vampiric

Me about me i dont know what to say i am wat i am a deep thinker some 1 who has a dark out look on life a person who has all but given up the dark wonderer in the eternal night. How many a man woken to the screams of there on voices with nightmares that cant be remebered or every morning turning over to realise that each day you grow closer to the end of your life and each moment you are more alone. things like this plague me each part of my waking day and then i sleep full of terror that this mite be the last time my eyes will open i dont fear death i fear dying with out affecting change i want to be able to touch just 1 life and make a difference. now a new poem off the top of my headI fall a shattering sound peirced this veil that is the night no mercy around to stop this growing pain as it seeps down my body from finger tip down then up till i cant stand any more i fall to my knees and then nothing but a still eerie silence that un- nerves me to be tormented once again by my own mind my own thoughts. i get up and run lok back only to see that the world before me has not changed im running running but nothings changing. my past has taken me to this in escapable place then i realise my eyes are closed i was asleep tears streaming down my face i arise to the fact i made it through another tormenting night once again escaped the prison of my own mind just to elude it for a couple more hours before i have to face it again