come. got to see mikey & dawn, doug & sandy, and met some r...
Posted by Cyanide on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:29:00 PST

........

me and jimmy went out last night. we really needed it. friends are great to be with, but nothing beats quality time with the person you re married to. aww damn i sound old. not too much really going o...
Posted by Cyanide on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 07:20:00 PST

wicked

had a kick ass time with some kick ass friends yesterday. thank god for friends when things are FUCKED UP. we really need to hang out more tho guys. so yeah, i ll write more l8r.
Posted by Cyanide on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:21:00 PST

heh

yeah, first it was Katrina, i mean damn, a storm called Katrina kicked our fucking ass right? life in new orleans has really sucked in the last year, but it wasn't always so. well, at least INVAIN cam...
Posted by Cyanide on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:41:00 PST

Mega MUD

i've been playing this game MegaMUD and i've met soooo many nice and wicked people. you find the most wicked people in the most odd places.
Posted by Cyanide on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 11:04:00 PST

heh heh

dude, like back when Jimmy was 22, he dated the biggest mistake of his life. she totally fucked him over and shit and like now she's all jealous because he can't stand her and shit. so ayway, i check ...
Posted by Cyanide on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 07:07:00 PST